posted January 10, 2013 11:41 AM            

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posted January 10, 2013 03:26 PM            

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posted January 10, 2013 04:52 PM            

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Originally posted by stellar_moon:
Yes, that fits for sure. I saw a psychic once that said I would write a book one day. She said it would be about my life and would inspire people not to give up. Since Jupiter touched the conjunction, the urgency to look at the painful parts of my life has increased, dreams offer answers and dots become connected, piecing things better together, because I guess in the 8th house it is mysterious, but not since recently, it's been much more clear. And with Lilith in Pisces, painful things that I might not be so consciously aware of, I don't remember them. How do you address something you have only a vague recollection of and is cryptic? I carry the pain in body from the memories.

Thank you, by the way, that all was spot on

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My pleasure! I made my own little program to come out of being numb, from Trauma. I studied Right Brain Trauma Theory. You have to emote to free the trauma. By emote, I mean cry. The more you cry, the more the trauma frees up and you can feel. You are, basically, frozen from trauma, basically, in shock. I have studied and studied this. IT has kind of been my life's pursuit because I needed to unfreeze, too

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posted January 10, 2013 05:45 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

My pleasure! I made my own little program to come out of being numb, from Trauma. I studied Right Brain Trauma Theory. You have to emote to free the trauma. By emote, I mean cry. The more you cry, the more the trauma frees up and you can feel. You are, basically, frozen from trauma, basically, in shock. I have studied and studied this. IT has kind of been my life's pursuit because I needed to unfreeze, too

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Wow. I have a moon in capricorn, which, I always felt that was that "frozen" feeling. Maybe it more chiron than that, I mean moon in cap isn't a great placement,

posted January 10, 2013 05:51 PM            

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posted January 10, 2013 06:10 PM            

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posted January 11, 2013 02:01 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Moon in Cap, by itself, would not be a frozen feeling. It is a mercenary kind of moon, but that is the nature of it, in that it will be a head over heart kind of thing.

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posted January 11, 2013 02:28 PM            

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Originally posted by stellar_moon:
I get it now, the "frozen" is more of a pluto trait, especially where deep emotions are considered. Wow. I have a friend who did some massage work on me 2 years ago. 10 minutes into it, I started to cry and feel the emotional pain, because he had started to move it in the body. I was embarassed because I couldn't stop and didn't even know why I was crying. I haven't gone back, even though he has offered and I was totally safe to let go. I just found it to be so tiring, all the crying...like if I start I might never stop. I am certain that my night time teeth grinding has something to do with what happened to me when I was little. Because I grind my teeth, I have constant stiff muscles, neck shoulders, migraines. Always in pain when I move, so I literally physically feel frozen as well as emotionally.

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YES It is that!

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posted January 11, 2013 02:29 PM            

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posted January 11, 2013 02:32 PM            

1221 Amor
1388 Aphrodite (Greek)
2101 Adonis (Greek/Babylonian)
151 Abundantia (Roman)
390 Alma
1488 Aura
1862 Apollo (Greek)
11911 Angel
1487 Boda
19029 Briede
2063 Bacchus (Roman)
7328 Casanova
1 Ceres (Roman)
19521 Chaos (Greek)
4580 Child
34 Circe (Greek)
8990 Compassion
763 Cupido (Roman)
2589 Daniel
157 Dejanira (Greek)
6583 Destinn
78 Diana
3671 Dionysus (Greek
55555 DNA
12410 Donald Duck
3552 Don Quixote
433 Eros (Greek)
60 Echo
19 Fortuna (Roman)
5129 Groom
100 Hekate (Greek)
42 Isis (Egyptian)
7507 Israel

7899 Joya
11518 Jung
3 Juno (Roman)
4227 Kaali (Vedic)
1387 Kama (Vedic)
3811 Karma
23739 Kevin
4969 Lawrence
1181 Lilith
9007 Logos
2210 Lois
1930 Lucifer
4386 Lust

19730 Machiavelli
8991 Magnanimity
228029 Maniac
3698 Manning
2779 Mary
212 Medea (Greek)
149 Medusa
37117 Narcissus
128 Nemesis (Greek)
7066 Nessus
875 Nymphe (Greek)
1923 Osiris (Egyptian)
2 Pallas
2878 Panacea
55 Pandora
4450 Pan
2791 Paradise
399 Persephone (Greek)
12927 Pinocchio
144752 Plunge
4341 Poseidon
6157 Prey

26 Proserprina (Roman)
16 Psyche

5239 Reiki
50000 Quaoar
18376 Quirk
15907 Robert
80 Sappho
90377 Sedna
80 Sappho (Greek)
8992 Solidarity
2815 Soma (Vedic)
37452 Spirit
5264 Telephus
33154 Talent
4257 Ubasti (Egyptian)
1585 Union
1282 Utopia
447 Valentine
4 Vesta (Roman)
7707 Yes

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posted January 11, 2013 02:42 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

My pleasure! I made my own little program to come out of being numb, from Trauma. I studied Right Brain Trauma Theory. You have to emote to free the trauma. By emote, I mean cry. The more you cry, the more the trauma frees up and you can feel. You are, basically, frozen from trauma, basically, in shock. I have studied and studied this. IT has kind of been my life's pursuit because I needed to unfreeze, too

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"All [traumatized] patients seem to have the evolution of their lives checked; they are attached
to an unsurmountable object. Unable to integrate traumatic memories, they seem to have
lost their capacity to assimilate new experiences as well. It is . . . as if their personality
development has stopped at a certain point, and cannot enlarge any more by the addition of
new elements."

Ive been researching right brain trauma theory since your post and this explains the "Frozen" feeling..as if I am stuck at a certain developmental stage...It is hard for me to consider myself a partaker of a new experience, always feel like an alien. Even if it's something SO simple. Like playing lego with my son. I am not fully a part of the experience. I feel even more immature than he is, I feel this way around all children, and yet, children ADORE me and want to be around me all the time. This actually makes me very sad. I love my son so much, more than healing for myself, I want to heal so that he and I will have a strong relationship and he has a mother who has it together, emotionally. He has Moon in the 12th house.

posted January 11, 2013 05:05 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
The Asteroids I Use

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Okay, I will look into this later because I haven't delved TOO into asteroids yet. This will give me something new to chew on for a bit, thanks again