posted November 10, 2014 06:00 PM            

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Originally posted by 12th_House_Gal:
I'm seriously crying right now! Lol, I'm such a weirdo!!!!!! Thank you a million times Auby. You really have held space for me on some level & it is very much appreciated.

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posted November 11, 2014 12:01 AM            

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Originally posted by 12th_House_Gal:
This is much beyond "waking up". I'm awake. I'm WIDE awake. I'm firing on ALL cylinders.

How do I feel that, experience what I have, and come back and live it? It's hard.

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Understatement of the century. That dream happened right around my birthday week, so, I now realise it's been a little over a year. Wow. I just referenced it in another thread recently, too; maybe a day ago. 'Dreams' like that are undoubtedly more akin to experiences; this kicked off the 'new norm' where I'm essentially in trance state, rather than truly dreaming.

Looking back, it WAS the moment it all changed. Now, however, I've had to accept a LOT during my 33rd year of life. Scully saw aliens but didn't want to admit it, and kept coming up with a thousand reasons why it's got to be everything BUT aliens.

And now, here I am. Mostly 'plugged back' into the Oversoul. Meeting / reuniting with soul-family almost faster than I can manage it. This year alone, I think my count is ... four? And since August 2013 -- six? It's exceptional. But also, timely.

So the answer to your rhetorical question, which I can't help but respond to, is -- you don't. Awakening is opening your eyes, finding a landscape you've never before envisioned, and trying to do the best you can. It's hard. While an undeniable understatement, it's all you can really do. Just admit that it's hard.

Okay. I've been meditating and reviewing your synastry and trying to get a grasp of this. Bear in the mind, the situation in which we find ourselves NOW is NOT something that can ever be disregarded. These situations emerge as they do so that we can learn and grow. Hopefully, overcome, but it depends upon the situation. Sometimes we just have to learn stricter discipline. All depends upon the lessons needing to be learnt.

posted November 11, 2014 03:19 PM            

have not yet read everything here, but it intrigues me that you two have also a Union-Union-conjunction like Mr Sag and me (ours is on 29 Libra).

Also, in my chart I have SHEBA conjunct KING conjunct Sun (King is exact on 26 Sag on GC, the others on 25 and 27, in fact Sheba is on the same degree as SEKHMET, REIKI, CIRCE).

So my SHEBA-KING conjuncts his Sun-Moon-MC closely.

He has a one degree conjunction of SHEBA-BILKIS (another name of Sheba), which falls right onto my Moon (and UBASTI-Bastet)

my BILKIS is conjunct his SOLOMIN by one degree, on 0 and 1 Sag, in my 12th and his 8th house.

That was an interesting exercise. Thanks.

in our helio Davison we have Queen-Sheba conjunct on 29 Leo - Regulus.
Bilkis squares Solomin
King trines Solomin

In the tropical Davison

Sheba conjunct Saturn on 13 Leo exact
"A Human Soul Seeking Opportunities For Outward Manifestation"

conjunct Queen on 15 Leo
"The Storm Ended, All Nature Rejoices In Brilliant Sunshine"

KING on 11 Cancer conj. DESC on 13 Cancer
A Chinese Woman Nursing A Baby Whose Aura Reveals Him To Be The Reincarnation Of A Great Teacher

and

A Very Old Man Facing A Vast Dark Space To The Northeast (Sirius)

(KING, MARY and SAPPHO are all on 11 Cancer; JESSIE on 9 Cancer

"A Large Diamond In The First Stages Of The Cutting Process"

First role I ever saw him play on stage was Jesus in Jesus Christ Superstar. That night Tr Karma transited 9 Cancer, right over that stellium on our Davison DESC

SOLOMIN on 21 Aries exact on our SN and APHRODITE on 21 Aries with LUST On 19 Aries, and sextile BILKIS on 21 Gemini

21 Aries
The Gate To The Garden Of All Fulfilled Desires

21 Gemini
Dancing Couples In A Harvest Festival

Sorry I donīt want to derail your thread, I just got distracted.

posted November 11, 2014 06:02 PM            

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Originally posted by 12th_House_Gal:
763!

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Plug in the TNP, h41.