EmGem Knowflake Posts: 334 From: Registered: Jan 2015
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posted April 25, 2015 03:07 AM
I'm having a tough year of pluto stuff happening... and some days are just so yuck. Some of you know my story. i'm in between trying to decide whether to go back to my husband or not. i don't currently have any love 'distractions' which makes it really hard! I know they're only for short term benefit but learning to be happy with just myself is a tough thing for someone who has generally always been in a relationship. I left the house almost 6 months ago as I was compelled to do so....something inside me just said GO. And now I have days where I cannot stand to be alone and I miss him and what we shared....but I also remember why I left. I remember his heaviness and rollercoaster moods and judgments etc...he wasn't taking responsibiilty for his stuff. he did mean well though and wanted the best for us. Can someone please help me figure out when I might start to feel a little clearer in my situation and whether we might reconcile or not?? These are both our transits and progressions. I need all the optimisim I can get right now. mine his IP: Logged |