posted April 17, 2022 08:56 AM            

HELP!!

posted April 17, 2022 01:47 PM            

I read an interpretation for Chiron square Uranus. Something that I've been dealing with for at least a year. It talks about how trying to control things the more it will not work. I have Uranus in my 8th house. I am become quite occult. The more I use my rocks and feng shui related things....it just seems to push me out of where I am currently staying not on my terms.

The thick of this transit is over. Since I have it 9 degrees. But I know in the future Chiron will rx back to 11 degrees.

I have had to move 3 times this year not really on my terms w/ in a span of 2 years. It's physically and emotionally exhausting. Even checking into a hotel last night. As soon as my husband leaves at the arse crack of dawn, I can't even sit down and have a cup of crappy hotel coffee with out seeing a tiny cockroach. This stuff always happens when my husband is away...and lately it seems like immediately after he leaves.

My husband does not know how to be emotionally supportive. Only financially supportive. He just threw down 2 grand for me to stay here for a month.

Which is why I am out of the condo now. Because of the same issues, as many here know. I am now on a different floor of the hotel.

I am going to start to join my husband in his therapy sessions...because he has shared with his therapist how he is unable to give me emotional support when he is away and these things happen. Our intimacy life is improving though.

But yes with having to pack up and leave where I am constantly I can't really use rocks, candles, dried flowers, essential oils as a remedy for bad transits. Did pack a few things though.

Bad Chiron transits feel like don't even bother to cope with life in healthy ways it will be taken away from you and you're effed.

posted May 14, 2022 08:44 PM            

Well I got gifted a purple candle, for teacher appreciation week.

I've been lighting it in the evenings and sleeping with it on until I leave the next morning.

I hear that purple is used for protection, good sleep, and spirituality.

My pearl bracelet broke at work. But its been hanging by a thread for sometime.

Chiron square Uranus feels like a total mind ****.

posted May 15, 2022 12:22 PM              

For self, increased combo of meditation and prayer seems to help the most. I ask Expanded Guidance forces to help give me strength, clarity, centeredness, insight, and understanding to get me through tough times.

Nature helps for sure. At some of the most difficult periods of my life, I found solace and peace within nature.

If things are particularly intense, I combine both of the above, with also fasting.

To give an example, one of the most difficult/stressful things I've experienced was the rejection and being cut off by a woman that I have very intensely strong feelings for (was almost overwhelmingly so for awhile). This happened when T. Saturn and Pluto were conjoining my N. Mercury (ruler of 4 Virgo placements) and Sun (chart ruler) conjunction in Capricorn, which is shading into both the 5th and 6th Houses. They were also starting to square N. Pluto as well.

Anyways, I still don't fully understand why, but this was one of the most intensely painful periods of my life, and I spiraled and lost my balance and centeredness quite badly.

posted May 27, 2022 02:23 PM            

I might switch it up and plan a lot of pink outfits for these active Chiron transits. Plus with Chiron challenging my 8th house, I think it's better to focus my energy on healing rather than power and protection, if that makes sense.

Thinking of wish listing some pink candles too.

Maybe more pink rocks.

posted July 15, 2022 01:56 PM            

The recent SFM with pluto conjuncting my Saturn square my Sun
Sun oppose Saturn
Sun square Sun
moon square moon, pluto lilith
Mercury oppose Saturn
Mercury square Sun
Jupiter square Jupiter
Jupiter square Uranus
Saturn rx conjunct Mars
Saturn rx square moon
Uranus oppose moon, lilith, pluto
Uranus square Mars
Chiron square Neptune
True node square Mars
True node oppose Juno, Moon, Pluto, Lilith
True Lilith oppose Fortune, Uranus

posted August 08, 2022 08:39 PM            

Chiron in the 11th, friends will be healing.

Uranus and gang in the 12th house I have the solitude to focus on little wellness things.

My vaping has toned down.
I got back into meditating, yoga, cardio, foot stretching.

I feel like they have yoga for just about anything. I might look at yoga for trauma tomorrow.

Wearing my chakra bracelet.

I bought a Candle at TJ's.

Bathing in orange EO is powerful. Watch out with this one if your man is out of town.

posted August 23, 2022 09:54 PM            

I made a lot of time for friends and family last week. It really lifted my spirits.

posted September 09, 2022 01:18 AM            

We are going to walk a rose garden tomorrow, after our therapy session, and dinner.

Most nature trails are free. I figure try all the trails now before winter time. Save indoorsy stuff for winter.

current random transits:
Mars conjunct ASC
Neptune rx sextile Saturn
NN square NN

While ivory seems to be way too common of a candle color, it is a good color for bridal related things. And yeah next therapy session we are back to talking about our intimacy and stuff, because I had an outburst on Monday or Tuesday. And I am just tired of my husband thinking he does not need to be proactive until I loose my shhhhit.
It was black peach tea. I read that peach is good for marriage.

posted October 20, 2022 05:38 AM            

I've brought some more jewelry with me.

Brought home a pumpkin too.

posted October 20, 2022 06:16 AM            

My dark feminine energy is challenged right now. And I'm over the hump

Magnesium supplements, pineapple, witch hazel.

"and pineapple juice can cool lustful thoughts."

BINGO LOL