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From: baltimore, MD USA
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posted September 28, 2003 02:04 PM         

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Okay, so I just need to vent a bit. This is so stupid! This past week has been the most horrible week on my life. Well, the most horrible week that I can remember, anyway. There is just so much crap going on with everything right now. School stuff is so retarded. Family stuff is even more retarded. I feel like I'm in the middle of a bloody tornado, and I don't know which end is the right way up. I don't understand why I feel so confused with everything right now, because I pretty much let things roll off my back most of the time. And the most irritating thing is, all of the stuff that's getting me nervy is TRIVIAL STUFF!!! This NEVER happens to me! What is my problem??? God, I feel like I'm regressing or something!!! I need to get over this!!!
I keep telling myself, I am a JUNIOR! I will graduate in a YEAR, and then I will go to GRAD SCHOOL, so I HAVE TO ACT GROWN UP NOW!!! So why do I feel like I'm 5 years old, and the world makes sense to everyone but me?

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posted September 28, 2003 05:45 PM           

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perhaps you have a major neptune transit occuring right now - Either way, the trick is to ride the wave with as much grace as possible, stick with it and it will pass

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From: Brisbane, Queensland, Australia
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posted September 29, 2003 01:45 AM         

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Hormones? It can be a hard transition from child (get-to-do-anything freedom) to adult (have-too-many-rules). I also believe to ride is but to enjoy life If everything seems too much, just chill, take deep breaths and look at what it truly is. Don't act too impulsively, unless of course you want even more fun

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From: yazoo city, ms. usa
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posted September 29, 2003 08:31 AM         

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This happens to everyone. At one point a few years back I truely felt I couldn't find my Butt from a whole in the wall. This too shall pass. I kept my mouth shut and whatched things. I took my time with decisions (People do not like that) and I prayed alot. One day at a time. Do what you can do today and let tomarrow worry about itself. You'll be ok.

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From: San Francisco, CA, United States
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posted September 29, 2003 11:13 AM         

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hi alchemiest,

what you're saying is similar with what i have been feeling for the past several days. i dislike transiting libra moons, the vacillating energy is just plain aggrevating. though mine may just be a phase. may be you're sensitive to the phases of the moon too. check it out.

a.

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From: baltimore, MD USA
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posted September 29, 2003 10:38 PM         

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thanks for the input guys
I'm not sure if this is a transit thing, but I really really hope it is!!! Today, at least, has been a little better. It's mostly just people who I have always felt that I was close to suddenly turning on me, people who I thought were my friends trying to use me left right and centre, and just feeling in... I don't know, INERTIA or something that are all getting on my nerves and dragging me under! *sigh* I just need to get over it already. That and the fact that I am getting more and more disillusioned with the entire concept of formal education as junior year of college rolls on its merry way...

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From: Sunny South Florida, USA
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posted October 02, 2003 01:20 PM         

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Hope you are feeling better alchemiest. Be proud of yourself for accomplishing alot in life.

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posted October 05, 2003 06:38 PM         

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thanks fajita
(btw, love your name! reminds me of don pablo's, which is my favouritest restaurant ever!!!!! )

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posted October 05, 2003 11:38 PM         

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Heehee thanks I love Mexican food too!

I hope you are feeling somewhat better. I know life is tough, and sometimes when you think it can't get any worse, it does. But please be strong and be proud. SOmetimes things build up and we can't let things slide, and we find ourselves overreacting. Listen, it's OK, we're human and we're learning, and if it makes you feel any better, life makes very little sense to me sometimes. I just try to sit tight and enjoy the ride Please also know you can vent, I'll always listen! d

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posted October 06, 2003 02:15 PM         

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posted October 06, 2003 08:51 PM         

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Thank you so much, Fajita! Your positivity is helpful in a way I can't even convey with words! I think (hope) that this is just a transition. It's not so much that stuff is rocky, but it feels like layers are just peeling off of reality, and my outlook is changing, and I feel so STAGNANT! *sigh*
you might want to re-think your offer of listening to me vent, lol! I'll probably leave you with no ears left!

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posted October 06, 2003 09:27 PM         

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no I'll always listen, I've got ears of steel *flexes ear muscles proudly*

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From: Cleveland, Ohio
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posted October 14, 2003 06:37 PM         

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Consider reading the Four Agreements. After you read the book wait a month and then revisit this post and reread your topic. Note your reactions to your words.I guarantee you'll have a major insight!

Take Care!

This to shall pass

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