posted July 03, 2015 02:02 PM            

But I've recently met someone, whom I have seen last year in one of my gigs, but I was in a different place then, but this year we have crossed paths a few times and she was very in awe on me I guess. Specially a few weeks ago when our glances crossed and it was explosive, and basically that's the reason what I'm doing this.

She's the photographer of a fellow band who I play often with my band, and she's also a musician and a painter. A well rounded woman, beautiful, quite smart and independent, and she got many pictures of me of the shows I played around, we talked twice about musical things and her musical background, but I haven't done that much since, cause I have a deep fear of getting closer; the only scar left of the past experience, but I feel that me and her could go very far.

Yet I fear too much to get closer, even if this year being the most social year of my life, and finally being able to enjoy friendships more with women and being loose like I never was before, fears, fears

The synastry

The composite is useless I think if there's no relationship around, but I'll put it anyway.

And that's it, I'll find out what to do very soon.

posted July 03, 2015 05:54 PM            

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Originally posted by LF DX:
Well, mine is, hers I just assume it. That's basically the reason of the title of the thread, not knowing what I'm doing. I know it has to be exact as possible, It's my curiosity and a bit of impatience what makes me doing this, I feel it's wrong doing this, but I want to, I'm just on one of my too emotional and deluding days...

Cheers.

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While I was immediately drawn to the potential 11H stellium, there are still some strong influences here. cEROS-cNNODE, for example; cOSIRIS-cSNODE is intriguing, too.

One thing's for sure. This would never fly as a traditional 'conventional' relationship -- with all of the usual bells and whistles. Rather, I can imagine it being a successful open relationship which could provide both of you some wonderful benefit.

As you seem to be healing from some wounds in the love department as of yet, you may not yet be ready for a relationship of that nature.

cISIS conjunct cCHIRON is intriguing, too. There's a healing presence of the divine feminine.

Bear in mind that some of our soul-family do travel with us to be born very near; you're born less than a month off of each other, and that will create a close bond in many cases.

posted July 03, 2015 11:54 PM            

Yeah, I feel it's kind of a mutal attraction of two artist doing their thing, but now she got me I must say, but I feel I'm not ready yet for moving foward with that yet, I'm enjoying this year of spiritual healing and adventure and I don't want to risk myself too much yet.

In the soul-family thing I get it, two of my closest friends are just a few weeks younger and we've been friends for a long time, one is my friend for +17 years.

And after the experience of last year, I know it now that I'll have more deaths and rebirths incoming in the future, and thanks to that, and to healing and forgiving I grow a lot this year, and I'm enjoying things that I couldn't enjoy before, lot of good things are happening, and it's the time to chill out.

But let see where it goes, because when I'm already attracted to the top, well, being a Scorpio, and an Aquarius moon can be quite stressful in the romance department, and that sucks, but I'm learning it now more this year, I just have to meditate (the thing that made my healing) and to keep enjoying all that's happening now and let the river flow.

And, could you explain more please of the asteroid contacts, I know a bit of the planets and their influence, and a bit of the house overlays - Got my moon in her 5th which is quite good for romance, and a few good markers, more on her side of what I can understand.

Thank you for answering again, It's important to say thanks in this things... I guess xD.