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Topic: @Ami Anne: that "loving" feeling
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Plutonian_Gal8
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posted September 02, 2014 02:54 AM
  
I'm sort of familiar with some things you've shared about your 12H synastry; beautifully conveyed btw…and I just HAVE to spew on knowing one and how I'm feeling for him…
I'm sitting up right now [late night hours for me] and there's this non-stop feeling of "weightlessness" in the pit of my stomach. Just the thought of this guy does it to me. But I have to say, as I continue to type I may seriously confuse the hell out of you! lol Or maybe not; maybe my ramblings will be something you've heard before…
This 12H guy IS my secret. I am involved with my long-time on/off again BF. But for particular reasons, I don't feel inclined to pursue my 12H interest. Yet, I don't want to cut ties. Frankly the ties involve my heart strings. After careful review, some chart interpretations from yourself and others, and witnessing how things could play out, I just know we're not meant to evolve romantically as a couple. I'm just left with the longing/what ifs'. We click uniquely. There have been MANY times where I'll think of him, and in a fast enough amount of time, my phone lights up and there he is! The telepathy is amazing. I've never felt this connected to any other man in my life. It's eerie and enchanting at the same time. I sit up wondering, if he's thinking of me. In my gut, I would assume so. Like, wow, are you sitting up right now at home…thinking of me?…
Yes, he's truly a Neptune kind of guy (I've already posted our charts on LL before) and while that delicate piscean aura gives me slight pause, it also draws me in. I want to wrap him up in my arms and hold him so snug. That kind of hug that's dreamy and beautiful; internally floating like it's only he and I and the world blurs out. But the catch is, I'm engaged with the illusion of him. I say that because, he's SO guarded. A Venus/Moon/Mars 12H guy. There's so much more to learn that he simply won't make it easy for anyone to do. Meanwhile I mentally fixate on him. I am holding back my feelings; apprehensive to scare him away. Anyway, I just needed to vent. This deep connection isn't just a primal link, I genuinely, deep down am enamored by what I feel for him…though I don't exactly know why?…
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted September 04, 2014 01:20 PM
Hi PG  What is your real question, my Friend? I am having a hard time really getting a sense what this relationship really means to you. Put up the synastry. Please, use Astro.com, too, if you can. ------------------
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Plutonian_Gal8
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posted September 04, 2014 03:41 PM
Oh no, sorry! I was just "spewing" dear 
No question at all - Felt inclined to try to form the words to describe such a dreamy yet utterly confusing connection. Maybe I should've placed this under a different forum huh? Just felt so amazed that I am living out, what you and some others try to explain but kinda sorta can't <--my life as of late. lol Thanks for reading and responding!
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted September 04, 2014 03:49 PM
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Originally posted by Plutonian_Gal8:
Oh no, sorry! I was just "spewing" dear
No question at all - Felt inclined to try to form the words to describe such a dreamy yet utterly confusing connection. Maybe I should've placed this under a different forum huh? Just felt so amazed that I am living out, what you and some others try to explain but kinda sorta can't <--my life as of late. lol Thanks for reading and responding!
Sometimes, those dreamy kinds of things can't be put into words too well but I really appreciate your post to me, PG ------------------
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