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Topic: Just one of them days...
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LionFish Knowflake Posts: 732 From: Registered: Aug 2012
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posted August 10, 2013 07:09 PM
Where I feel completely detached from the rest of the world and nothing makes any sense...I'm so hurt and confused I don't even know where to begin. And then you throw worrying on top of it..ugh. I just wanna go back to bed and forget the world until tomorrow.. IP: Logged |
charmainec Moderator Posts: 7066 From: Venus next to Randall Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 10, 2013 07:15 PM
Sorry that you're feeling this way.Not sure what is causing you to feel hurt but I do hope you feel better soon.  IP: Logged |
LionFish Knowflake Posts: 732 From: Registered: Aug 2012
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posted August 10, 2013 07:33 PM
Thank you..It's just relationship problems. I'm pretty sure mine is failing and when I try to get my fiance to talk to me he tells me "not right now" or "i don't want to deal with this." Not exactly adding up to be a happy marriage once we get to that point. I don't like doubting my own decisions, but I'm starting to when it comes to this. I know my feelings are true and that I love him, but I can't be treated the way he treats me for the rest of my life. And it's not like he physically abuses me, or even emotionally/verbally.. you'd have to actually speak to do that.. *sigh* I feel like I'm in a rut with him and the walls just keep getting higher. IP: Logged |
juniperb Moderator Posts: 7461 From: Blue Star Kachina Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 10, 2013 07:40 PM
That can be a fairly helpless feeling . I`ve felt it and the only thing to do is keep loving and have patience. Sometimes they are feeling the blues or worried and we mistake it for being shut out. Have you checked his transits lately? There are some rather emotional or moody things going on in the astro scene. Keep your chin up and keep the faith in your love. ------------------ Christian, Jew, Muslim, Shaman, Zoroastrian, stone, ground, mountain, river, each has a secret way of being with the Mystery, unique and not to be judged. Rumi IP: Logged |
LionFish Knowflake Posts: 732 From: Registered: Aug 2012
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posted August 10, 2013 07:50 PM
I'm trying really really hard, but I'm starting to get snippy because I feel like I'm being treated like crap.Today for instance, I went over to a friend's to do our laundry. When I was walking back with the first finished load he came out of our house at the same time I was coming up to it and asked me "Are you taking me to work or what?" all snotty and rude to me. Then when he apologized for his attitude my response was "I'm getting used to it." He didn't say 2 words to me the entire way and it's about a 10-15 minute drive. I know my comment didn't help the situation, but holy cow I can only take so much.. IP: Logged |
LionFish Knowflake Posts: 732 From: Registered: Aug 2012
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posted August 10, 2013 07:57 PM
I checked his transits just now...He's got t-Saturn squaring his 8H Merc/Sun/Venus and the current t-Jupiter/t-Pluto opposition sits almost directly on his ASC/DSC axis. And Mercury is currently opposing his stellium as well..Maybe that's why it's been so dang difficult to get him to talk to me lately..That Merc opposition. I really don't know though.. IP: Logged |