posted October 17, 2013 01:35 AM            

I really like the volturi too. Aro and jane are my favorite haha..I was soo disappointed with the way the breaking dawn pt 2 book ended though. I really wanted them to fight... But at least the movie made up for that. Even thought it was just a vision lol. O screamed soo f*ckin loud when That fight scene came on. And when Edward 'died', omfg I got up angry screaming at the screen. Lmfao. Luckily I was home alone. So that's not too embarrassing..I don't like movie theaters. But for that last breaking dawn movie, I really wish I had gone. Just to see people's reaction to that scene. I waited till it came out on DVD instead =\.

posted October 17, 2013 02:26 AM            

SHE WAS SPEECHLESS AND FROZEN THE MOMENT SHE SAW CARLISLE'S HEAD...MY EYES WERE WATERING OMG

posted October 17, 2013 04:04 PM            

I don't even know if you should bother with the books at this point lolol. since you've already been tainted by the movies.. But give it a try if you want. Maybe the movie won't ruin the reading experience

posted October 18, 2013 04:48 PM            

Is that why you compare anonymidarkness to Edward Cullen? You want to be his Bella?? I'd say be careful...I have a feeling that guy is stuck in the past...just a feeling. Over someone.

Favourite Twilight Saga song probably: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6YpnTSuQV8

They says Scorpio Venus has a hard time letting go, but you should see a Pisces Venus in action! But then again, you have Venus/Pluto in Scorpio/H8, so you should know about that, no?

posted October 18, 2013 05:19 PM            

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^I'm all about team Edward and Jacob ditching Bella's a$$ and hooking up with one another!

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I laughed when I stumbled across this Jakeward fanfic (having heard of it I had to check it out):
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8954988/1/Perfect-sunrise

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Driving towards Santa Cruz on the highway with Jake by my side was pure heaven. This stretch of the road meandered near the sea. The view of the Pacific Ocean below us was breathtaking, but not as enticing as the man by my side. The wind ruffled his hair as he talked nonstop, nudging my elbow when I didn't pay enough attention.

"So, where will we go?" he said, glancing up at the cloudy sky. "Been two hours since we left San Francisco."

"We'll drive down the California coast searching for her," I said a bit guiltily, because I had forgotten to call Alice and ask her if she had another vision.

"It's going to be good." Jacob stretched his arms and yawned widely, glancing at me. "You look good in your Ramones t-shirt."

"Thanks, Jacob, you didn't have to buy it."

"Least I could do to show my appreciation," he said, worrying his bottom lip. "Gotta say you're not the guy I thought you were. You're fun and not stuffy at all."

I scowled, but when he beamed at me I decided to let sleeping wolves lie.

"We don't have Bella to fight over." I simply shrugged. "I guess you haven't seen this side of me."

"Glad I got to know you better," he said, his hand touching my shoulder as his warm fingers brushed against my arm.

"And you're not all defensive and growling at me, Jacob."

"You want me to growl at you, huh?" he said, smacking my shoulder playfully. "Want me to be the big bad wolf?"

I shook my head, unobtrusively raising my knee to hide my bulge as Jacob smirked and leaned closer. I sat up on the seat and leaned towards him but the wolf just licked my ear shell and whispered, "Let's go to the beach!"

Glaring at Jake's teasing, I floored the gas pedal and the car sped towards the stretch of deserted beach. The day was windy and cold which meant few people were about.

Jacob took off his plaid shirt and bent down to untie his shoelaces, taking off his sneakers. Then he dashed out of the car, padding on the asphalt before running towards the ocean. I just sat on the car for a while, enjoying the play of muscles as he pumped his arms up and down, his russet skin contrasting nicely against his white undershirt.

Jacob's carefree ways buoyed me up; I was free of my usual worries and brooding thoughts about a future with Bella. Instead, I basked in the warmth of the sun by my side, relentlessly drawn to the man running on the beach, his jeans and undershirt completely soaked by now. I hitched my breath at the sight of the sculpted torso and abdomen I had often glimpsed.

Jacob started doing somersaults over the waves, whooping with laughter.

Smiling widely, I took off my shoes and socks and then got out of the car, glancing at a passerby before I strolled onto the beach. Once I reached his side, the playful wolf saw his chance and pounced on me with a smirk on his handsome face, both of us falling onto the sand

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I suppose some girls might like to see 2 guys who had been fighting over the reader, er Bella, overcoming their mutual jealousy for each other (though I think many would feel threatened), but then this happened:

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"It makes me jealous, ok?" Jacob shivered while a tear rolled down his cheek. "I'm afraid I'll lose you when we find Bella. You'll go back to her, or someone pretty will show up and you will forget me."

I grabbed his shoulder, grappling and tussling with Jacob until I was atop him. My fingers lingered on his smooth cheek as I said, "You are very special and dear to me. I won't lose interest in you, Jacob. I want to find Bella to make sure she is all right, but I am not ever going back to her."

"I thought you two loved each other very much."

"Bella is like that guy's girlfriend," I said slowly. "She never shared my joys or cared to find out I like the Ramones."

"She was always babbling about you," he said.

"About what I felt for her, not what she did for me. Bella wouldn't have the thoughtful gesture of giving me this." I fingered the hem of my wet t-shirt.

Jake laid his fingers on my cheek. "Will you really leave her?"

"Trust me, I will." I pointed down to him, and then to my chest. "Even if we don't stay together, I'm not going back to her."

"Sorry I doubted you, Edward. I just…" I leaned down and kissed Jacob, interrupting his unnecessary apology. My tongue brushed his lips until he opened them and then slid home. Jacob writhed under me, wrapping his legs around me and shoving me around so he ended on top of me. The cold waves crashed against us as Jacob's warmth enveloped me, my personal sunrise.

"Will you stay with me?" he said, breaking up the kiss.

"I won't give up the joy I feel when I'm with you." I gazed up at his beautiful face which was framed by drops of water, his brow crowned with sea foam churned by the waves breaking around us.

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After reading that I had a vision of this becoming popular with riots among school girls (and some "Twilight Moms") like this (over this fic rather than than "the Burn Book"):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPYqRaOm1ak

posted October 18, 2013 05:52 PM            

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Is that why you compare anonymidarkness to Edward Cullen? You want to be his Bella?? I'd say be careful...I have a feeling that guy is stuck in the past...just a feeling. Over someone.

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Of course not. I call him cullen cause he's got the mysterious thing going on. I'm just playing around.. "you want to be his bella?" Lmfaoo . Someone needs to tie you up and tape your mouth now!!!

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Favourite Twilight Saga song probably: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6YpnTSuQV8

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I can't even listen to this on my tablet

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They says Scorpio Venus has a hard time letting go, but you should see a Pisces Venus in action! But then again, you have Venus/Pluto in Scorpio/H8, so you should know about that, no?

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^^^anon wrote that to me the other day. And you mentioned him being stuck in the last which he did say yesterday. Have you been peeking in the anon thread?

But Yea I've met a few Pisces Venus who seemed to not be able to let go of their ex. It's like if they were given the opportunity to crawl back into their ex's arms, they would -_-.

posted October 18, 2013 06:16 PM            

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Have you been peeking in the anon thread?

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Omfg lmfao...I've abandoned that thread...and him. I'm even the one who started it but I didn't even see it through to the end LOL! The last thing I remember from that thread is talking about eyes and expressions and your angry face. I think you posted a grinch gif and then I ollied outtie to never return!

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Someone needs to tie you up and tape your mouth now!!!

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posted October 19, 2013 01:10 AM            

What about you SE? Do you also have a hard time letting go?

posted October 19, 2013 05:49 PM            

Any ways, a hard time letting go...? Uh, hm...sort of but not really. I never forget someone or something and maybe I'll even think fondly of them sometimes, but I never miss or regret something. Sometimes I do entertain the thoughts...

"I still had things I wanted to say to them or things I wanted to do with them - maybe if it lasted a little longer,"

But the chances were missed. There will be more chances, in different times and places and with different people.
Then again, I have the belief that life is long. Life is long and winding and can be sprawling - so much so that if you look back, you can lose your way, and that holding onto regret does nothing since life will keep moving forward, with or without you.

It's just how I cope, I guess. I never deny myself how I feel or what I want. If I want to dwell on something, then I do! I just do. If I'm angry, then I'm angry - I'll throw a tantrum if I even want to! And when I've had my fill of dwelling on something or I've had my fill of being angry and kicking my feet, then that's that, I move on.

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That's just a coincidence though *cough*

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posted October 20, 2013 12:54 AM            

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Then again, I have the belief that life is long. Life is long and winding and can be sprawling - so much so that if you look back, you can lose your way, and that holding onto regret does nothing since life will keep moving forward, with or without you.

It's just how I cope, I guess. I never deny myself how I feel or what I want. If I want to dwell on something, then I do! I just do. If I'm angry, then I'm angry - I'll throw a tantrum if I even want to! And when I've had my fill of dwelling on something or I've had my fill of being angry and kicking my feet, then that's that, I move on.

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Lol you do what you want, when you want, and how want.. ..not many people are willing to accept ALL of their emotions. Negative and good ones...Instead of running away from them

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Oh my lord...that sounds so...fantastical. And impractical. I think Edward must have some serious Cancer, Scorpio, and Pisces...a dreary guy like him mustn't have any air or fire. Probably a water sun with an earth venus!

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posted October 20, 2013 06:44 PM            

It's a strange dynamic.

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..not many people are willing to accept ALL of their emotions. Negative and good ones...Instead of running away from them

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Yah, that's one of things I think I figured out about life. Emotions and states of being are always fleeting and changing...people pursue happiness and peace, but happiness and peace are just as fickle as being angry or being sad...I dunno, personally, yeah, I embrace all emotions. I don't see any sense in pursuing or wanting only some emotions...they're all a part of life and none of them will dominate your life for long!

My views on life n sh#t really draw me outwards. I see things from so far away and I'm so unaffected by strife because I've already accepted it as a part of living...

I think I remember Bella's birthday being in September. So Virgo for her I guess...she seems more airy, with maybe one bit of Aries.