posted October 14, 2015 01:01 PM            

Check your charts with the people you feel/felt very protective of or those who you know feel/felt that way about you and tell me what Cerberus is doing in the synastry, composite, and the Cerberus person's natal (or in both your charts if it is/was mutual).

Your children are excluded.

(1865) Cerberus

Also, you could check if there's any connection between these asteroid and Cerberus or personal points.
(774) Armor
(29391) Knight
(2782) Leonidas
(588) Achilles

Have fun digging

posted October 14, 2015 02:49 PM            

my CERBERUS is on 27°57 Aquarius in my 3rd house exact conjunct my True LILITH (and natural one as well), and squaring VALENTINE exact.

Yes, I DO feel protective and maybe a little aggressive when I feel someone threatens my (or anyone else`s) independence thinking. One thing I can`t stand at all are people who tell me what I think or believe or even feel. Makes me go a little berserk.

ARMOR conjuncts my MADHATTER (nope not wanting to talk about it. lol) on 12 Scorpio and trines LEONIDAS on 12 Cancer exact and trine Jupiter on 11 PIsces.

KNIGHT conjuncts VESTA on 1 Capricorn exact and both trine ACHILLES on 2 Taurus on my 5th house cusp, which opposes Uranus on 1 Scorpio.

That`s my natal

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his natal

his CERERUS on 21 Scorpio sandwiched between his VALENTINE on 19 Scorpio and Uranus on 23 Scorpio,

his ACHILLES On 17 Scorpio not doing much
- unless we count the 2-3 conjunction to VALENTINE, which I suppose we do

his KNIGHT On 26 Aquarius opposing LEONIDAS on 27 Leo, which conjuncts his True LILITH on 28 Leo.

and his ARMOR on 20 Libra conjunct Pluto on 21 Libra conjunct ANTEROS on 22 Libra

as for the synastry of CERBEROS specifically, as you can see my CERBEROS links to the opposition of our true LILITHS and also conjuncts his PRIAPUS-SN on 00 Pisces, albeit a little widely, of course it also sextiles his Sun-Moon-MC on 27-28 Sagittarius.

BTW we both put CERBEROS into each other`s 12th house, but his CERBEROS is conjunct my 12th house cusp to the degree.

his Cerberus-Sabian is a little reminiscent of a rabid dog though.
"Hunters Shooting Wild Ducks"

it is also conjunct my PENELOPE on 21 Scorpio exact, which in turn conjuncts his ODYSSEUS-VALENTINE on my ANTEROS on 19 Scorpio exact, and opposing my own ODYSSEUS On 21 Taurus

another thing that is almost funny:
my CERBERUS conjuncts his PSYCHE (2°43)
his CERBERUS trine my EROS (0°43)

and obviously my CERBERUS conjuncts his KNIGHT; which is also conjunct my TRUE LILITH
and my KNIGHT conjuncts his Moon widely (3°15) and trines his NN exact as well as his VESTA right on my ACHILLES.

as for the composite

CERBERUS is on 9 Capricorn not doing that much, except being on the c-Sun/Moon-mp, also being conjunct our synastric conjunction of his ARTHUR to my GUINEVERE (along with my Spirit-Isis-Osiris-Adelaide and his Casanova-BAcchus. lol)

It is however the apex of a Yod between Jupiter on 10 Gemini in 5th and Karma on 9 Leo in 7th.

KNIGHT is on 29 Cap conjunct the ASC on 1 Aquarius

what I found interesting was the composite-natal supeposition.

° my ARMOR conjuncts c-Uranus (chartruler) and c-P(his name) on 12 Scorpio exact

° my CERBERUS squaring True LILITH (and true PRIAPUS of course) exact, hence being on the midpoint of that axis, and near to the Vertex axis, too (2 degrees)

for him it is:

° LEONIDAS squaring the true LILITH-PRIAPUS-axis from the other side and exact
oh and of course KNIGHT squares the true LILITH-PRIAPUS axis, too, just from where my CERBERUS is.

° his ARMOR being EXACTLY Conjunct the c-NN-AMOR-CUPIDO on 20 Libra
- the conj. to NN being the closest: 0°05
to CUPIDO 0°06
to AMOR: 0°05

Oh no, actually being on the precise midpoint between Amor-NN, as if that mattered with orbs way under 10 minutes. lol

°his ACHILL on 16 Scorpio conjunct c-MC under one degree as well, and opposing the EROS-PRIAPUS-DIONYSOS-stellium on c-IC, and well in my natal chart MY name is there as well, in Taurus..... hmmm might that represent a weak spot for him?

of course in his own chart ACHILL is conjunct VALENTINE, so that might be the actual weak spot. lol

for me ACHILL is on my 5th house cusp and opposes Uranus natally, and yeah, I guess, that`s true. lol

anyway

° his CERBERUS-Uranus conjunct c-VALENTINE-LUST-ANGEL, and opposes c-ALMA-JUNO

posted October 14, 2015 03:41 PM            

at the end of that concert people were standing in the aisle to stage, and since I wanted to see something, I had to get up and get into the aisle, too, and had the feeling, even then, as if he was looking at me, though I did not believe it myself, not really.
Anyway, for some reason I suddenly tripped and stumbled a little and almost lost balance (luckily I did not though -would have been an embarassing sight), but the moment I tripped, he suddenly made a very wide step towards the edge of stage, decidedly looking as if he wanted to jump off stage to stop my fall or something like that. as odd as that seems that was exactly what it looked like. of course he would never have been there to catch me in time, but it ws sort of cutish.

does not mean he would be cerberus like though he has a strong knightly/protective/caring streak anyway.

posted October 16, 2015 05:16 AM            

Just had an example of that. Not him being superman, but someone left a very stupid judgemental superficial negative comment (I would not call it criticism) and I instantly felt like biting off their heads.
Seriously.
not just because of the criticism, but hell, saying someone is "over their zenith" and saying "all singers" of a certain producction are bad?
What does this person base their judgement on? I mean it is not just because it attacked him, but that superficiality and arrogance it really irks me. lol
I can`t have that. It`s also the one thing that often riles me up here on LL, though I learned to keep my mouth shut better on here than in this instance. lol

Remember CERBERUS in Aquarius on the cusp of my 3rd house exact on my BML, makes sense I guess.

BTW I totally think it is okay to criticize, you don`t have to love just EVERYTHING. But please base the criticism on observed things, give a reason for it, and not just condemn the whole person or cast. That is just plain stupid.

Funny enough Tr CERBERUS is currently conjunct P`s NN. lol

But doing really nothing to my chart, not much at least.

Well it squares my AMOR on 2 Sag, which is just being transited by TR Saturn on 2 Sag. not sure how that figures in.
Tr KNIGHT is also trine my CERBERUS exact, from Gemini and my 7th house.

My Cerberus seems to express verbally anyway.

EDIT
Maybe I should have kept my mouth shut, but I was so damned annoyed.