posted October 30, 2015 12:50 PM            

Doesn't feel very positive. Nothing is feeling very positive at the moment.

posted October 30, 2015 12:59 PM            

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Originally posted by Aubyanne:
Must be happening elsewhere. Here, the twins I know are either going through deep hardships and separations or feeling major setbacks.

Doesn't feel very positive. Nothing is feeling very positive at the moment.

Just my experience.

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Yes Auby even this was my experience up to today..the only feeling I had was restlessness.. but suddenly I am feeling as if some positive change is about to start may be this is psychological...

posted October 30, 2015 01:04 PM            

I hear you.
Though it does not feel catastrophic to me, it does feel like a "standstill-period", a breathing pause and interestingly enough like a phase of serious deep evaluation and reavaluation, which of course is a preparation for something new to begin.
And yes I can sense or imagine the newbeginning around the corner, but at the moment it`s not that time yet. Now is "give it time to assimiliate and reavaluate" time, at least it feels to me like that.

But that might be just me, as Tr Saturn is nearing the end of the transit of my 12th house and will cross the horizon on 7 Sag very soon. So maybe it is just me. lol

BTW I am not even feeling restless, that was until 18th october, and then the "great calm" started, which is the ongoing phase for me, very calm, but also reflective, and alone (though not lonely, if that makes sense? ).

posted October 30, 2015 01:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Auby,

I hear you.
Though it does not feel catastrophic to me, it does feel like a "standstill-period", a breathing pause and interestingly enough like a phase of serious deep evaluation and reavaluation, which of course is a preparation for something new to begin.
And yes I can sense or imagine the newbeginning around the corner, but at the moment it`s not that time yet. Now is "give it time to assimiliate and reavaluate" time, at least it feels to me like that.

But that might be just me, as Tr Saturn is nearing the end of the transit of my 12th house and will cross the horizon on 7 Sag very soon. So maybe it is just me. lol

BTW I am not even feeling restless, that was until 18th october, and then the "great calm" started, which is the ongoing phase for me, very calm, but also reflective, and alone (though not lonely, if that makes sense? ).

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posted October 30, 2015 01:09 PM            

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Originally posted by Neptune29:
Dear astrologers...I don't understand the reason why but as November is approaching I am getting very positive vibes in respect of my twin flame feelings.
Eventhough my twin is not with me I am feeling extremely peaceful.
Is it just psychological? Or are there sone planetary aspects?

I observed that Juno will be on the isis / osiris midpoint.
Venus conjuncting mars
Siva trine parvati
Eros trine psyche
Eros /psyche /siva / parvati making a grand trine.
Looking forward for expert views.

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posted October 30, 2015 01:24 PM            

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Originally posted by athenaia:
I agree with Auby, the astrocape is looking particularly grim for November with Saturn square Neptune being a major astro factor - think about all the times Uranus squared Pluto the past couple of years, the last major time being March. This is apparently going to be a little heavier than that, especially for people with major mutable energy in their charts.

I feel like so much of the magic this year died after Venus retrograde. I've felt particularly zapped of my major intuitions/spiritual synchronicities/energy sensing since August. Pretty depressing.

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Wow, for me after venus went direct and then the eclipse...energy has picked up and things made a huge turn for the better, all the things ive been working at finally startes to fall into place the way i needed!

Could be t.saturn trine my saturn, conjunct my Sun/Merc/Neptune and sextile my Karma/AC/Pluto and it will be making a trine to my Jupiter in a few months.

posted October 30, 2015 01:51 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Auby,

I hear you.

Though it does not feel catastrophic to me, it does feel like a "standstill-period", a breathing pause and interestingly enough like a phase of serious deep evaluation and reavaluation, which of course is a preparation for something new to begin.
And yes I can sense or imagine the newbeginning around the corner, but at the moment it`s not that time yet. Now is "give it time to assimiliate and reavaluate" time, at least it feels to me like that.

But that might be just me, as Tr Saturn is nearing the end of the transit of my 12th house and will cross the horizon on 7 Sag very soon. So maybe it is just me. lol

BTW I am not even feeling restless, that was until 18th october, and then the "great calm" started, which is the ongoing phase for me, very calm, but also reflective, and alone (though not lonely, if that makes sense? ).

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It's not just you. But my ASC is 11 Sag, so I'm not far behind you.

There is no "great calm" for me yet though; still in a restless phase.

As for my soulmate, we're going through a tough time. Not majorly so, but not easy either.

But he's been dealing with a trUranus conjunct nVenus for a long time now, and I don't think it's going to go away soon (it keeps going Retro). And since I have Uranus in 7th and we have a Venus/Uranus square DW, I suppose it's somewhat amazing that we're still talking to each other.

posted October 30, 2015 02:05 PM            

The kiddo feels it, too. As does my mother. Odd, as, thus far, these appear to be 'twin flame' females -- for what it's worth. It would seem, as to my mother is to me, I am also 'raising' a young twin flame. I wonder if this will become more SOP as generations of twins age? Just musing.

At any rate, we both (my boyfriend and I) feel hopeless and deeply gutted. We've not had a true intimate relationship for over a month -- again -- and our last attempt to do so was ... rather disastrous. It's as if we're both at our battle stations. We're not fighting each other, though; ohhhh, far from it. But we're both in that mode we both possess -- his from military training, mine from the Feds. We're in lockdown. We're preparing. But God only knows for what, as it's horribly illogical.

Though, I travelled again. Not that I'm gaining control over it, per se, but I am identifying these episodes more readily, and his proximity always kicks it up a notch -- or twelve. I don't know what's happening, frankly, but the Blood Eclipse flipped that switch, and we've been 'activated' ever since.

We won't fight each other -- thank heaven. But we are too much in 'battle-ready' mode to even think of things like intimacy or pleasure.

It's ... a tad bothersome. Can't just switch it off, either. We both hit this headspace independently, and we're deep in it.

So, forgive my feeling less sanguine about November. Just seems like it'll be more of the same since latter September; head down, one foot before the other; watch my feet move. Work, work, work. Plan. Hold it together.

The -- perhaps less desirable or even glamorous -- practise of the feminine divine.

Since midsummer, I have steadily been helping him to recollect, and then collect, his many missing pieces scattered hither and yon throughout his decimated personality and shambles of a psyche. Oh, it's been a journey. Some of it was truly incredible. Other aspects deeply painful, transformative and life-altering. It's gotten me oddly more in touch with my dMOON (conjunct his SUN) than ever before, in a lot of ways. That's been tough; feeling more deeply, then being constantly disappointed, having to keep the stiff upper lip and keep on keepin' on. Because THAT's what you DO. You don't fall apart. You hold it together for EVERYONE.

And I do. It's bloody exhausting, but I do. And there are miles to go before I sleep.

As it stands, he's in pieces, too. I'm doing what I can, with a consistently solid plan. We hold together as best we can, even as it all feels as if it's crumbling, and we're curiously devoted strangers. Complicated. If this is the 'separation' period, or phase, or what have you, we both refuse to do so in any tangible sense. So I guess it's gotta happen in some form. Can't say.

Maybe that's JUNO on ISIS/OSIRIS. I've had that before. It helped me gain some closure with my karmic soulmate. (That guy.) JUNO, sometimes, has to just keep the home fires burning, Jupiter (Zeus) from being too much of a pill, and Olympus relatively stable. But then we're mixing mythologies here, so I can't say.

ISIS/OSIRIS Midpoint is curious. I'm not sure what it truly represents. Union seems logical, but I can't speak to that, either.

Besides. I'm too damned busy collecting the pieces of a man devastated by decades, in hopes of reassembling more than just a facsimile of a human being. We're hopeful, at least. Even if he's 'long since abandoned such a thing as that, as it never led to anything good.'

Yep. I've my work cut out for me.

posted October 30, 2015 03:03 PM            

I think ppl are feeling what they are feeling because of how their charts fall, their placements and transits. I dont think its the universal energy thats negative right now, its just how that energy is touching each of us personally.

posted October 30, 2015 04:39 PM            

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Originally posted by Aubyanne:
Just judging from the posts on the groups I'm in, the portrait isn't very sunny at the moment. Oddly, across the board. And for many, it hit like a hammer.

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posted October 30, 2015 05:10 PM            

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Originally posted by athenaia:
I agree with Auby, the astrocape is looking particularly grim for November with Saturn square Neptune being a major astro factor - think about all the times Uranus squared Pluto the past couple of years, the last major time being March. This is apparently going to be a little heavier than that, especially for people with major mutable energy in their charts.

I feel like so much of the magic this year died after Venus retrograde. I've felt particularly zapped of my major intuitions/spiritual synchronicities/energy sensing since August. Pretty depressing.

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yeah the Saturn Neptune square is a doozy
I'm looking to the Jupiter Pluto trine to help us out a bit... but yeah it's been rough for me since Venus went direct also--to the day, everything collapsed...

posted October 30, 2015 06:12 PM            

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Originally posted by Gabby:
Ceri...more weight loss!!??
When saturn transited my AC/1st house i lost weight and ive never been able to gain it back.

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Gabby,
I certainly hope so!!!
I have become lazy in the last months and actually GAINED about 4 kilos again, but with every intent to lose them again and more.

oh and btw I just fell in love
Nah Kidding, just the theatre bug having bitten me again at the theatre tonight coupled with some young eye-candy on stage, not a good combination for me apparenly.
But he really WAS cute, in an intense murderous way. LOL

BTW should it concern me that they tend to get younger and younger, or is that just because of my Gemini-DESC?

I am kidding, sort of. Well not about the Gemini DESC, but the other thing of course.

posted October 30, 2015 06:21 PM            

hang in there, it IS the dark before the dawn.
I can feel it in every cell, even though there are moments I don`t quite access it either.
I have noticed however that it gets "easier" if I don`t try to force something, not even force myself to feel something, but just welcome whatever feeling arises, but not stick to it and let it flow out again and just do other things.
I guess I just trust in that the universe knows what it`s doing, even though I have no clue, and even though I may not even actually like it. Though nothing happened to not like to be honest.
I guess I just "go with the flow" at the moment, though, yes, I miss - DEEPLY MISS - august (and the end of july).
But it`s in the past now.

Weirdly enough this phase feels so much more retrograde than the actual Venus retro did! To me at least.

What I noticed however in the last days is an increase in people obviously feeling the need to touch me (yes, mostly male people), did anyone else notice that, too?
*scratches head*

posted October 30, 2015 07:36 PM            

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Originally posted by Gabby:
Ive been getting very positives vibes also, not sure why but im feeling it like you are!

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Me Too !!!!

I have been seeing 11:11everywhere
And dreams about this as well.

posted October 30, 2015 09:14 PM            

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Originally posted by Gabby:
I can respect that but im not seeing that same across the board, it seems some are up and some are down no slam dunk on either side.

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That's good.

This is from a few groups to which I belong with a few thousand members (the largest) and a few hundred (the smallest). Many are 'living as' twin flame couples, for lack of better, and there are several still which are acknowledged, but not yet 'united'. You know how it is.

I found it interesting how many posts came flooding in since last week (namely) remarking upon such distress. Some broke up. Others are on the rocks. Others still are feeling a deep sense of ennui. Even the strong ones are 'taking a hit'.

posted October 30, 2015 09:17 PM            

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Originally posted by vesta:
I have been seeing 11:11everywhere

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posted October 30, 2015 10:07 PM            

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Originally posted by athenaia:
I was so looking forward to Jupiter/Mars/Venus in Virgo too!! Technically it would trine all the Taurus/Cap I have in my chart as I'm quite earth-heavy, but.. it's hard to say I "feel" anything. I think the fact this is taking place in my 12th house is really off-setting the expectation that things are going to materialize in a real, non-metaphysical way.

Oh I bet transiting Saturn trine natal Saturn must feel so life-affirming.. I kinda like Saturn transits! I'm a glutton for punishment from old man Time I guess

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