posted November 17, 2014 08:56 AM            

Here's another room of it then:

posted November 17, 2014 09:11 AM            

I have a hard time knowing what to say when it's just text...in a situation like this. I feel your angst and suspect that it's there for a good purpose...what you are trying to do is channel it....Maybe that it frustrating beyond belief with Neptune on your moon-NN and all these other crappy transits? But hang in there!

And if you ever want to email me, I'm here, we'll just have to orchestrate it with a mod.

In the meanwhile...

My father was an amazing and beautiful person, and I miss him a lot. I can say this here in the dungeon. He used to recite this poem to me~

Once in Persia reigned a king
Who upon his signet ring
Graved a maxim true and wise
Which he held before his eyes
Gave him counsel at a glance
Fit for every change and chance
Solemn words and these are they:
Even this shall pass away.

It'll get better, Bella.

posted November 17, 2014 09:14 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
Bella ~ wish I could talk to you in person.

I have a hard time knowing what to say when it's just text...in a situation like this. I feel your angst and suspect that it's there for a good purpose...what you are trying to do is channel it....Maybe that it frustrating beyond belief with Neptune on your moon-NN and all these other crappy transits? But hang in there!

And if you ever want to email me, I'm here, we'll just have to orchestrate it with a mod.

In the meanwhile...

My father was an amazing and beautiful person, and I miss him a lot. I can say this here in the dungeon. He used to recite this poem to me~

Once in Persia reigned a king
Who upon his signet ring
Graved a maxim true and wise
Which he held before his eyes
Gave him counsel at a glance
Fit for every change and chance
Solemn words and these are they:
Even this shall pass away.

It'll get better, Bella.

^^ And remember, the lotus grows in the mud...inner beauty is born from hard times.

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posted November 17, 2014 09:18 AM            

@PisceanDream: K! I'm headed there next.

@teasel: I think you're better at communicating than you may realize?

posted November 17, 2014 09:32 AM            

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Originally posted by PisceanDream:
Help! Personal Readings! Faith!!!

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OMG I thought you just wanted a reading???

Did she ever call you?

posted November 17, 2014 10:44 AM            

Can someone please LOCK this thread?

It is unbelievably inappropriate now...I simply didn't know how serious things were.

posted November 17, 2014 11:25 AM            

I really hope she does try to contact someone - anyone.

Randall, if you're giving Faith her email, could I have it as well? I really want to talk to her more directly.

Faith, I totally get feeling bad about it now, but it's not your fault. If you still want it closed, sure.

And Bella, I'm so sorry I couldn't find your message any earlier. Now having read the thread (so glad you told us where to look :heart , I can only say I sympathize. It's tough feeling like you haven't achieved anything - but you have!! Before I quit going to SP, I always admired how openly you'd speak up for women and their rights. Like a true Aquarius - the best qualities of it (Your Sun is on my NN, remember??). And just your positive but level-headed attitude when SP was looking for new mods, you can state these things in such a calm way, even when you're angry or sad. I admire that a lot - and no, I'm not just saying it now that you're feeling this bad, I think you know I look up to that.

Anyway... I really, really hope you can reconsider, leave the board and its negativity and find someone to talk about this. It doesn't really matter who. You've absolutely achieved a lot here - look at how much support you get. But I completely understand feeling sad when you get a lot of backlash... wondering what's the point.

There is one and it shows in this thread, the Personal Readings one and the one Faith made specially for you.

I just really want you to be okay.

posted November 17, 2014 11:31 AM            

Faith, thank you SO much for pointing me towards her thread!!!

posted November 17, 2014 11:49 AM            

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Originally posted by meissieri:
Oh by the way:

Faith, thank you SO much for pointing me towards her thread!!!

And PisceanDream for telling Faith about the thread. I hope she does call or text you. (...can't believe this is the first thing I say to you here on LL)

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posted November 17, 2014 01:25 PM            

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Originally posted by PisceanDream:
I had to tell Faith because I know how much she cares about her. I am hoping so too. I keep checking my phone like a maniac. Not exactly the most pleasant of times to become acquainted but I do want to say that your love and support is endearing. Let's hope she gets back to us.

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Yes, of course, good thing you did and I totally get it's nerve-wrecking to have to check your phone the whole time.

Thanks. She has gotten back to us! Check Personal Readings (not the thread, just the board).