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Yanmorg
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posted February 26, 2015 12:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Yanmorg     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am currently experiencing some major transits.

Mars is the most aspected planet in my chart making aspects to ALL of the planets in my chart & I am currently experiencing a neptune square mars transit that it is destroying my life or at least it feels that way.

I have no desire, motivation or enthusiasm for anything.

Not to mention, transit Saturn is conjunct my mars and North Node.'

Has anyone experienced these feelings with neptune transit?

How did you overcome it? What was the outcome?

This is the lowest I have ever felt. Not to mention transit uranus and transit pluto are making some nasty aspects to my moon on top of it! Grr!


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teasel
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posted February 26, 2015 12:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Neptune conjunct Mars. But there was more to that transit.

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Ceridwen
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posted February 26, 2015 02:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Tr Neptune square n Mars, exact hits in:

may 2013
july 2013
february 2014
october 2014
december 2014


a very mixed bag. Partly I felt like being in a swamp, fatigue and the likes, and as if I was paralysed, not being able to do something (I have Mars-Neptune-conj. natally though, on the ASC, which gerts the square of Tr Neptune NOW)


in september 2014, I was suddenly having a period of dizziness and some weird panic attacks (I knew what they were though), nevertheless the dizzy period was very annoying. Nothing really serious, but annoying.

This dizziness-period started when Tr Neptune was exact square n Mars and Tr Mars was exact conjunct n Neptune. These transits double whammies are quite something!

I have experienced feelings of GREAT disillusion, yet confusion and as it turned out painting things blacker than they were, everything out of proportion.
Dark night of the soul, crubling of dreams, and in july 2013 with the second hit my paternal grandmother died (Mars rules my IC btw, also at that time pr Moon was conjunct pr DESC, squaring natal Pluto with Tr Pluto opposite my pr Moon and on my pr ASC - so there was more going on).


Anyway, I picked up my dreams from the floor, had a hard look at them, evaluating them for "what they were" (which you can never sure about with Mars-Neptune anyway), adjusted, modified, moved on with an adjusted perspective on things.


And then after having demoted myself, and being finding a place of calm inside, in the notion that I had apparently dreamed up things and was getting realistic (sure involving a guy, right?) and was kinda okay with it.

And well then in the second half of 2014 (right in between the exact hits of Mars-Neptune) had to realize AGAIN that I had been deluding myself, this time deluded myself in that I was NOT leaving any impact, and had to readjust my perspective again, realizing that things are not always black and white (is it any wonder I started feeling dizzy? lol).
Still too much muddling, too much confusion, too much fogginess, but I started just accepting these, and not waiting around for others to communicate more clearly but actually started to clear up things myself.

In the midst of all that confusion and fogginess, which is very close to my natal makeup actually, I can be so vague and subtle and nonverbal, but in the midst of it all, I became surprisingly sober, pragmatic and almost Saturnian. LOL
Maybe to get things in balance again.

Things are still too vague and nebulous, but I stopped caring too much about it. It is what it is, even though I have no clue what it is, savvy?


And then on the professional and personal level I was VERY effective, for once in losing weight, but also an overhaul of my personal presentation. Colleagues sometimes remark on my change in personality, how much more open and direct I am (so totally not Neptunian I guess. lol).

AT the same time during all the time i was under enormous stress on the worklevel, just in that there was so much to do, and the need to "perform well" under not so ideal circumstances, examinations, supervsisions of the whole school from the government, we had to prepare public exams as well, and we did remarkably well. I have no clue HOW we did it, or where the energy came from!

And I was succeeding in getting that promotion at the literally last moment possible, due to the medical examination (of course based on my weightloss).


So despite it all it was a successfull period for me, something I did not think would come about with Mars-Neptune. lol


Oh yes, and I got pushed into an additional role and function as "bridging element" for establishing a cooperation between our school and certain local theatres here. Which let`s face it, is VERY Neptunian thing. lol

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Yanmorg
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posted April 10, 2015 10:05 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Yanmorg     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
bump!

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astra7
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posted April 10, 2015 04:21 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for astra7     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
wow, I've just checked progressed chart.
It feels like my health has been up and down and when my pMars squared tNeptune, I was ill. Then tNeptune squared my nMars so it's been continuous.

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Aubyanne
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posted April 10, 2015 04:58 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aubyanne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Nothin' but hate for this. It started in 2011, and everything has been a bloody uphill climb.

6H NEP to my MARS in 3H. My body is wracked by niggling minor ailments -- allergies, or things of an unknown cause which affect a large enough chunk of the population so that my doctor says it's essentially nothing. That's forced me to truly confront my health anxiety after years of applying temporary bandages in the form of resolving this or that minor malady. But, finally, it came down to the ugly truth: my health has never genuinely been the issue like my anxiety about it has.

My husband essentially considers me a failure, since my constant fatigue and mental confusion led to my being unable to meet certain commitments. I even stopped trying to hold down a full-time job, finally going into business for myself, and attempting to launch two television series -- both of which remain unproduced, as it's like EVERYTHING is working against me.

But tNEPTUNE is also hanging out with tCHIRON and opposing my nVENUS during all of this joyous fun, so I had my heart horrendously broken, leading to the end of an 8 year relationship (with the man I now refer to as 'my ex-Twin Flame') my marriage coming apart -- twice -- and, somehow, miraculously, beginning a relationship with my Guardian Soulmate, who has been a strange harbour amidst the storm, even if the relationship has hardly been easy.

Coming out of it, as that damned square is finally dissipating, even if tNEP won't cross into my 7H for another year or two, my life goals are clearer. I have a better understanding of why I'm in my marriage, what I can do to improve it, and how I can help my husband overcome some of his greatest issues. I'm becoming more self-reliant again, despite the smorgasbord of minor health issues and persistent chronic fatigue. And I'm convinced I'm not secretly dying of anything, I'm merely afraid of failing to actualise my dreams and contribute to the world the way my soul yearns to. I also came to accept that I battle periods of major depression.

And I take each day as it comes, one at a time, while learning to live in the moment. Really, truly live in the moment. My cat is an excellent model for this behaviour. I accept whatever limitations I have, but don't let them keep me from doing what I want or need to do. Some days, my voice is too weak from a cold or seasonal allergies to sing the way I should. Some times, I have to take a nap. Some weeks, I really meant to get a certain number of pages of my teleplay done, and it just didn't happen.

ALL of that is okay.

I'm not my husband. I don't demand that it was done yesterday. I'm not so impatient and judgemental that it's got to be done exactly as I want it and on my timetable.

And I do not have to be. It works for him, but not for me. He's starting to see -- and accept -- that. I have my way, and it's effective for me.

The transits has helped me see the differences within us all and be even more compassionate than I may have been. I accept ALL of our limitations; I don't judge. I help those who need it -- and I don't make them feel bad about it. I don't chastise, demean, or tear down other people for being what I perceive to be 'less than' myself; rather, I don't see ANYONE as 'less than' myself. I understand the greater connexion which binds us all, whatever the walk of life, credo, background, or level of experience or education.

Was it supposed to do that? Eh, who knows? But it did. For that, at the end of the day, as it finally separates, moving on, I'm grateful.

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yota13
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posted April 10, 2015 07:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for yota13     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Aubyanne
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posted April 10, 2015 08:13 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aubyanne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by yota13:
At first I really tried to fight it, but that is maladaptive, you have to let go of any rigid ideas and just go with the flow. Strange dreams too.

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