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posted December 04, 2003 03:38 PM         

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I was born with my organs exposed and have spent my life dealing with the complications. Right now the scar tissue is adhearing to my ribs and fuseing all my organs together. The natural flow of my body has almost stopped and that means it cannot clean itself properly. If it would stop all together I would die. I found a wonderful naturopath and we were working on breaking it all up so that I would function again on somewhat of a normal scale and I did excellent in the time span we did the treatment. She has moved and now I am all alone and afraid. I feel so much better than I did and I regained my life but I know I will need to learn to take care of myself and am trying to go back to school so that I have the knowledge to help myself and others. I was wondering though is there something from a past life that would cause such a birth defect? I am frustrated and angry at my condition not to mention embarrassed at my limits. The longer I live the less I seem to be able to do. I feel like I loseing. I know I am supposed to learn something from this but I am to angry to see straight anymore. I'm usually such an optomistic person but my life has been filled with such trama from other things and then this on top of it I'm now looking at a dead end road. Please help me see what I am missing I'm having such a hard time being here but I know I can't leave.

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posted December 04, 2003 04:55 PM         

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Welcome to Lindaland! Perhaps, it has nothing to do with Karma at all. Maybe it was your choice, so you could use this to help many others. If so, what a selfless choice that is. When is our Mission on Earth finished? If we are alive--it isn't. A life is not measured by years, but by accomplishment and by who we help, what we change, and how we contribute to the world. Focus on why you are here, and I am certain your life will be as long and fruitful as you choose it to be. EXPECT A MIRACLE! You are a miracle.

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posted December 05, 2003 01:32 PM         

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Do you still have contact with your naturopath?

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posted December 06, 2003 12:09 PM         

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Hello Alice! Welcome to Lindaland

I like Randall's thoughts.......keep the faith.

SunShyne

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posted December 06, 2003 12:37 PM         

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Welcome Alice Rabbit. May love and light take the place of fear in your life.

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posted December 06, 2003 01:20 PM         

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Welcome Alice!
You sound like the bravest person I have ever heard of! The courage you show to even face the challenges you have chosen in this lifetime is unfathomable! Don't be afraid and ashamed of who you are. You are beautiful and you are perfect. You are here to learn and you are here to teach. Stay strong. Ask the universe for help if you feel that things are getting too rough. Don't feel insecure or ashamed to do so. When you ask the Divine Essence for aid, you will be surprised to see how quickly that help arrives. Don't be afraid now that one helper has moved on, but look forward with welcome arms to the next guide/guides who will most certainly step into your life soon.

Love, Light and Laughter

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posted December 07, 2003 12:39 AM         

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posted December 07, 2003 12:49 AM         

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Welcome, I like your nickname Lots of healing light to you.

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posted December 07, 2003 11:12 PM         

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Thank you everyone for your support. It means alot right now. I do not have contact with my naturopath and am currently looking for anouther but they are all a bit out of my price range for the kind of extensive treatment and attention that I need. My first doctor was by donation and gave me all my herbs for free. She was sent by heaven to show me my path and I know that. I have always wanted to go to school and learn about healing but money was always an issue there to, now I'm seeking grants and am determined to reach my goal. I will open up a non-profit clinic and treat the people like me who can't afford it and are dieing from maltreatment and poisioning from our doctors. This is a very hard path to take though and its been very hard for me to mantain faith constantly. I am very glad to have found people who I can communicate with and have support. Thank you so much.

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posted December 07, 2003 11:32 PM         

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I have a quote I wanted to share with everyone it has helped me through some difficult times and thought everyone might enjoy it.
"Success is moving from failure to failure with no loss of enthusiasm" Winston Churchill

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posted December 08, 2003 05:09 PM         

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posted December 08, 2003 05:17 PM         

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Welcome Alice Rabbit

One of my favorite all time quotes too!!! It has kept me strong during some crisis`s in my own life.

"Success is moving from failure to failure with no loss of enthusiasm" Winston Churchill

Love and lite to you

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If having a soul means being able to feel love and loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans. ~James Herriot

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posted December 09, 2003 12:12 PM         

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Great quote from a great leader. He was terrified of public speaking (and never became entirely comfortable with it), but he was arguably the greatest orator the world has ever known.

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posted December 30, 2003 11:23 PM         

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I think you are perfectly on your path.
You sharing the way you feel about it all sure is a start to the helping you plan...
Realize that there are many who appreciate you, and the miracle you are!

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posted December 31, 2003 01:56 PM         

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