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athenegoddess
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posted August 07, 2014 12:21 AM
  
Hi, what does it mean when Priapus is conjunct Lilith in synastry? An exact conjunction at 6 Virgo?I don't know much about this area 
His is conjunct my Lilith. Both of them.
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IndigoDirae
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posted August 07, 2014 12:26 AM
LILITH or BML?I'm a new old pro on this one. Heh. IP: Logged |
athenegoddess
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posted August 07, 2014 12:33 AM
Hi Indigoits both the asteroid and BML I just noticed all three of my Liliths are at that vicinity of Virgo. IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted August 07, 2014 12:35 AM
Interesting! Who has both LILITH and BML conjunct 0°?IP: Logged |
athenegoddess
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posted August 07, 2014 12:36 AM
Me! IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted August 07, 2014 12:46 AM
That seems rather rare! Very cool. So, a double dose!Well, in my experience, PRIAPUS is an extremely sensitive, vulnerable point. I've known it to be an area where we feel very receptive, with a powerful desire to merge with the point it touches. When it's BML, it feels like a natural fit to me. As if their cool, composed, independent and somewhat aloof exterior is strangely balancing for the extremely emotional, vulnerable, and desirous PRIAPUS. What's been your experience? IP: Logged |
athenegoddess
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posted August 07, 2014 01:00 AM
Well, its with someone who I am pretty sure is my twin flame. We have a telepathic connection, and its very sexual. I feel like he can read my thoughts and he is
completely enthralled with me. I feel like he is always watching everything that I do. I often fantasize about him and he responds. Sometimes I get images in my head that he send me of a sexual nature. He knows my deepest secrets and forced them out of me when I didn't tell anyone in my life.He arouses me intensely. I have never needed to be with someone sexually like this. I do think this is the man I will have kids with. He communicates with me in my dreams. The sexual nature is one of losing all sense of sanity. Like where the only thing to do is become one and that's all I want to do. I can feel when he is aroused by me and he can feel me as well. It feels like im having a constant orgasm. Most of the time I have it out of the blue.. Have you ever seen Bruce Almighty? Where he arouses Jennifer Aniston with his powers? That's how it is for me pretty much all day. IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted August 07, 2014 01:33 AM
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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
Well, its with someone who I am pretty sure is my twin flame. We have a telepathic connection, and its very sexual. I feel like he can read my thoughts and he is
completely enthralled with me. I feel like he is always watching everything that I do. I often fantasize about him and he responds. Sometimes I get images in my head that he send me of a sexual nature. He knows my deepest secrets and forced them out of me when I didn't tell anyone in my life.He arouses me intensely. I have never needed to be with someone sexually like this. I do think this is the man I will have kids with. He communicates with me in my dreams. The sexual nature is one of losing all sense of sanity. Like where the only thing to do is become one and that's all I want to do. I can feel when he is aroused by me and he can feel me as well. It feels like im having a constant orgasm. Most of the time I have it out of the blue.. Have you ever seen Bruce Almighty? Where he arouses Jennifer Aniston with his powers? That's how it is for me pretty much all day.
Hm. Well, I can relate to that experience, but with my Guardian, not my Twin. We've both been very repressed for a very long time, so that might be why this experience is with him instead. Not orgasm, though. Tantric. A deep merging upon many levels, even though intercourse is an essential component. It's almost as if it's because of the intrinsic masculine-aligned-with-feminine nature. Don't get me wrong -- the orgasm is nice; as well as the more spontaneous experiences. But nothing comes close to our tantra. (Tin inpunded.)  20° Aries. My 8H, his 5H. IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted August 07, 2014 01:35 AM
I DO feel that very powerful soul connexions will have a strong aspect, especially conjunction, of BML and PRIAPUS. Intriguing that you're the BML and having this experience. I've always thought it's most intense for PRIAPUS. But something more intense than what I'M experiencing? Wow! Can't fathom it! IP: Logged |
athenegoddess
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posted August 07, 2014 01:41 AM
Yes its very tantric. I can't really describe it. I think my ex bf is my guardian. He def prepared me well. He is Priapus, and I know its more intense for him than it is for me. That's why he is constantly watching everything I do. We also have Isis opposite Osiris. I have Isis conjunct Osiris in my chart in Leo. This conjuncts his Mars/Saturn/Pluto. IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted August 07, 2014 02:12 AM
I can't say I feel 'watched'; perhaps 'watched over' is closer to the truth. My ISIS is on REGULUS, with OSIRIS conjunct my NNODE-LOGOS. I do know what you mean. Have you asked him about his experience? Also, I'm curious: has your sexual relationship always been tantric? IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted August 07, 2014 02:15 AM
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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
Yes its very tantric. I can't really describe it. I think my ex bf is my guardian. He def prepared me well. He is Priapus, and I know its more intense for him than it is for me. That's why he is constantly watching everything I do. We also have Isis opposite Osiris. I have Isis conjunct Osiris in my chart in Leo. This conjuncts his Mars/Saturn/Pluto.
... Hold the phone. PLUTO in LEO? Wow. 1947? Hey, soul's soul. That just seems a bit complicated in the physical arena. It isn't? IP: Logged |
athenegoddess
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posted August 07, 2014 02:23 AM
You got it girl.But still, I'm completely sexually attracted to this man I cant explain it 
What's really strange, is he got a girl pregnant a long time ago, but the girl Died in a car crash. For some reason, I think that girl is me!! He has Venus square Mars/Saturn/Pluto!
I think that I agreed to do this for him, for his own evolution to learn. And now we have met again.. And I keep having visions of me giving birth, being pregnant.. The other day I was driving, and this little girl about two years old pointed at me out of the blue. The universe keeps giving me these signs.. His experience I haven't asked because he is too intense for me right now. I cant talk to him or I get too excited. But I know he is obsessed with me. He lives in Canada and I live in California. IP: Logged |
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posted August 07, 2014 02:34 AM
Athene, did you post your charts with him anywhere? How long have you known him? Tell a little more.IP: Logged |
athenegoddess
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posted August 07, 2014 02:42 AM
Hi Astro, We met in July 2013. The exact weekend my Solar Arc VENUS was conjunct my Natal SUN!
He owns a spiritual academy, and I went to one of the events.
The only thing is I don't know his time of birth.. IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted August 07, 2014 02:48 AM
I do feel that a big part of what you're here to do is have a child. It's something you've mentioned extensively. Perhaps, you did feel as if you 'failed' to do so the first time around. Yes, you ought to post the synastry. I can imagine there would be strong KARMA, DESTINN, and NODAL / VERTICES links between your charts, if that's the case. Likely some very strong sexual synastry, too. Curiously, our synastry is intensely sexual, but it's not at all about procreation -- just intimacy, connexion, and merging on so many levels of experience. IP: Logged |
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posted August 07, 2014 02:48 AM
So, how was it when you first met? Did he lead the sessions you attended, for example? And how often have you seen him since? As you can see, I'm curious .It would be interesting to see how Horus is placed in your synastry too. IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted August 07, 2014 02:50 AM
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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
Hi Astro, We met in July 2013. The exact weekend my Solar Arc VENUS was conjunct my Natal SUN! He owns a spiritual academy, and I went to one of the events. The only thing is I don't know his time of birth..
But you do have a personal relationship? Did it start after the event you attended? IP: Logged |
athenegoddess
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posted August 07, 2014 02:51 AM
Yes Indigo my Vertex conjuncts his Venus exact. We have talked a few times. But its more telepathic. Since we met ive been dealing with intense karma that has been inside of me since I was a child, things I repressed. All of it was brought to light and ive been going through hell quite frankly. I have to deal with all this before we can be together. That is what I feel, but he knows all about it. It drives me crazy. I'm extremely psychic so I know without being told. He is also insecure because of his age.. And I do admit apart of me judges him and I cant blame him for not wanting to be around me until im crystal clear. But waiting is sooo hard! This man is very intense. If we were to be together right now, I would get pregnant for sure. And I cant get pregnant with karma inside my lower chakras from my childhood. Astro yes he lead the events, we met twice and he acted so funny.. lol. IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted August 07, 2014 02:52 AM
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Originally posted by Astro keen:
So, how was it when you first met? Did he lead the sessions you attended, for example? And how often have you seen him since? As you can see, I'm curious .It would be interesting to see how Horus is placed in your synastry too.
Me, too! I don't know anyone else in a relationship with BML/PRIAPUS. Oooh, HORUS. That's a good one. I have it on my MOON with ANGEL natally. How would you think it'd figure? Or just in athene's case because of the procreative element? IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted August 07, 2014 02:55 AM
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Yes Indigo my Vertex conjuncts his Venus exact.
I have that with a very dear soul-sister, going on 20 years now; I'm VENUS, she's VERTEX. I wonder how it operates in connexions with the opposite sex. I certainly could see it having a romantic or artistic connotation. He hasn't told you his TOB? Or he just doesn't know? IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted August 07, 2014 02:57 AM
So you've opted not to become involved until your karma is cleared on your end?IP: Logged |
athenegoddess
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posted August 07, 2014 02:57 AM
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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
I have that with a very dear soul-sister, going on 20 years now; I'm VENUS, she's VERTEX. I wonder how it operates in connexions with the opposite sex. I certainly could see it having a romantic or artistic connotation. He hasn't told you his TOB? Or he just doesn't know?
I haven't asked him. Our relationship isn't like that yet.
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posted August 07, 2014 02:59 AM
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So you've opted not to become involved until your karma is cleared on your end?
Actually more like on Gods end. Its out of my control. You have no idea how difficult my life has been. IP: Logged |
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posted August 07, 2014 03:01 AM
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Oooh, HORUS. That's a good one. I have it on my MOON with ANGEL natally. How would you think it'd figure? Or just in athene's case because of the procreative element?
More so in Athene's case - synastry contacts with Horus can show that "....a child with him is one of the good steps for your spiritual self actualization."
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