posted February 18, 2013 07:42 AM            

I'm a Gemini , Libra rising and an Aquarius moon .My personality confuses me all the time , I change my mind like wind , very detached, very smart and beautiful ( i have an oval face , and an hourglass body ) . I hate when people stare at me and they do it whenever I go - both sexes - I want you to help me to know myself better and how to improve my weak points .

This is me :3
http://s7.postimage.org/qru728faz/050120134462.jpg

Thanks in advance =)

posted February 18, 2013 01:34 PM            

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posted February 19, 2013 01:03 PM            

This is my chart
http://astro.cafeastrology.com/cgi-bin/astro/natal?member=&recalc=&name=Reham&sex=f&d1day=22&d1month=5&d1year=1992&d1hour=15&d1min=0&adjust=-3&citylist=Al+Qamishli%2C+Syria&lang=en

posted February 19, 2013 05:19 PM            

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posted February 19, 2013 11:42 PM            

https://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?rs=3&btyp=w2gw&&cid=k5sfileeGqnzE-u1361300280

posted February 20, 2013 07:35 AM            

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posted February 20, 2013 08:42 AM            

https://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_w2gw_01_reham_a_hp.48854.16880.gif&res=63&va=&cid=k5sfileeGqnzE-u1361300280

posted February 21, 2013 10:42 PM            

This is a good uploading site:
http://imgur.com/

posted February 22, 2013 06:21 AM            

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Originally posted by earthypisces:
I think you need to save the chart that the Astro site gives you and then upload it to a site, and then post the link that it gives you here.

This is a good uploading site:
http://imgur.com/

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Thanks a lot , I've uploaded it

Finally ...

posted February 22, 2013 06:37 AM            

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Originally posted by curiouswoman:
You are quirky and you need to accept that. It might seem odd to people from your cultural background considering they expect a certain personality from all woman. But you are different and embrace that.don't worry why they all look at you and plus you are pretty God bless.

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CuriousWoman thanks for the reply . I would accept being different if i had a caring family , but unfortunately my family were the first ones whom rejected me and treated me as a sin.My qualities as a daughter were not enough for them ( I was literary a genius at school when i was a kid ). They punished me physically and mentally and I'm no longer the person i was. I don't like remembering the past , but now no one can stand in my way , and they changed to pussies now :P . Also , believe me you don't want to know how the Arabic culture looks at women and how they want them to be.I'm a Muslim and after living 20 years under that religion , I started to doubt everything in it , and I'm thinking to convert ,but to what have no idea.Since that all religions put women under men's commands and no man deserves me to surrender to him

Thanks for your reply again and for the compliment , take care ^^

and sorry for my English if i made mistakes :3

posted February 22, 2013 08:05 AM            

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posted February 23, 2013 09:09 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Pray and God will show you the way out

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posted February 23, 2013 09:13 AM            

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posted February 23, 2013 10:08 AM            

Something that I found interesting in your chart was the minor aspect between your ascendant and Venus. I did some reading about it, and this is what I found on cafeastrology:

Venus semi-square or sesquiquadrate the Ascendant

The energy of Venus is in a semi-square aspect to your Ascendant, indicating that you may feel some frustration between having what you want and dealing with the cost. Cost, of course, can be in the form of time, energy or money. When you take a good look at your discontent, it may be that you are simply dissatisfied with yourself because you've been judging yourself according to values which really do not fit who you are. Learning to accept and fully embrace yourself is the key to softening those rough edges.

I also found this explanation about sesquiquadrates:

The sesquiquadrate is sometimes called a sesquisquare, square-and-a-half, quartile-and-a-half, and/or trioctile. Unlike the square, which eventually brings solutions through practical experience, the semi-squares and sesquidradrates often point to issues, problems and energies that are irresolvable, and that we must learn to live with and cope with.

I get the feeling that your individuality and progressive attitude are conflicting with the strict atmosphere that you were brought up in. From my limited understanding of the Muslim culture, and again forgive me if this isn't correct, physical beauty isn't something to show off and be proud of. Maybe your discomfort with your attractiveness is related to this. You might be judging yourself by standards that aren't your own. Please don't hate yourself. You are uniquely you, and as Dr. Seuss said,

"Today you are you, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is youer than you."

Embrace your "youness", because I can tell you without any doubt that you will be absolutely perfect at being exactly who you are.

-Second