posted April 07, 2016 06:16 AM            

at the moment I have transiting Jupiter, and Venus in my 5th house. Also my moon and Ceres are in transit. I hope this brings me some luck!

My lunar fertility chart is amazing accurate with my womanly cycle. Can you see if I will have a child?

posted April 08, 2016 05:59 AM            

My mother was later murdered and found out she had been living homeless on the streets. My brother later died in a car crash. This has all affected me in close relationships.

I guess my deepest fear is that I will not be a good mother, or that I could lose my mind/have my children taken off me like my poor deceased mum did.
I know this is something I shouldn't fear, but my mum lacked support, as I probably will due to lack of relatives.

posted April 08, 2016 01:27 PM            

I'm so sorry to hear of all the pain you've experienced. It does show in your chart. It is likely that these insecurities physically manifested as miscarriages and it will be important to somehow gain a sense of peace and safety. I know you can do it but in order to unlock those positive aspects to your moon you need to delve into your own 12th house and empower yourself through the spirit of unconditional love and support... to become grounded and rooted in an innate knowing that the power of the universe itself has your back and is lovingly holding and caring for the spirits of your brother and mother also...

posted April 08, 2016 02:08 PM            

Can you see from my synastry and composite with my boyfriend if he may be able to offer me this support to feel at ease this time around?
I'm in a lot better place now 2 years later. ill take you advice on board. Hopefully you can have some insight on my relationship.

Here's our synastry

posted April 08, 2016 03:03 PM            

I also think I like his Neptune on your Uranus, bringing that element of softness, reprieve, unconditional love and soothing to a Uranus which definitely needs that. There's probably an ability to go almost comatose together emotionally, where he softens the sharp edges in your mind and helps you relax deeply. Is that so?

Mercury on the IC is a really good indicator for this relationship and for you; you need someone who will be willing and able to talk with you about your mother and the deep experiences of your childhood. Your IC ruler the Sun is in his 7th but nearly in his 8th house... he's going to be feeling all of this very intensely, he will be transformed by it emotionally, it might give some grounding to his Leo Sun, which might still at times have trouble with it not being all about him... will be wanting fire and passion when you're content to take it slow and easy... and it might be hard at some times to identify with one another his Sun in your 4th will take care of a lot of that. He will really be illuminating your deeper needs and that which propels you on your life path.

His Saturn squares your nodes... i have this aspect with my daughter's father so it definitely doesn't preclude fertility but we aren't together anymore and he didn't really provide any stability for me... quite the opposite. However the possible manifestations of this aspect are many and somehow or other he is a huge turning point in your life, will give your nodes a Saturn to chew on. Will help you mature along your path one way or another. You'll realize what you need and want in terms of stability and structure here. Whether he's the one to provide it or not something about the relationship will alert you to your deep needs for integration of your nod a l path..

Hopefully the kindness and support make them kind helpful lessons. You can research this aspect yourself if you like; it seems to denote fated relationships of great intensity and sometimes lots of heartache... depending on the manifestation and integration of the Saturn person's Saturn. How mature and self aware can he be about it? With a Leo Sun he is going to WANT to do the right thing, be the right thing, and it's nearly square the Saturn and close to your South Node so this is all very important for him to learn this responsibility.... a Libra ascendant itching on towards Scorpio is probably still careful to be considerate at all times. You are hopefully going to teach him about the importance of being accountable, being responsible, how much he affects another being on their path; he will feel responsibility for your emotional well being with that sextile to your moon. Your NN in his 4th, your healing and understanding of cosmic forces will be felt by him on a deep level. His nodal path corresponds to your 12th house which means when he's activating that he'll be helping you with seeing your 12th house. It's good because your NN is in Pisces and you need to reveal the depths of your own psyche to yourself.

The composite Saturn and Uranus square the nodes. So there's a Uranus/Saturn lesson here. Also Chiron opposing Uranus squares the nodes... not a light relationship, likely very transformative and exactly what you need to help you face the Chiron-Uranus issue in your own chart...

I like that his Moon completes the grand cross between Venus, Jupiter, and Pluto in the composite... it's also great to see composite Venus on your IC, you feel loved and held by this relationship in your innermost depths. You're able to celebrate yourself and love itself here, exactly what you need... it's on his Mercury, his MC... feeling really good I think.

I love the mystic rectangle in your composite.

Sun opposite Neptune is one to watch out for, and forming a t-square with Mars we see the potential for blatant deception which brings with it quite an emotional charge. Along with Chiron-Uranus-Nodes grand cross we have a recipe for profound transformative emotional healing as well as the potential that there is some reason you aren't seeing each other totally clearly and a need to be very very honest with one another. The love and care need to overcome the urge to use one another for anything. The Sun-Neptune opposition can denote an unusual devotion which borders on martyrdom, losing yourself for the sake of the other. It can be a beautiful aspect of unconditional love and support or it can be a disastrous illusion which ends up very disappointing.

It seems clear to me that however it all plays out it will help you on your path and is the right thing for you to be engaging in at this time... can't predict how it will go in the future. Would need to see progressions and transits and draco and midpoint charts... blah blah to say with any certainty... even then would be hard to say for sure, you know? This is just an overview and I hope it's helpful.

posted April 08, 2016 04:56 PM            

At the moment I have the moon, Jupiter and North node transitting my 5th house. My solar return chart has a stellium in the 7th house. I think your amazing grotto.

You have given me a lot to think about, here is my Davidson chart(no idea how to read these!)

posted April 08, 2016 05:28 PM            

Here is our progressed composite, you really know your stuff. It's taken me 3 years to understand natal charts and synastry. Thank you so much!!

posted April 25, 2016 01:19 PM            

Pleaaaase give me some astrological insight or some ideas on things I can research myself!?! I told my Leo sun Aqua moon today and he says he's really happy. I asked to see him tonight and he said tomorrow, wow that really hurt. I hope that's his way of processing things!

posted April 25, 2016 07:17 PM            

1st - mother
4th - pregnancy
5th - birth

You will usually have all 3 switched on if childbirth does happen. With miscarriages a link to 5th house could be missing (too soon - miscarriage), or 1st house (the body is not ready - miscarriage)

posted April 25, 2016 07:37 PM            

What's interesting is that your Sun, Mercury and Venus all trine your Moon. This is important because:

Sun - 5H significator and ruler of 4H
Mercury - ruler of your 1H and 5H
Venus - a co-ruler of 5H
Moon - significator of 4H and 5H element

These are all very good 1-4-5 links. So it looks like you can have kids BUT T-square in 2-8-5......is there an underlying medical condition here that really affected your life? If there is, theoretically when resolved, it should all be good for pregancy/birth!

posted May 01, 2016 08:22 AM            

Sorry, I have been a little busy so replying just now. I looked at your solar return chart first. Step by step.

It's a very interesting chart. Looks very good for commitment, marriage. Solid there. But not good for preganancy/birth. I wouldn't concentrate on solar chart alone to make conclusions but would take it into account as well. Out of all prognostic methods I think it's probably the least reliable but sometimes can be very telling.

In pregnancy/birth year very often you can find a planet in the 5H of solar return chart. You have Chiron there. Not the best planet to have, especially when it's in opposition to Moon and Moon is 4H significator (pregnancy). Moon also receives an opposition from Neptune in 4H (5H ruler and 4H co-ruler, 2H ruler as a secondary ruler too). Jupiter is significant here too because it is similar to Neptune in a way that it also rules 2H and is a secondary ruler of 5H and 4H co-ruler). Neptune square Mars and Saturn in 2H. Mars is a co-ruler of 5H, ruler of 6H. And it's retrograde! And lastly, Uranus (4H ruler, 6H element) squares Pluto (1H ruler).

To sum it up, you get a lot of problems with these houses: 1,2,4,5,6

4-5 - pregnancy/birth - carrying baby, delivery
2-5 - body/birth - difficulties with birth/delivery
4-6 - health problems during pregnancy
5-6 - health problems during childbirth
4-1 - you (psychological and/or physical - body, mind) and pregnancy
6-1 - health problems

Positives - very strong Pluto. It's a chart ruler, very important. Whatever happens this year, you will feel in control and powerful. 8th house is in as good state as it can be because Mercury as 8H ruler is also strong. So out of all the problems above which are pretty much repeating the issues in your natal chart, the 1H-8H link shows that operation even if it does happen, it's a good one with no problems. 1H-7H - perfect. Marriage/relationship/commitment - happy times here, emotional satisfaction in this department.