posted October 25, 2015 04:25 PM            

but OUCH, just OUCH:

That was my reaction seeing the composite, even before I read your comment on it. It certainly look like it`s in pain.

Well, not EVERY T-square has to be such a thorn in the soul, but one which connects "tensionally" the relationship/attraction-planets (Sun-Venus-Moon) with Chiron and Saturn?
No, thanks!

The crux is, it is even the involvement of BOTH emotional planets, Moon and Venus, that might make this unbearably painful. I mean honestly you have to CARE in the first place to suffer.

On the other hand it might also be an incredibly binding thing, if I think about it another time. Saturn on the midpoint of Sun/Moon, along with Venus. oh man, you can scream, you can bite, but you cannot escape. Well obviously you can, but it looks really tough to be honest.

posted October 25, 2015 04:48 PM            

Saturn is about karma or reaping the rewards of hard work and chiron is about healing so it could mean karmic heart break or eliminating karma through forgiving, acceptance and wholistic understanding and healing karmic wounds once and for all.

With saturn been at the apex of the tsquare is like a love that cannot be and the pain resulting from it and so the lesson is about healing through acceptance and forgiveness and by expanding your perception of love as being something beyond the hear and now:

posted October 25, 2015 05:34 PM            

I'm with Ceri on this one, it looks... well, if I had to define "pain", I think that'd be a pretty good picture.

Certainly looks like an impossible scenario, but very binding, and probably karmic (?).

His Moon in Gemini speaks of duality... Can't tell you the number of times I've seen this with Gem Moons. I would never trust one, lol. But it's in the same sign as your Mars, so there's some attraction there. And if your Mars falls in his 8H... whew, that only adds to the intensity and obsessive/"fixed" aspect (doesn't fade easily). Oh and your Mars squares his Venus! And his Venus squares your Neptune. Wow. That's powerful in terms of romantic/sexual attraction, but also delusion and deception... And maybe even unrequited love. :/

His Sun/Mercury on your ASC makes me think that he felt like he could identify with you very well, like you two had a very strong like-mindedness, a strong bond with yet again a very physical component to it. Perhaps he felt/feels more "alive" around you, like you shed some light onto him and make him "shine" (and it's in Leo! double the shining).

His Venus in the 10H speaks of an attraction to Cap energy... and that same Venus trines your Sun. He really, really likes you. For sure.

But his unaspected Mars makes me think of unfulfilled sexual desire, because (even though it doesn't work that way in every case), his Mars is not "connected" to your chart, at least not with tight aspects, and so that Martian energy is probably very strong but at the same time has no outlet...

And your Moon is unaspected, although there's a BML conjunction to it, that's intriguing... I think he does/did see you as the "dangerous" female here, since he was already taken, the whole situation was "forbidden" and had this edgy side to it.
But ultimately you don't/didn't get any real emotional satisfaction from this connection/relationship because your deepest needs aren't met. You may not feel like you can truly relate to him or feel safe and comfortable with him; maybe you feel like he doesn't see the true you but an idealized version of you, a mirage.

Does that resonate at all?

posted October 25, 2015 08:11 PM            

You are all correct...and astrology never ceases to amaze me.

posted October 25, 2015 09:12 PM            

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posted October 25, 2015 09:19 PM            

Not sure what else I can even say...?

posted October 25, 2015 10:22 PM            

Glad it makes sense to someone.