posted June 09, 2013 07:26 PM            

Here's my chart:

posted June 09, 2013 07:29 PM            

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posted June 09, 2013 07:31 PM            

Chiron in the 5th

Do you feel that you just can't express your creativity, your childlike joy, your childlike self like kids will run and jump and say"Here I am" with the joy of pure self expression.

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posted June 09, 2013 07:37 PM            

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posted June 09, 2013 07:43 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Your dad may have instilled self doubt in you. You may feel a sense that why try because you will not be good enough. Is this true

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YES, he did that with both of my brothers and I! My older brother was probably the most affected, though, and my younger brother the least. My father killed any self esteem my older brother had many years ago, he refuses to even leave the house now. He's a Sag with a Cancer Moon. My father is just so...ugh. He is insecure, arrogant, and always putting others down. He is very unpredictable, you never know what kind of mood he's going to be in. I swear, he actually enjoys saying nasty things to people! I seem to be the only one in my immediate family who will tell him off.

posted June 09, 2013 07:44 PM            

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Originally posted by earthypisces:
YES, he did that with both of my brothers and I! My older brother was probably the most affected, though, and my younger brother the least. My father killed any self esteem my older brother had many years ago, he refuses to even leave the house now. He's a Sag with a Cancer Moon. My father is just so...ugh. He is insecure, arrogant, and always putting others down. He is very unpredictable, you never know what kind of mood he's going to be in. I swear, he actually enjoys saying nasty things to people!

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I hear you. He sounds like a Malignant Narc. they seem to plague me

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posted June 09, 2013 07:45 PM            

Does that fit?

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posted June 09, 2013 07:46 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I hear you. He sounds like a Malignant Narc. they seem to plague me

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He's just sad. I'm the only one in my family who actually seems willing to forgive him (that's a fault of mine, I can be a bit overly forgiving at times...), yet he still treats me like crap.

My fights with him are very um...interesting. Aquarius VS Leo Mercury - Clash of the titans!

posted June 09, 2013 07:50 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I will do a little before I get off the computer for a bit.

Chiron in the 5th

Do you feel that you just can't express your creativity, your childlike joy, your childlike self like kids will run and jump and say"Here I am" with the joy of pure self expression.

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posted June 09, 2013 07:53 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You got Merc conj the MC. You were meant to bring your mind to the world. I saw this in an actor friend of mine--a fine classic actor. That is one of your purposes

Does that fit?

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Actually, I did take acting classes when I was little! I loved it. But to be honest, I'm even more interested in music. I LOVE to write songs, as well as sing. My dream someday is to be in a band!

posted June 09, 2013 07:59 PM            

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posted June 09, 2013 08:07 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You were MADE to show your mind to the world!

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I think so too!

posted June 11, 2013 08:24 AM            

You know what? I need to learn Advanced House Rulers. How about I pick your brain on these?

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posted June 11, 2013 05:41 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You can go after what you want . Home is super important to you

You know what? I need to learn Advanced House Rulers. How about I pick your brain on these?

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Well, I actually have a lack of drive at times, but when I go after what I want, I'm so stubborn that no one can stop me.

And sure, sounds good to me.

posted June 14, 2013 04:40 PM            

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