posted December 29, 2018 10:20 PM
Hi everyone!So I frequent the same Studio and use the same engineer. Before I didn’t realize he was making subtle passes at me (going on 2 years I’ve been recording there with him) then it hit me one day that I liked him more than a friend. It takes me awhile to get comfortable. Well I never came out and told him but I asked for his number and he never responded so I Unsent the message on Instagram (you can do that now) I know he saw it because he responded the next day saying he’ll have my song ready but didn’t mention the number (I asked him about the song and eased in the number the day before and then retracted it) he was also inconsistent after that with giving me my song... I guess he wanted me to chase?
I don’t and actually blocked him. When he realized he sent me the song via email without saying anything but it has things to fix. I unblocked him then a week pass nothing. Blocked him again, he sent the right version so I unblocked him. But I was so angry that he didn’t apologize or say anything that I blocked him yet again.
He’s never been inconsistent with me. Matter of fact during that recording he was even more romantic than before, and I asked if he was dating and a lot of personal question which he answered and didn’t hold back. Very transparent. Even made sure I got to my car as it was a late night recording. So I thought his inconsistent meant I took him being nice the wrong way and he just wants friendship. But then when I blocked him the last time he blocked me back. Thought that was the end. We don’t follow each other so that means he checks my page to know I blocked him.
I decided to check one more time after a week and he unblocked me with a meme saying, just because your pain is understandable doesn’t mean your attitude is acceptable...
Yes I know this is tic for tac and we’re acting childish. I am passive aggressive when someone slights me and doesn’t apologize after all I’m still paying him (he has offered and done things I didn’t pay for by the way) Maybe he did that so I could confront him and talk to him I don’t know. Also since he unblocked me, his number is now on his profile. Like he’s making up for it in a passive way also.
I do not want to make the first move and I meet again in a week to record and I’m just lost to this behavior. I also still like him more than a friend and realize this is why I am acting childish because normally I would be done. I can go back to being friends if that’s what he wants but he confused me very much and I’m lost.
He’s
Taurus sun
Cap moon
Aries Venus
Pisces Mars
I’m
Taurus sun
Taurus moon
Aries Venus
Scorpio Mars
Any help please I would appreciate it. I did leave out some stuff but I hope this is enough.