posted November 21, 2012 02:05 PM            

The effects on me are always -mis-communication, nobody understands-broken thought (process)//fragmented ideas...

and, I too get those dark memories/old scars resurfacing during the Rx period. Kinda' think that I understand why they always pop-up in this time,... unfinished business/need closure. How to find that closure is probably different for everyone. I don't think in my case it is possible... burnt bridges~

Retro-Merc does bring some good tidings whenever he passes through though in my experience. Each time those seem to be different though in comparison to how the negatives are always similar, and I don't think people notice them (the positives) until after it's over. ^^; ~just my thoughts

I really wish you all the best, and hope you too can take some comfort in knowing you're not alone~

posted November 27, 2012 06:44 AM            

I don't know how to cope with it either, just wait till it's over..