posted January 30, 2019 01:32 AM            

I have been in a country recently, its an iseland that I didnt know that much about and I thought it was a tropical happy place. I had a terrible experience there.

I was with some friends and everything was ok because we were man and woman in the group.

Then I stayed there alone more days to explore alone because I like to do this.

I got so many disrespectfull behaviours like ... finding guys on the window of my shower masturbating or just I dont know... feeling abused all the time.

Anyway... the real bad experience was something else.

I went to eat somewhere and I saw the owner of the place biting up so badly his wife.
It was terrible his violence.

He left and I went to speak to her. She could not speak english so well but she was crying and I could see the hell she was living in.

Actually before the husband biting her I could already feel something terrible was happening to her just by looking at her eyes when she gave me the food.

So after speaking to her I told her we will go to police. She didnt wanna go.
Of course she was afraid. She didnt want money either.

I thought the only option was going to police on my own and asking them to go there.

I called but it was useless. I went to 3 diferent police stations and they were just making fun of me.

Finally I went to a bigger police station and they listened to me and after one hour they understood why was I there because they didnt understand what was wrong with the husband abusing her wife so I had to explain them it is not legal.

The only answer I got its if I was married or not.

Anyway... they said they dont know how to google an adress so they didnt know how to get there even if I gave them the name of the place and everything.

So they said I had to bring them there.
Me. Like... anazing idea. I acuse a damgerous man and its the best to make me go in front of him so he can happily kill me.

Anyway... I thought if it was the only option I will do it.

They decided to send me in a car with some other policemans.
We were in the car and they were just so lost askimg where were we going and I was telling them where to go.

Sudently I look at them and they looked so... like... gone in their minds, that I thought ' wait, I feel this people doesnt even know why are they going there'.

I asked them ' hey guys do anyone of you in this car kmow why are we going to that place and what is the problem?'

And yes I was right. They had no idea.

I explained them the problem and told them to try to protect that woman.

We got there and I was quiet because I had 3 huge policeman with huge guns around me. So I thought the man would not dare to attack me.

When that guy knew I went to police to acuse him, he started breaking things and he came towards me to attack me saying he will kill me right there.

Amazingly the plolice didnt stop him. So even if I had 3 huge man around with guns I had to just run on the street and scape.

After that I had my whole body shacking and I seriously got so so afraid.

Then the police came with the car to the place on the street where I stoped running and they said I had to leave the city that same night because I was in danger because that guy will probably bit me up or indeed kill me.

So I had to just leave the city that same day like I am the criminal.

And after telling me that man may kill me, they said they dont think there is any problem with the wife. Sure not... anyone can see how nice the husband is!

Of course now I understand police is just completely unusefull in some countries. And I understand I had to think maybe more and not act like I would act in my own country.

Anyway... I am not a big feminist because I think as Linda said the feminist movement its a bit about trying to become a man and not about loving feminin energy and its sometimes also about being against man which I dont think its the way to bring peace ( also I know many amazing and peacefull man who dont deserve people being against them).

But I feel in some countries this is indeed a terrible issue.
Like... there is no way to evolve as a society if this things are normal and if there is no balance and love between masculine and feminin.

I just feel so sorry about the woman living there. Also because its a very small country that nobody knows about so people there are forgoten because they are not starving or having wars but life there is terrible anyway.

What to do about it?
When will this very dark energy start to change?

Eheh sorry for the superlong message. Thanks a lot if you read it all... I needed to express it because I feel frustrated.

Also bcs of the fact that I tried to help but I probably just gave more trouble to that woman and make things worse.

Big hugg for all the spiritual people here!