posted October 02, 2015 06:12 PM
'What does 210216 represent?' is a very good question.Late Wednesday evening, early Thursday morning, really, I'd come to an astonishing realisation:
I have no twin flame.
Not only do I have no twin flame, I'm not even sure the concept is true. I've never been able to grasp the details of the origins, and as a scientist, that always bothered me. Relentlessly. I've come to accept many things with ostensibly no answers, but that? No. I needed more. I needed something. And the more I thought of it, I became disenchanted with the lack of solid research, and disillusioned by the presence of so many 'soul connexions' in my life -- even if he's been the only constant among them; a strangely unique feature in my life that became an archetype long before we met.
But 'twin flame' ? What does that even mean anyway?
My ex-producing partner and I created a collaborative story with its writers all online and scattered across the country. For me, it stemmed from a dream in 2005 -- as does most of my pivotal work -- and when we ran into each other (in a very fated way) it was a perfect lock. Clearly, that was what we were here to do, more than anything else.
And a project called LACHESIS was born; in it, there was a displaced oversoul that had been part of a fallen empire, known as Atavis. (I don't know why; so many names, terminology, and concepts were simply 'coming to me' quite rapidly. At this point, I wasn't investing in my intuition or higher mind at all; that would come later.)
The structure of the empire was very clear. It was multidimensional for one, and, in descriptions I've read of Atlantis everywhere over time is very fitting. (I would also have a whole slew of Atlantean dreams during its development for television in 2012, and my mother has a 'history' with Atlantis.) The royal family was in possession of a powerful and ancient energy that was intrinsic with sovereignty of the land. The 'religion' was also profoundly rooted in the western (or some form of) zodiac, with twelve distinct signs having dominion.
Representatives of each of its energies were united in a council that met much as a senate does, to discuss issues of diplomatic concern. Each representative was energetically bound to its opposite; the 'Polar Doyen', as they were called; Aries and Libra, Virgo and Pisces -- and so on. Even more interesting (to me) each of these Doyens had ultimate dominion over the plane which was unique to their sign. The best way to imagine it was that Atavis was in the centre of twelve 'subdomains', each which were their own separate dimensional plane; each Doyen 'ruled' over that, which gave them their seat on the council.
Over time, it's become known to me that the soul that is linked to my ex-producing partner, and my own were both members of this council, and Polar Doyens. What we thought, at the time, were twin flames -- or fit into this concept quite easily. However, I may have been missing a crucial element: that by being a member of the royal family, I wasn't just a Doyen, as well as the heir of the 'power' of the entire empire.
Just astride of the Doyens, was another set of energetically linked individuals called the Guardians. Strangely enough, there's a whole thing which started coming about either just before, or after that time, about 'the Guardians' of something or other, and an intergalactic role they play. I've not looked much into it yet; I'm still speaking mostly from what impact the creation of the Lachesis project had upon my eventually arriving at the twin flame concept -- and why.
For the Atavian empire, the Guardians were the ultimate protectors of the Doyen to whom they were 'conscripted' -- and not by the Crown, but the actual energy within the realm, which was quite 'Gaia-like' in nature. They were much like knights in this sense; they'd sworn to defend their 'charge' to the death, and would gladly sacrifice their lives in order to do so. I knew nothing of the process -- only the energetic alignment. They were often older and more advanced than 'their' Doyen -- strangely enough -- often acting as mentors and guides.
It's actually laziness on behalf of the writing staff (when it went into development for TV from October 2011 to March 2013) that led to a bizarre discovery about 'my Guardian' -- at least, the soul that was linked to the Libra Doyen, of whose 'memories' or 'recall' I possess, for what it's worth. We couldn't help but notice that the original writer had created a character that was a dead match for the man who is now my boyfriend -- which also makes him an eerie fit for his present role, Dr Penderan Fauste in Hunting Alice, the one-hour drama currently in preproduction. (But that's another 'issue'!)
And so, we combined the two: the Guardian of the crown princess, and, well, the man who would lead to the fall of Atavis, overthrowing the empire via military coup, and leading to the story happening at all -- where the displaced members of that society are reincarnated on Earth, 'waking up', and trying to find one another to prevent the same soul from destroying humanity.
Oh, it's all very soap operatic -- rather, 'space operatic' -- to be sure. I'd thought nothing of it at the time (latter 2012), outside of a producer being thrilled over everything coming together so neatly.
Then the dreams started, near to what was the 6th anniversary of the initial dream that got the whole ball rolling. And, it so happened that it was kicked off by one of my dearest (and oldest) soul sisters having the same dream.
You'd know her as Blind writer; it's tough to live so many miles apart from such a close soulmate. We were trying to get in as much face-time together as we could, whenever I was in my hometown visiting. Her soul's been 'sprinkled throughout' a lot of my karmic history, and while it's tough to say if we have any direct karma to resolve, per se, it would seem we're more just companion souls who have stuck together throughout it all.
During one such time, as we were sitting down to chat, my jaw dropped as she began describing what can only be likened to 'filling in the gaps'. It was as if her dream indicated she was outside the palace walls when the empire fell; on the fateful night where I was aware of everything going on inside, she was outside.
Further, she distinctly recalled the ceremonies that were about to be underway (which made perfect sense to me, even though I was unaware of what they were) and that she was going to become A GUARDIAN!
A-HA!
This came at a time when I was beginning to establish what could become the Guardian Soul Theory -- desperately seeking understanding for the connexion I share with my boyfriend, despite his not being my twin flame. I couldn't quite let it go; I was missing something -- I knew it. And when she independently confirmed the very term 'guardian', I thought -- YES! WE HAVE SOMETHING!
I can only say that, as the hullabaloo of 2012 wrapped-up, so did the dreams. The further I distanced myself from my soon-to-be-ex producing partner, the more it seemed things were 'coming to a close' in an area. I wasn't visiting 'Atlantis' (or Atavis) as much. I would still have 'stress dreams' where I'd walk the beautiful landscape with a familiar entourage, and occasionally bemoan over my impending coronation; I was not ready to rule. It'd coincide with my confiding these dreams in my mother who would then assure me that I was more than ready, and my time was now.
In part, I never got the chance; I'm also aware of two distinct alternate eigenstates or lifelines. In the remnants of the empire, now under the rule of the faction led by the soul 'closest matching or linked to' (for lack of better) my boyfriend, I'd had an affair of some kind with the same in regards to who is now my ex-producing partner.
(To make a VERY long story short, there had been a major civil war which resulted in two separate societies that shared the same genetics (its roots being religious, of course) and he belonged to the one that had lost the war and been exiled off-world. They adopted advanced technology (that the royal family had deemed 'of evil') and became space-faring. And he was a member of that society -- specifically, its ruler. They were exploring a democratic society, though it was founded in what remained of its military -- very confusing. So he was the executive commander of what was known as the Traveller Alliance.)
Anyhow. So not important. What may be is the fact that we became lovers, and he was called away to big important commander-y things, and ... I never saw him again. I have so many visions of waiting by this very long, floor to ceiling window, overlooking this beautiful, mountainous range with the glassy ocean for miles ... just ... waiting.
Before he left, I also distinctly 'remember' performing a powerful and very binding ritual (also a no-no) which our society referred to as Union. I think it's what we refer here to as the Hieros Gamos, but it wasn't a sacred marriage there. It was simply the act of making love. Sex was sex, but making love was Union.
Meanwhile, I was quite miserably married to the man whose soul is a closest match to (yadda, yadda) my boyfriend. He was terrifying; extremely powerful, both as a highly adept magus of some sort, and a military commander. Scratch that -- he was a warlord. Everything was strategy, and tactics. He lived his life to control everyone and everything around him. Himself included. He was cold, passionless, and severe.
It was a political marriage, of course, and our society was in shambles anyway. I was ... a prisoner. Trapped in the gilded cage. I desperately had wanted to flee everything -- even before the Fall -- and go with the Traveller commander amongst the stars. I'd always hated being stuck on a single world, for some reason. (But now, oh, looking at it ... its sheer beauty ... gah! How could ANYONE want to leave THAT? I digress.)
I 'remember' wanting to 'free' him from himself -- from that awful control he lived within like a vise around his heart. Instead, all that I've ever been able to recall is feeling alone, duty-bound, unable to 'melt' anything about him, and waiting in vain for my lover whom I never saw again.
The other lifeline better encompassed the storyline for LACHESIS, the TV series that's presently rotting in development hell. Ah, well. It wasn't time for it.
So, what on Earth does all this blathering have to do with 210216?
Just the other day, I was researching the 'illumined angelic blue ray twin flames' something or other, and wondering what's with all of the fancy titles and what-not? How does someone know they're 'blue ray' or 'gold ray' or angelic? Or illumined? What is this nonsense?
I saw a word which jumped out at me in the search: Oraphim.
Beyond that, it was related to differences in genetic structure, time manipulation, Ascension, Indigo Children, the Anunnaki, and the Founder Guardians.
And I thought: what's THIS about?
While I took a LOT of it with a heaping shaker of salt, I was intrigued by the Emerald Order of Oraphim being related to Arthurian legend, Camelot, the Knights, and, of course -- the aforementioned Guardians.
Then, upon reaching the middle of the page:
The Emerald Order Oraphim, who are now incarnating in flesh as the Indigo Children, were the original authors of the Cloister Dora-Teura texts ... as part of an agreement called the Emerald Covenant -- an interstellar promise made by the original stellar human lineage, to assist the Earth-human lineage to re-evolve back into their original 12-strand DNA potential. These teachings were a gift of love and knowledge from Elder Race humans who wanted to see humans regain their freedom, awareness, and power. The Cloister Dora-Teura texts detailed the lost history of our races and the interdimensional advanced sciences of DNA/Kundalin/Merkaba Mechanics -- and Earth Grid scalar mechanics -- through which humans can reclaim their mastery of the space-time-matter experience.
The Dora-Teura texts were last on the planet in true, undistorted form 210,216 years ago. Later attempts at translating some of the Dora-Teura texts were made in the Atlantean period ... through the Emerald Tablets of Thoth, and later again through the ORIGINAL texts of what became the Bible, Torah, Kabbalah and Sanskrit Sutras.'
And, with that, I followed my higher mind, and plugged it in. I thought -- might yield nothing. But, it could yield something.
Is this a link to Atlantean lineage? To the Guardian Soul Theory? Is there a connexion between the Indigo theories and certain prophecies, and the 'downloads' that were coming to me, through my group of writers for the Lachesis project, and my soul sister -- in 2006, and again in 2012?
Again, it's ALL a big jumble at the moment, and tough to tell what's what; a lot of it's even contradictory, but I think that's to be expected, as we untangle truth from fiction -- or, more legitimately -- misinterpretation.
So. 210216. And, now you know how I came upon it.
Lindaland
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