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athenegoddess
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posted November 18, 2014 02:24 PM
  
I finally figured out where these random and intense sexual arousals are coming from. apparently its my soul merging with my twin flames soul spiritually and its causing me to become overwhelmed with these sexual sensations in my sacral chakra.Has anyone else experienced this? IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted November 18, 2014 02:56 PM
Yes.Additionally it usually coincides with a stirring in my crown chakra.
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Aubyanne
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posted November 18, 2014 03:18 PM
Yes, but with more than my Twin. A few significant soulmates over time.IP: Logged |
Lavender CrystalSwan
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posted November 18, 2014 06:34 PM
Oh yes, but I block it out now cause I need to move on and live my life. IP: Logged |
Aubyanne
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posted November 18, 2014 06:56 PM
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Originally posted by Lavender CrystalSwan:
Oh yes, but I block it out now cause I need to move on and live my life.
:: applause :: Go, girl! IP: Logged |
athenegoddess
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posted November 18, 2014 07:17 PM
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Originally posted by Lavender CrystalSwan:
Oh yes, but I block it out now cause I need to move on and live my life.
How do you block it out? I find it to be impossible. Ive been in love quite a bit but i have never felt this before.
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tgem
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posted November 19, 2014 08:34 AM
Yep, experienced it....really intense since early August. It's crazy! Athene- do you know for sure it's him? Do you see him? Is this like in a dream state?IP: Logged |
thequeen
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posted November 19, 2014 11:38 AM
I experience the same as you do currently. He got married to some other woman and when he has these sexual intimacy with her, i feel the entire energy. THe energy that's not even mine. Feeling sexual for no reason is hell, he was my twin flame  IP: Logged |
Aubyanne
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posted November 19, 2014 12:01 PM
Amazing how many of us just could not get it together with our Twins and chose other people, isn't it? I can't help but think there's something greater behind that.IP: Logged |
I'm so cappy
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posted November 19, 2014 12:04 PM
The Great Illusion  ------------------
I'm sooo happy! I mean, cappy. IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted November 19, 2014 12:07 PM
twin or non-twin, this experience of spiritual merging is very unique, special and precious to me. For me personally it is also like recharging my batteries; happens also when he is in physical proximity, though sometimes THIS feels a bit like an overload or overstimulation, depending on how sensitive I am at that time. When I am VERY tuned in into the ether, it can become a tad much physically-spiritually speaking. EDIT
Oh and it has proved to be impossible to block out for me.
Coincidentally, or not coincidentally? - usually just minutes to maybe an hour after I got that strong sense, he will post something on his facebook account and usually it will have some relation to the last time we met.
Yes, maybe it is a coincidence, but it fascinates me, how these coincidental events work like a clockwork. lol Maybe it is our Psyche-conjunction along with his Pallas conjunct in Aquarius, I don`t know. Or the Mercury-Neptune-DW conjunction. Or our Anubis closely conjunct the composite ASC on 00 and 01 Aquarius. WHatever it is, it`s intriguing to me.
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thequeen
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posted November 19, 2014 12:37 PM
This can block out only if you're destined to meet another in your life..else the feelings will fade but never be wiped off entirely..IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted November 19, 2014 01:47 PM
to be honest I donīt WANT to block it outIP: Logged |
athenegoddess
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posted November 19, 2014 01:53 PM
I want to block it out because it makes me upset. the reason is he would rather do this than see me in person and it really gets to me. i feel like he shouldn't have any part of me unless he is ready to see me in person. its just not right and he tries to dominate me and ugh i can't take that.if he isn't ready to see me in the physical he isn't allowed to see me in the spiritual and he thinks he has the upper hand. I'm like I don't think so! IP: Logged |
thequeen
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posted November 19, 2014 01:59 PM
True athen..the same with me..i don't want to get physical with someone purely in psychic world, who doesn't respect me in real world. It's degrading and makes you feel like you're trading your body..If you need to block this I suggest you aura cleansing..things will be slowly lowered but i don't think it can be wiped off unless you meet someone. I did aura cleansing by taking salt water bath. Like adding salt when I take bath
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Ceridwen
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posted November 19, 2014 02:05 PM
AG,I understand that. In fact a few years ago I felt more or less "haunted" by him, and was just as upset as you are. Even though I thought it was a fabrication of my overimaginative mind only at that time, I was turning to him (in my mind of course) and just said: "If you really want to see me, you will have to do it in person."
And pretty much started ignoring that feeling from that moment on. Of course I thought I was crazy at the time.
But interestingly enough our first meeting took place just a few weeks after that. lol
But this back then felt different than it does now, so maybe it is not the same as you experience.
For me these moments are simply energizing and making me feel more centred and alive.
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athenegoddess
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posted November 19, 2014 02:30 PM
I found this asteroid: Mergler 18656 His is exactly conjunct Mine at 8 Capricorn
and this is conjunct my Moon/Neptune at 8 Capricorn
His Venus is at 12 Taurus we have a venus neptune trine DW.
moon/neptune DW His Neptune/Amor conjuncts My ASC at 12 Libra. Hmm i wonder how that plays out. IP: Logged |
Bluejay
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posted November 20, 2014 03:26 AM
I've been experiencing astral projection "merging" with my possible twin for years. I don't want to get too graphic, but I'm always on top, we're looking into each other's eyes, and exchanging breaths. Sometime in early June I had a similar experience, but this time there were 2 beams of light pointing upwards. One violet and one teal, running parallel. They started to spiral in unison, and then connected in the middle horizontally like rungs on a ladder. It looked like a strand of DNA, and spiraled up into the sky. I felt very at peace at the moment, and I was psychically with him, although I was more than 1,000 miles away. Has anyone else experienced the spiral of light? I've looked for explanations, and I can't find any. I did see a graphic representation of what I experienced on the cover of a book about Kundalini. It had a Caduceus(Mercury staff with the spiral snakes) in different colors, overlaying the chakras. I know it's something to do with Kundalini, I've had the full body orgasms, and feeling like the top of my head was on fire. That was the day I contacted him after years and confessed my feelings. I know others here have felt that too, but has anyone had the spiral beams of light? IP: Logged |
Aubyanne
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posted November 20, 2014 04:24 AM
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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
I found this asteroid: Mergler 18656 His is exactly conjunct Mine at 8 Capricorn
and this is conjunct my Moon/Neptune at 8 Capricorn
His Venus is at 12 Taurus we have a venus neptune trine DW.
moon/neptune DW His Neptune/Amor conjuncts My ASC at 12 Libra. Hmm i wonder how that plays out.
So do I. MERGLER looks to be linked to marl; especially those who lay it. A kind of stone masonry. But brick-laying is curious. It seems that if we view it in that light, it may have 'binding' properties. Otherwise, I'm not sure we chose to name an asteroid after calcite -- namely, those who work with it. IP: Logged |
Aubyanne
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posted November 20, 2014 04:31 AM
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Originally posted by Bluejay:
I've been experiencing astral projection "merging" with my possible twin for years. I don't want to get too graphic, but I'm always on top, we're looking into each other's eyes, and exchanging breaths. Sometime in early June I had a similar experience, but this time there were 2 beams of light pointing upwards. One violet and one teal, running parallel. They started to spiral in unison, and then connected in the middle horizontally like rungs on a ladder. It looked like a strand of DNA, and spiraled up into the sky. I felt very at peace at the moment, and I was psychically with him, although I was more than 1,000 miles away. Has anyone else experienced the spiral of light? I've looked for explanations, and I can't find any. I did see a graphic representation of what I experienced on the cover of a book about Kundalini. It had a Caduceus(Mercury staff with the spiral snakes) in different colors, overlaying the chakras. I know it's something to do with Kundalini, I've had the full body orgasms, and feeling like the top of my head was on fire. That was the day I contacted him after years and confessed my feelings. I know others here have felt that too, but has anyone had the spiral beams of light?
Wow. That is a glorious description! No, I've only experienced a vision of a strange actual merging, but vertically. It's what I described as 'Union'. Oddly enough, the colours in my first novel which, lo and behold, featured Twins, were teal and violet / indigo. It was a crystal broken in two of which they both had one half. (Hey, c'mon. I was fifteen, and it's SF.)  When they literally merged, the crystal reformed, still attached to their separate pendants. That was a fun scene, to say the least. Funny you mention THOSE colours, though. Does anyone know if fluorite has any links to this? I actually carry one in my purse. It split in two early 2013, around when I left the relationship. I'm not kidding. It's sharp, too; I had to carefully file the rough edges. Haven't thought of that at ALL until now. Huh. Wow. IP: Logged |
Bluejay
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posted November 20, 2014 01:47 PM
Violet and teal are two of my favorite colors. A while back there was a thread about aura colors and characteristics, but I didn't go through the list to see which one resonated with me. It was either the same day, or maybe the day after, I was at my Mom's house and saw Barbara Bowers' aura book in her bookcase. I never recall her having the book, nor had I even heard of it, but there it was jumping out at me. I did the quiz, but before scoring it I read all of the descriptions. I immediately knew that I was Violet, and my scores for Violet were by far the highest. I don't recall there being a Teal aura section, but I thought the Green description suited him. I believe that these beams of light were some sort of energetic aura merging. The light beams sort of looked like light sabers  , but their movements were very fluid. About fluorite, oddly enough I have a palm sized slice of fluorite from my childhood crystal collection. It had pyrite along the top, which recently broke off. More like crumbled off into small pieces. The rest is intact. My slice is violet and green, not so much teal. It was always one of my favorite pieces because I loved the colors so much. I had it backlit on a stand, and I would usually leave it on at night. IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted November 20, 2014 02:49 PM
It`s interesting a few hours ago, I was thinking rather intensely of him, or rather just rummaging in my brain, going through some of the more intense recent occasions, just sort of feeling into them, especially in terms of visualizations, colours etc.
(just for the record not indigo nor teal for me; it seems for me the common thing is golden; sometimes white-golden, sometimes blue-golden, and lately mostly red-gold, but the gold is underlying it all like a breathing vibrating living pulse, and it is not so much a colour but a condition or sense or feeling - words really fall flat. Maybe a quality o light. lol)
Anyway turns out just the exact 30 minutes I was doing that trip through our minds, well my memory I suppose at least, he decided to post another announcement of the upcoming event. Well he already has done so last week, and he made it a sticky note, so I am not exactly sure why posting it again. lol
But the timing was - once again - infallible.
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Oh my crystals are white and pink btw. a rockcrystal and a rosequartz. oh and a salt crystall (in orange) - and while not a crystall, an onyx found its way to me. but it is riddled with pink,white,silver, blue, turquoise little dots that sparkle in the light). All of these actually found me in the summer/autumn of 2011.
As well as the mirror of Isis. lol (it was called like that in this small antique shop, I somehow ended up in, repeatedly).
When I was a kid though, we would open up stones and marvel in how their insides sparkled like diamonds in the sunlight.
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Bluejay
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posted November 20, 2014 10:57 PM
Ceri, that's interesting about the gold and the red. You have a lot of fire in your chart, and those are the colors I associate with fire. Even the white and blue mixed in remind me of a flame. I have a lot of water and air in my chart, and I remember reading somewhere that I would like all shades of blue, purple, and green. In my house I had rooms painted all of those colors, mostly colors that reminded me of the ocean and sky. Those 3 colors make up 90% of my wardrobe too. I wonder if it's tied to the aura? About the crystals, I always carry hematite for grounding and protection, and rose quartz for love and compassion. Sometimes I have others, but I never leave home without those two. I've always loved crystals, but I've only recently learned to appreciate how beneficial they are in healing, and how they can cause shifts in my energetic field. Plus they're pretty . IP: Logged |
thequeen
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posted November 21, 2014 02:54 AM
This is a divine thread. Bluejay I loved your experience  IP: Logged |
MorpHnStorM
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posted November 21, 2014 05:47 AM
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Originally posted by Bluejay:
I've been experiencing astral projection "merging" with my possible twin for years. I don't want to get too graphic, but I'm always on top, we're looking into each other's eyes, and exchanging breaths. Sometime in early June I had a similar experience, but this time there were 2 beams of light pointing upwards. One violet and one teal, running parallel. They started to spiral in unison, and then connected in the middle horizontally like rungs on a ladder. It looked like a strand of DNA, and spiraled up into the sky. I felt very at peace at the moment, and I was psychically with him, although I was more than 1,000 miles away. Has anyone else experienced the spiral of light? I've looked for explanations, and I can't find any. I did see a graphic representation of what I experienced on the cover of a book about Kundalini. It had a Caduceus(Mercury staff with the spiral snakes) in different colors, overlaying the chakras. I know it's something to do with Kundalini, I've had the full body orgasms, and feeling like the top of my head was on fire. That was the day I contacted him after years and confessed my feelings. I know others here have felt that too, but has anyone had the spiral beams of light?
That is beautiful. I do experience this with mine as well.
I thought I'd share this here, as you might well appreciate it, too.
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