posted June 02, 2021 05:01 PM            

She doesn't want to speak with me. I wish her the best. Health and happiness. I can admit I may have come across strongly, if so I AM sorry, but I needed to stand my ground. I felt my softness from before this occured was underestimated. As though I was some pushover. I deserve *realness* from others when I feel I bring them mine. I doubt she'll ever speak to me again - that is fine. If we ever resolve this - - - even BETTER. Growth comes from adversity.
She is an appreciated researcher/member of LL. By many INCL me. My snag was how she treated me.

If you read this Mirage - Happy Birthday 🎉 I do think I recall you're a Sun Gemmy.