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From: I live in the cloud of dreams.
Registered: Apr 2002

posted June 03, 2002 10:38 PM         

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I'm wondering how powerful can instincts be?
I mean my problem is I can be so split and self-concious, I just cry. My heart pulls one way, but my head another. I'm constantly battling inside, I can't help it. I know I should follow my instinct but sometimes things look bleak and hopeless why bother (thats my mind talking!) But somehow I fight on and keep hoping so hard, I try really hard to believe. Becuase I know belief is power(thats my heart talking.) But unfortunatly I waver so much. I haven't been getting anywhere with my life and it's because of this problem. I don't know what to listen too anymore. It's getting ridiculous. It's a constant war of my unfortunate duality Pisces/Gemini. My self-steam is quite destroyed, and I keep trudging on and on. But I see no END. What side is my intuition speaking from?
I just hope someone can give me an insight.
-Starchild

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From: The Milky Way
Registered: Apr 2002

posted June 03, 2002 11:22 PM         

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I think our instincts are extremely powerful - but I also believe they don't come from our heart or our head - but from the *gut* ... It's just that sometimes I think instead of going with our *gut* feelings we let our *head* start to rationalize to please our *heart*

Starchild~ Aren't you quite young? Just where is it you expect your fledgling life to be by now? What is your quandry, sweetness? What part of your self esteem is suffering? Please do tell us so we can start to get you back on the right track !!!

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From: New York, New York, US
Registered: Apr 2002

posted June 04, 2002 01:36 PM         

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I agree with caileah, we do tend to try and rationalize our gut instincts with our heads, to please our heart, then before you know it, you are more dis-pleased then ever.
The duality of your Gemini traits probably makes it hard for you to agree with your instincts... always wanna see both sides of the story while the fish in you is very intuitive.
Your intuiton is speaking from it's most natural form, it is when you start to pick it apart that it no longer is intuition, but merely rationalization. Fear not starchild, we are all guilty of this... no need to trudge on... kepp your head up and realize even *mistakes* are there to guide us

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From: The Milky Way
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posted June 04, 2002 02:56 PM         

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Dali~ "Mistakes are there to guide us"

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