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Topic: purple plate disharmony?
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Philbird
Knowflake Posts: 163
From: Douglas, AZ. USA
Registered: Jun 2004
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posted June 15, 2004 10:48 PM
 
Hi Gia,
What initially caused his health problems?
The way you come up with resources is really incredible!
Was the procedure done in South Africa of your own design? You mentioned no one would listen to you. What you knew in your heart, is what was best for your father. Did all of his health problems come at one time, or was it gradual? What was his diognosis? He must be sooo proud of his daughter! 
Did Metaphysics play a part in his treatment? What was it that the other Dr.'s wouldn't do?
I would never make light of another's illness, I can only laugh at mine because that's the way I deal with it. My blind eye is considerably smaller than the other, and I barely have a pupil. I had on many occassions asked if I could get a glass eye. (I was very self conscious when I was younger)
But I kept getting "We don't want to take a chance of you loseing sight in the other eye if we operate". I know modern medicine can perform this operation, safely, I believe it's a matter of  .
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Gia
Knowflake Posts: 168
From: California
Registered: May 2004
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posted June 16, 2004 12:41 AM
He welded without eye protection. Mad! Mad! Mad! He also had a couple of botched cataract operations that left scars so bad the doctors were shocked. When he went totally blind, he was diagnosed with retinosa pigmentosa, normally not curable in it's later stages. The operation was done in Enfield Chase Hospital London by a South African doctor. Not of my own design. What ever gave you that idea? Nope, just my urging, my research, and a heck of a load of pushing. I don't know that he's proud of me. He did'nt say. I expect he's relieved and somewhat grateful. I don't really know him that well.I had not seen my father for over 20 years before his operation last year. I heard about his blindness from others and felt compelled to move heaven and earth to help him. He was too proud to ask. I left home at age 16 and never went back. Metaphysics? Yeah, I guess it did have a part to play. I harp on about energy and frequencies over, and over because they really matter. Light getting to an optic nerve can sometimes feed it back to life.. Think of plants, or dormant seeds. At one stage, one of his doctors not so politely, told me I was way off in my expectations. That I was causing my father harm by giving him false hope. He refused to do the operation, on the grounds it wouldn't work. I kept arguing we had nothing more to loose. Eventually he told me that I was psychoneurotic, and I told him he was something far worse, an f***** idiot!!! I kept going till I found one who said he'd try. Goodness, that was all I expected. Just for someone to look at the research, and say lets try. I knew it would work. I just knew it. Though to be honest, I didn't think it would be as dramatic of an improvement as it was. I thank God. IP: Logged |
Philbird
Knowflake Posts: 163
From: Douglas, AZ. USA
Registered: Jun 2004
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posted June 16, 2004 11:34 AM
NMMMMM! Psychoneurotic? I think I heard that term before......
Hind-sight... I went to the hospital one time because I felt really strange, like something was going to happen to me, I managed to make it into the door to the nurse, told her my name and told her to hurry up because I was going to pass out. Then I did. When I woke up I was sitting out in a hall, alone! I had about three TIA's (mini strikes) and was drooling, my heart was racing, and my left side of my body was spazing and I couldn't control it. I felt like I was literally on fire. and kept screaming about it. Passed out again, and woke up in a bed hooked up to all kinds of stuff. I was also on a heart monitor. Before knowing I had had an allergic reaction to a medicine, the Dr. shoved paxil at me!. (They assumed since I was on Psych meds, that I was Psychoneurotic...)I refused the paxil, they hadn't even consulted my doctor! After four days in the hospital, they sent me home, still sick and only gaining partial feeling in my limbs. But before sending me home This a****** Dr. sat down with my husband and I (this was before we got married, but were engaged) and said "I think this has a lot to do with wanting to marry your fiance' sooner than you think.  We were stunned, because we were only engaged 2 months and I wasn't even expecting that! We left.
The next day I ended up back in the hospital, but before I could get out of the car, I passed out, that is when I saw this warm comforting white light, and no pain. Whrn I woke up, they told me I stopped breathing. I asked my husband if he wanted to get married right away, since that was the inital problem! So I had an allergic reaction to a medication and a larger, but not fullblown stroke. It took me a while to gain feeling back in my limbs, but boy I heard through the grape vine that Initial Dr. was seriously questioned. Since that was his opinion, I swear when I was under his care, I was treated like a leper(sp). So, that's my near death experience!
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Gia
Knowflake Posts: 168
From: California
Registered: May 2004
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posted June 16, 2004 07:39 PM
Wow. I knew there was more!You really been through a lot Philbird. I'm glad you refused Paxil especially after a transient ischemic attack. What was the doctor thinking? I swear half the doctors I know are pretty good and half are completely deficient in the brain dept. People treat them like Gods, never asking questions, and taking everything they dish out. Thousands of people die every year just by taking prescribed medications given by doctors and taken as prescribed.
I'll trust an experienced nurse before a doctor 'most' times. They notice more, and are more hands on. I want to know more about you NDE. IP: Logged |
Philbird
Knowflake Posts: 163
From: Douglas, AZ. USA
Registered: Jun 2004
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posted June 17, 2004 11:28 AM
Gia,
I believe someone on this site once said that experienceing "white Light" is the giving up of the ego, and knowing just what is. You are free of yourself and what your ego used to tell you was pain, is no longer pain. Just peace. I assume since I didn't die I didn't experience anything more than a comforting warm whiteness all around me, It was ssssooo peaceful.
That's really all there was to it. I experienced "white Light" one other time and that was through guided meditation. Same sensation. I really do believe it is the giving up of the ego, fully. When you meditate do you get to the "White Light" part. Do you go beyond that? Is what you see personal to you, or is it universal?
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Gia
Knowflake Posts: 168
From: California
Registered: May 2004
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posted June 17, 2004 12:26 PM
I think the answer is yes to that on both counts. It is both personal and universal. I keep thinking on the lines of thoughts as radio waves sent out into universe. They did this really telling experiment in the U.K. They locked a random bunch of people in a room, early in the morning, and gave them a really difficult crossword to complete. It took them many hours. The second group of people took only half the time. The third, did it in no time at all. Thoughts, I believe, are sent out and picked up. That is why we have people on different sides of the world working on the same inventions, or lyrics to a song.
Belief systems are stronger, mainly because of the huge amounts of people imprinting at any one time, and also because of the emotion which seems to sustain those thoughts with more permanency. All different religions Jews, Muslims, Hindus etc., get personal denominational NDE's. This shows me that it is truely personal and universal.  IP: Logged | |
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