posted December 15, 2014 11:32 PM            

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So, I'm sorry. Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing lately. You'd think I'd just run off and be alone and not spill out to anyone else. In real life, that is what I actually do. Online, it's like an escape in itself where things DO spill out. It's a refuge of sorts. Unfortunately, it leaves me apologizing a lot lately. That's all I've got.

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I know exactly how you feel, except that I went from hardly saying anything, anywhere, to spilling things out both online and off. It's on-and-off for me, but that's been happening for three or four years now, and it's hard. I haven't been able to exercise it away, for a couple of reasons - not nearly as much as I would have in the past.

I've had to deal with things that left me really angry with a few people here, as well, and *really* hurt at still having to deal with certain things. I felt like I was losing my mind, and occasionally still do. But I didn't (and still don't) understand why I kept being targeted for certain things, suspected, and oh... I was *so* ****** after a while.

I hope this passes for you soon, because it's horrible.

posted December 16, 2014 08:16 AM              

I didn't think you'd ban her because I'm pretty sure there have been worse comments and bigger troublemakers than her (some who are even mods) that haven't been banned. But she say something you dislike and you go all Saddam on her?

posted December 16, 2014 11:36 AM            

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Originally posted by PisceanDream:
I can't believe you banned her... Wow.

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posted December 16, 2014 11:37 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
Dude, it's called the last straw. But onward and upward (hopefully).

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WHAT last straw?????

posted December 16, 2014 11:39 AM            

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Originally posted by PisceanDream:
Yes.
I wish it was worth it, too... Her comment was barely offensive.

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WORST. BAN. DECISION. EVER.

She has contributed so much QUALITY input over the years! And she's gone in a flash?

She just came on here to apologize to DF, and Juni herself mentioned that the other thread was appalling, which is synonymous with "scandalous."

posted December 16, 2014 11:44 AM            

And here, I don't see her NOT heeding your warning. If you were going to ban her for "daddy issues," whatever. But you didn't. And she didn't do anything additional here that warrants banning, IMO.

She was one of my favorite people here.

I always looked forward to her intelligent, gracious, and mild comments. She is on level with Doux Reve. When you provoke someone like that to making sarcastic remarks, maybe consider that you have extraordinary powers of provocation yourself.

posted December 16, 2014 11:51 AM            

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Originally posted by FireMoon:
Sorry to just jump in here, but just wanted to say I had no real reason to think there was anything going on with you and PD in that other thread, and maybe I was picking up on some on the vibes from this scandalous/webmaster situation (even though I honestly hadn't read anything about it)

Believe that or not, idk it's up to you.. I'm not even sure really but just wanted to put it out there cause that really was out of character for me and I do apologize regardless...

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^^ Last straw???

posted December 16, 2014 11:52 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
Last straw was addressed to DF concerning the locked thread.

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