posted October 13, 2015 12:22 PM            

Our NN is in Leo H12 trine IC
Sextile Sun/MC/Apollo
Square Venus/Chiron in h9

posted October 13, 2015 12:29 PM            

"COMPOSITE SOUTH NODE IN THE SIXTH HOUSE (Composite North Node in the Twelfth House) Responsibilities have defined the relationship of these two human beings for many lifetimes. Always, their own personal needs have been eclipsed by the dark moon of duty, self-sacrifice and humility. This is the traditional house of servants—and they may have literally been servants together. Given enough planetary harshness around a composite South Node in the sixth house, and we might even imagine them as slaves. (By “planetary harshness,”we mean hard aspects involving Pluto or Saturn, for example.) Bondage is not always coerced. These two may have chosen their chains, and done so without masochism. In the days before birth control, a couple might simply find themselves swamped with children, with all the attendant duties and necessities. They—and probably the eldest siblings—would then live lives defined by the needs of the young ones. A beloved mate can become ill or incapacitated; again, duty calls. In that case, the flow of service is tilted from one partner to the other, creating karmic impressions of imbalance, and perhaps resentment in one and guilt in the other. A disciple or an apprentice is profoundly bound by duty and obedience toward the master. Again, this is a voluntary situation, but no less restrictive for that. Autonomy is sacrificed; devotion and surrender are the themes. And once the student “graduates,”he or she is then compelled by another set of duties, those of passing on the torch to the next generation in the lineage. Traditionally, loving self-sacrifice is considered to be good karma. And even the suffering of a slave is viewed as “burning away bad karma.”In a slightly blasphemous nutshell, God owes this couple something! All that service has created an imbalance in their universe. There must be a flow back to them in this lifetime. They must receive something. This brings us directly to their soul intention as a couple, which is symbolized by their composite North Node in the mystical twelfth house. Now, in the present life, it is pivotal that they wean themselves away from their karmic compulsion to lose themselves in a labyrinth of duties and responsibilities. They have served others; now they need to serve themselves. How? By withdrawing from their total engagement with the needs of others, and ensuring that they have plenty of solitary, soul-nourishing time as a couple. Spirit wants to give them a gift of magic and insight. More precisely, they have already purchased such a gift with their karmic pattern of service. All they have to do is claim it. Where? In the silence. On the mountaintop. In the wilderness. In the cathedral. In their peaceful bed together. There is nothing they have to do first. They only need to get out of their own way— and think carefully before complicating their lives any further. What about their existing responsibilities? Given the nature of their karmic pattern, we can assume that such duties do exist unless the relationship is just beginning. Certainly , we all have obligations we cannot in good conscience ignore. But, in this symphonic universe, very often for a couple with the composite South Node in the sixth house, those people towards whom they are feeling responsible have actually reached a developmental stage where trying to help them actually does more harm than good. Some little birds never learn to fly unless they are tossed from the nest. The higher ground is not always defined by duty and self-sacrifice."

posted October 13, 2015 02:11 PM            

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Sounds challenging! lol... in a good way, in a good way. Defintely some work to be done there, gon be a very sensitive, raw, philosophizin love relationship with overtones of spirituality and self-examination... (see Ceri's notes in the other 12th house thread going now re: no rest for the wicked (or something))..

a Venus/Chiron conjunction could be worse placed than the 9th. I think that's workable. Squares from the 9th to the 12th generally are, ya? Ya.

posted October 13, 2015 02:47 PM            

Venus/Chiron in Taurus

It was a past relationship with enough pain and suffering not many could handle.
But it wasn't just that. There were also strong beautiful emotional moments.
It is as if we have a purpose in this life, and I think this purpose and path is moving towards the NN, something we have yet to live.

posted October 14, 2015 12:59 AM            

It's good to hear I'm amazing I'm glad you chose to say so ; you're amazing too! Pretty darn sure.

posted October 15, 2015 10:29 AM            

It has made me think of doing a little more research on the story behind me and this person I mentioned in the composite.

posted October 15, 2015 11:38 AM            

Sun is on the IC this time, trining the Nodes

Hmmmm...