posted September 16, 2015 05:04 PM            

A month and a half has passed and i am already bored with my boyfriend. It happens all the time, i suspect i would be running soon, but this time i promised myself to stick around. I wonder if my Venus square Uranus by 8 degrees could still be causing this...

The other thing is Mr.Uranus.. why, oh why, is he acting like such an a....e, when i have somebody else to keep my company. He showed up at my first date with my bf and acted as if he would like to hit the guy straight there. He didn't, of course, but the fact that he was there when i specifically told him that i would be there on a date... He stated very clear that the guy was not good enough and that i should stop seeing him and if not, he would call him by himself and tell it. He also now compliments me everytime he can and has even made plans to go with me to an event next weekend - only if i'd be there.

I'd be happy to receive all this extra attention from him, BUT i know he is acting like that just because somebody else is in the picture. He can't stand if i am with someone else but he doesn't act himself. What in his chart or our synastry could point to that? (Theoretically speaking, not from the actual one)

I know that our progressed charts show that we COULD begin a relationship right now as my progressed Sun is in an applying almost exact trine with his natal Venus on my DSC. But this is making me feel so bad. I feel like a really bad person being in a relationship with my bf and thinking about Him. Wanting him, loving him. I'm a mess.