posted July 09, 2014 12:54 AM            

I had what I would call, a fated conversation with fishy...
Basic conversation, was my true feelings twords him.
How conflicted I am, and how much that conflict effects me...
He now knows my true feelings, my conflict, my problem, my thinking..

It got me thinking, wow.. I must be having some heavy transits going on..

This post is not really about the actually conversation, but the transits that made the conversation come out.

I did a synastry with me and the "event" of the conversation.
The event is the outside
A lot going on...
T. Destinn conjunct my sun, moon, mercury.
T. Moon conjunct my destinn (double whammy)
T. His name conjunct my karma
T. Vertex conjunct my his name..

A lot more... Going on, a perfect set up, for this fated convo.

It also got me thinking, well he's a part of the convo also, so I did the synastry with him and the event.
T. Moon conjunct moon
Not as much going on in his chart, as there is in mine, so it was more fated for me...
I won't list everything on his, I'll just post the chart.

Me and event

Him and event

Here's the most amazing part!!
I haven't done anything wrong, but I felt an overwhelming need to apologize..
I told him, I'm truly sorry for anything I've done to you, I mean that from the core of my soul...

I feel like this huge weight, responsibility has been lifted..
I feel so amazilying powerful!
Like I can handle, what Evers next to come my way!!!

I think I have some how cleared the karma , if that's even at all possible!!!