posted August 23, 2014 01:37 PM            

His music got me working out really, really hard and gave me a HUGE endorphin rush yesterday. Better than any sex, EVER, way better than chocolate. I've been dancing post workout all evening and night, as well as this morning and felt d@mn sexy every second of the time. I might even have a tiny crush because he's not bad to look at and possibly (?) single. Could turn to obsession (look at synastry). Of course it might just be the 3rd and final blow t-Saturn is giving to oppose my poor natal Venus and me feeling pretty lonely and hopeless in the last few days (like where the hell is MY romantic happiness huh?? Oh yeah, you can't have it). Need to project on someone a little. He also looks a bit like my ex. But let's not go there. Could also be that I am semi-confined in the house to study for my Board exam (boooring!), stressed and worried and I need a little fantasy escape here and there.

Regardless of that, though, don't we have an interesting thing going on (in my head and aerobics session, at least)?

Ok, so it's a wee red but I'm not scared of challenges. I'll even overlook the fact that he likes skanky blondes (how unfortunate though!), I just want those endorphins to keep on comin' if you know what I mean.

We might even look cute together, ha. But, wait, you haven't seen the composite yet!

Could someone tell this guy he's missing out?!

posted August 23, 2014 01:47 PM            

Welcome back to IA

I'll take a look...it looks intense...but that's u, right?? not afraid of challenges hehehe

posted August 23, 2014 01:48 PM            

Oh, yes, it's intense alright. Physically intense. He leaves me breathless and sweaty every time lol.

posted August 23, 2014 02:24 PM            

And ya know, with his Sun on my Asc and his Venus trine my Sun, I don't know who will be doing the worshiping, mmkey? He just has to meet me and BAM! The astrology will take over.

posted August 23, 2014 02:26 PM            

OH MY GOD WHAT IS HAPPENING IS THIS WONDERFUL OR TERRIFYING OH MY GOD ALL THE FEEEEEEELS!

posted August 23, 2014 02:28 PM            

It's his JUPITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER!! And NEPTUNE! And MERCURYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

Happy, happy, joy, joy! And ofc I had to say something about it!

But that composite though!

posted August 23, 2014 03:54 PM            

Everything was going great in my little world, I didn't care about men or dating, I was focused on me, my life, my work, my self development. And everything was wonderful. But now comes Saturn to remind me my bed is half empty. And you know Aries, we're in such a hurry that we sometimes choose quick fixes. Which is why I am wee lusting on poor Calvin here.

posted August 23, 2014 05:03 PM            

In terms of your house related attraction pattern here's where I think the 'impact' comes from.

Okay, so the Moon is your 7th house ruler, and those conjunctions (Jupiter/Neptune) are hitting it pretty tight. So the buttons he presses are not just emotional Moon stuff, but 7th house stuff as well.

You have a Cancer Dsc and he has Moon in Cancer. It's in your 6th house but there's a sign match.

His Sun is in the house associated with your Mars Sign, which works like a secondary indicator for women on what type of behavior she likes from men. It works like this, you have Mars in Aries, Aries symbolically rules the 1st house... And you have Capricorn on the 1st ruled by Saturn in Scorpio. He's a Capricorn with Saturn, Mars and Pluto in Scorpio. Perhaps he taps into a part of your attraction pattern that you don't access very often, if Caps aren't your usual thing.

All parts of our attraction pattern show potential. Sometimes that potential just sleeps inside of us until someone sets it off. We may even think we don't like a certain sign until someone with that sign in their chart comes along and sets off a chain-reaction in us.

Occasionally I'll get a celeb crush as well. The synastry always shows why I'm drawn.

posted August 23, 2014 07:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
Lol thanks, Helix! You would say that, wouldn't you - since you're a Libra and all. Nah, I gave Libra the boot a while ago. They're not a very good match for me, though they are pretty I'll admit.

Everything was going great in my little world, I didn't care about men or dating, I was focused on me, my life, my work, my self development. And everything was wonderful. But now comes Saturn to remind me my bed is half empty. And you know Aries, we're in such a hurry that we sometimes choose quick fixes. Which is why I am wee lusting on poor Calvin here.

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posted August 24, 2014 02:47 AM            

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Originally posted by Lotis White:
I can tell why.

In terms of your house related attraction pattern here's where I think the 'impact' comes from.

Okay, so the Moon is your 7th house ruler, and those conjunctions (Jupiter/Neptune) are hitting it pretty tight. So the buttons he presses are not just emotional Moon stuff, but 7th house stuff as well.

You have a Cancer Dsc and he has Moon in Cancer. It's in your 6th house but there's a sign match.

His Sun is in the house associated with your Mars Sign, which works like a secondary indicator for women on what type of behavior she likes from men. It works like this, you have Mars in Aries, Aries symbolically rules the 1st house... And you have Capricorn on the 1st ruled by Saturn in Scorpio. He's a Capricorn with Saturn, Mars and Pluto in Scorpio. Perhaps he taps into a part of your attraction pattern that you don't access very often, if Caps aren't your usual thing.

All parts of our attraction pattern show potential. Sometimes that potential just sleeps inside of us until someone sets it off. We may even think we don't like a certain sign until someone with that sign in their chart comes along and sets off a chain-reaction in us.

Occasionally I'll get a celeb crush as well. The synastry always shows why I'm drawn.

Interestingly, Calvin Harris' Jupiter/Neptune conjunction hits my Venus. I like this hit, it reminds me of a big Neptunian Wave washing through someone's life. I close my eyes and I see crystal blue ocean, frothy waves, golden sand, and the vague impression of to lovers... er, well, meeting in summer. So here's a link to Calvin Harris' Summer... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ebXbLfLACGM

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Lotis, thank you very much for clarifying this for me! Yes, you are right, 7H matters were triggered. I was listening to Feel so close during my aerobics, which I hadn't heard in a long while, and suddenly I started crying. I had to stop working out because I couldn't concentrate on the movements anymore, and started dancing pretty wildly, while crying at the same time. I couldn't stop from moving even though I felt this immense sadness that I am, still, alone. And if I haven't jumped through thousands of hoops for love, again and again, I don't know who did. But I am still alone - except I didn't care anymore, before this happened. I was OK with being single, I thought I had a fulfilling life as it is.. it pains me to admit this void, I don't want to be needy or desperate anymore, I was doing so good at playing Mizz self-sufficient Aries.

But, yeah, Mr. Harris forced me to acknowledge I want a man again. So I danced for hours and hours and cried my share.

Of course Cap/Scorpio types get under my skin.. Purely Cap, no, not really. I find them boring and their lack in communication skills drives me off the wall. But combined with Scorpio.. different story. Even though they're still very primitive re communication, they do get me hooked. Hey, my ex was Scorpio with Cap rising. I don't want this to be about him, or to make it about him. I refuse to even think about him.

Summer is a nice song. I like it. I like most of his work, he has a good sense of rhythm to my Aries Mars's liking and it's a blast to listen to him during cardio.

posted August 24, 2014 03:01 AM            

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Originally posted by HelixID:
Ha ha, it's not just me rooting for a fellow Libran! Your Aries/Libra oppositions with Moon, Suns, Venus and all that involved looked sooo beautiful!

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But it didn't work out. Not even enough pull to get us to meet in person. Even though my overall opinion about (most) Libra men is that they're unreliable and well, cowards, I think this one was crazy as F too.

I have a good impression of Libra women though!

And it's a totally different story with Libra women - Aries men than the other way around. It's a nice blend on yin-yang that supports classic gender roles, whereas Aries women don't particularly appreciate weak partners.

This is the classic Libra man song. Also on my workout playlist. But I need something more err.. substantial than a butterfly.

posted August 24, 2014 06:28 AM            

The only residue is processing through the anger I was left with. I suppose I may not be done with that yet.

This emotional overload triggered by Calvin touches only partially on the issue with my ex. It's deeper than that and has mostly to do with a feeling of failure at.. life. Because I am alone, because I don't have a family yet, because I don't know where to go from here. Because I tried and I failed and I put my trust and faith in people and situations that turned out empty handed. And because there is nothing and nobody I can count on from now on, except myself and the here and now. Everything, from family/friends, god/spirituality etc has let me down. I don't believe in higher purposes, fate, God, love, soulmates, fairytales, signs, synchronicities or anything of the sorts. No support system or philosophy. No love, no glory. Or any wretched hope, there is no more hope left. There's only me in my corner. My decision to go left or right. My music and my dancing. The here and now. That's it.

posted August 24, 2014 01:52 PM            

And the composite is perfect for Tulipe's "folding" technique - it would give Sun conjunct Moon exact! Hey, Tulipe, what do you think?

posted August 24, 2014 03:24 PM            

Why do you think his Juno is spot on for me? It's opposite my Saturn.. *shrug*

posted August 24, 2014 06:29 PM            

I have been in a self imposed isolation myself for about a year now. I understand cutting those out of your life that are not adding anything positive. I have walked up the perverbial mountain with a stick to "find myself", but that included cutting everyone else out. I have such an inherent need for another person in my life, so this has been painful for me. I think I have to learn to be alone, because unlike most people I cannot fake a superficial relationship. You are clearly the same way, it's an all or nothing type of deal. You know what you want and what you have to offer in a relationship, so you shouldn't settle for anything less.

It might help to forgive those that have wronged you in the past, because so often we punish people for things that others have done. It's only natural to have your guard up, but it can tarnish a new relationship. I've had to work through a lot of anger and resentment because my ex wouldn't take responsibility for his abusive behavior. I've been dealing with the bitterness of love gone wrong, so I don't take it out on the next guy. Forgiveness is not easy when the other person refuses to apologize, but it releases a huge burden.

Although it can be very lonely, the freedom of being single is a beautiful thing. When you do meet someone worth while, you can dive in and go for it 100%.

posted August 24, 2014 06:37 PM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
"It's ok babe, you can worship me all you want"

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This man seriously has the sexiest lips I've ever seen in my life!!!!! So kissable! I usually don't like facial hair, but I'd be willing to look past that.

posted August 25, 2014 06:18 AM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
It seems to be on the exact mdp of your Mars and POF, conjuncting both more or less, it's like being "the man bringing you luck"; also, it opposes a powerful conjunction you have and Saturn rules your ASC, so he would be drawn to you, and Saturn/Juno could be a strong long-term contact.

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Ha.. alrighty then. Actually, when I first put up our synastry I was mostly thinking d@mn, 84ers are probably my favorites, if they're mature enough. Just 1 year younger than me, their NN conjuncts my Valentine, most of them are Scorpio Mars which is pretty yumm especially mid-sign in opp to my Venus. As a matter of fact my longest bf, who was perhaps initially designed to be IT, I think, was 10 days younger than Calvin. There are quite a few differences between their charts, but that was what initially drew me to do the synastry with Calvin - well, Adam. His name is Adam. Fits him well, he looks like an Adam.

So yeah, 84 is a good year for potential partners. 79 and 75 or 74 are nice ones too. I think a late Fire Jupiter is what I need. Either on my Moon (like Calvin here), on my Vertex or on my Mars. Air would do too, I suppose but I would prefer Fire like myself.

Back to his Juno.. I really liked that he has it in Taurus. Because with his Sag Venus there would've been a chance that he was a player but he seems pretty stable and commitment oriented.

I am pretty sure he's Pisces rising. I'm 100% sure he's mutable rising, but of all the mutables I vote Pisces. There's this infinite.. softness I sense in him, a genuine soft heart that is not sappy as a Pisces Moon would be, that's almost an overload. Idk. It's in his voice somehow. And yes, I know he's Cancer Moon and it could be from there and I also know he has that Jup-Neptune conjunction right on my Moon that makes me biased.. but he does look Pisces rising. Plus he's pretty spaced out sometimes.

Know what I mean? lol

And has a sweet soft voice sometimes - there are times in interviews when his voice gets kinda low and you can sense it then. Like a whisper almost. There is something very gentle and genuine about him and I think that is what moved me, as I don't particularly fall for celebs that much.

Well, it's all about how they make YOU feel, not really about them.. that is why we fall, IMO. In this case I guess it resonated with my own soft heart that I kinda overprotected in the last few months.

posted August 25, 2014 06:27 AM            

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Originally posted by Bluejay:
This man seriously has the sexiest lips I've ever seen in my life!!!!! So kissable! I usually don't like facial hair, but I'd be willing to look past that.

Dancing, if you for any reason decide it won't work out between you two, I'll be more than happy to take him off your hands.

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Haha, yeah he is quite handsome but to me that doesn't matter all that much. It's all that emotion that transpires, from his music and his being. He doesn't hold it back but it doesn't overwhelm him either. Like in his song I'm not alone

And that he's a total goofball on occasion lol! Yet oh so serious and frowny on others!

My favorite picture of him, hands down.

posted August 25, 2014 07:29 AM            

EDIT: Rita Ora is Pisces Moon, most likely conjunct his Asc. As is my Juno..