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Topic: Why is he so important to me?
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ShadowLost
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posted April 10, 2016 11:24 AM
  
He was in my life very briefly. I also haven't seen or spoken to him in 10 years. But, I dream of him periodically. I ran away and moved away before the relationship was barely started. I felt at peace in his presence or when I talked to him on the phone. We were very much into each other. Why is he so important to me? I pulled the info off an astrology site. I don't know how to do readings.
(female)
born on 12 November 1972 local time: 5:40 am
in Anchorage, AK (US) U.T.: 15:40
149w54, 61n13 sid. time: 09:07:51
PLANETARY POSITIONS
planet sign degree
Sun Scorpio 20°21'46 in house 1
Moon Aquarius 2°22'16 in house 3
Mercury Sagittarius 11°44'03 in house 2
Venus Libra 15°25'25 in house 12
Mars Libra 27°50'10 end of house 12
Jupiter Capricorn 7°05'38 in house 3
Saturn Gemini 19°08'13 in house 8
Uranus Libra 20°38'25 in house 12
Neptune Sagittarius 4°26'27 in house 2
Pluto Libra 3°36'03 in house 11
True Node Capricorn 18°25'52 in house 3
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house.
HOUSE POSITIONS (Placidus)
Ascendant Libra 28°25'37
2nd House Scorpio 23°53'58
3rd House Sagittarius 29°37'26
Imum Coeli Aquarius 14°29'51
5th House Pisces 18°46'07
6th House Aries 12°05'48
Descendant Aries 28°25'37
8th House Taurus 23°53'58
9th House Gemini 29°37'26
Medium Coeli Leo 14°29'51
11th House Virgo 18°46'07
12th House Libra 12°05'48
and Ju (male)
born on 18 September 1975 local time: 9:10 am
in Ironwood, MI (US) U.T.: 14:10
90w10, 46n27 sid. time: 07:56:50
PLANETARY POSITIONS
planet sign degree
Sun Virgo 25°02'35 in house 11
Moon Pisces 4°17'39 in house 5
Mercury Libra 21°06'25 end of house 12
Venus Leo 25°26'01 in house 10
Mars Gemini 19°14'46 end of house 8
Jupiter Aries 22°46'43 in house 7
Saturn Leo 0°07'44 in house 10
Uranus Scorpio 0°31'58 in house 1
Neptune Sagittarius 9°14'03 in house 2
Pluto Libra 8°34'40 in house 12
True Node Scorpio 23°35'27 in house 2
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house.
HOUSE POSITIONS (Placidus)
Ascendant Libra 21°48'46
2nd House Scorpio 18°48'59
3rd House Sagittarius 21°05'24
Imum Coeli Capricorn 27°09'19
5th House Pisces 1°07'53
6th House Pisces 29°20'20
Descendant Aries 21°48'46
8th House Taurus 18°48'59
9th House Gemini 21°05'24
Medium Coeli Cancer 27°09'19
11th House Virgo 1°07'53
12th House Virgo 29°20'20
Composite Horoscope midpoint method
PLANETARY POSITIONS
planet sign degree
Sun Libra 22°42'11 end of house 12
Moon Aquarius 18°19'58 in house 4
Mercury Scorpio 16°25'14 in house 1
Venus Virgo 20°25'43 in house 11
Mars Leo 23°32'28 in house 10
Jupiter Aquarius 29°56'10 in house 4
Saturn Cancer 9°37'58 in house 9
Uranus Libra 25°35'12 in house 1
Neptune Sagittarius 6°50'15 in house 2
Pluto Libra 6°05'21 in house 12
True Node Sagittarius 21°00'39 in house 2
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house.
HOUSE POSITIONS (Placidus)
Ascendant Libra 25°07'12
2nd House Scorpio 21°21'29
3rd House Sagittarius 25°21'25
Imum Coeli Aquarius 5°49'35
5th House Pisces 9°57'00
6th House Aries 5°43'04
Descendant Aries 25°07'12
8th House Taurus 21°21'29
9th House Gemini 25°21'25
Medium Coeli Leo 5°49'35
11th House Virgo 9°57'00
12th House Libra 5°43'04------------------
"They used to be fat and juicy and now they're twisted. They had their lives stolen. Well, they taste sweet, but really they're just humiliated grapes." Joon from Benny and Joon IP: Logged |
LaceyLeigh
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posted April 10, 2016 01:51 PM
You two have a bunch of double whammys and other significant aspects.Uranus/ascendant, Mars/Saturn (exact conjunction), Venus/Mars, Saturn/Ascendant. His Neptune conjuncts your Mercury and your Neptune squares his moon, that might account for your occasional dreams about him. His Mars falls into your 8th conjuncting your Saturn exactly.. That would explain your attraction to him. His Jupiter conjuncts your descendant. Mutual hard Saturn aspects explain why you felt the need to run away before anything happened. IP: Logged |
LaceyLeigh
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posted April 10, 2016 02:05 PM
Here's the synastry chart  IP: Logged |
ShadowLost
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posted April 10, 2016 05:38 PM
Thank you!!! I understand what you're saying I just don't fully know why. People I have talked to have suggested that he is my twin soul based on how we met, etc. I believe he is my twin. I have a horrible tendency to second guess myself only to find out I am right about things. We met at work quite unexpectedly. A few days prior I had started feeling like I was walking in the clouds. Happy and carefree. It was strange but nice. (I'm going to try to keep it short. Please ask questions if you would like to know more of the story) He put me at ease and he made me want to be a better person. One day we were sitting on my kitchen floor talking. He turned his head a certain way and I had a flashback of him. It was 8 years earlier in high school. (He was a freshman my senior year) I had consiously forgotten him. I remembered a boy I would often pass in the busy hallway. He was always going one way and I was going the other. We would always lock eyes. My thoughts were so simple of him. I felt like he knew something. I found him very good looking but didn't think we would have anything in common. We never talked to each other. On another occasion he told me I didn't know just how often he thinks of me. I often think he still does but I have doubts because he is married and has 2 daughters. I am also married with a boy and a girl. Something I find silly almost is when he sent a handwritten letter to me. He wrote in cursive. He had the most beautiful handwriting and word usage I have ever seen. Though my mother had beautiful penmanship. I had a guy that I dated once that wrote me a letter that completely turned me off. I could barely read the letter, etc. I kept running away in one way or another. I didn't want to bUT would choose to do so. It always seems like I had no control over it. I have always wanted the best for him. I love him deeply and he was very much in love with me. IP: Logged |
ShadowLost
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posted April 10, 2016 06:12 PM
Haha...and what are double whammys? I just don't know much when it comes to astrology. I am very open to learning though.IP: Logged |
LaceyLeigh
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posted April 10, 2016 06:15 PM
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Originally posted by ShadowLost:
Haha...and what are double whammys? I just don't know much when it comes to astrology. I am very open to learning though.
Your story is very beautiful. Double whammys are mutual aspects that you two share. For example, his Venus sextiles your Mars and your Venus trines his Mars. IP: Logged |
todd
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posted April 10, 2016 06:28 PM
hi ShadowLost
I looked at the composite chart and it has venus square the nodal axis. this shows the spontaneous love you enjoyed with him. the mars/sun midpoint is conjunct to venus also so the chemistry was very deep and constant.the chart shows a sun/Uranus conjunction on the ascendant which indicates the connection on the astral/dream state.
the transiting node will ne conjunct the composite venus on the 5th of may so I would think you will be thinking of him more and more. this would ne a good time to try and contact him as the love you have together will be in full bloom, If he is still available
todd
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ShadowLost
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posted April 10, 2016 06:35 PM
So interesting. So much to digest. He has made a very positive, deep and profound influence on my life. We're both married. But I will always think of him and I hope someday and somehow we can be together. I think of him at least once a day. But,more accurately he just seems to stay with me.IP: Logged |
ShadowLost
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posted April 10, 2016 06:37 PM
What is a transitioning node? I understand conjunction and composite.IP: Logged |
todd
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posted April 10, 2016 06:52 PM
the north node is going over the composite venus placement in that time period
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ShadowLost
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posted April 10, 2016 11:34 PM
"the chart shows a sun/Uranus conjunction on the ascendant which indicates the connection on the astral/dream state"Does that mean I dream of him, he is dreaming of me too? Or is it just we're thinking of each other at the same time whether both are are asleep or not? What does it mean? I'm just guessing. IP: Logged |
ShadowLost
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posted April 10, 2016 11:42 PM
And thank you both for the insight. Sometimes I think I'm crazy that he would/could still be thinking of me as much as I think of him or as much as he used to. It definitely seems likely now.Oh, something I thought was very strange. I found out his mother passed away the day my daughter was born. I'm not sure what it means if anything or just a coincidence. IP: Logged |
Lotis White
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posted April 11, 2016 05:50 AM
My thoughts are that sometimes if a relationship doesn't last long enough to turn sour before it ends, there can be a tendency to over idealize it. All that can be remembered are the good things.The synastry is decent. But not the best I've ever seen. There are some good connections like Venus sextile Mars (attaction), and Mercury conjunct Uranus (good conversation), but also some challenging connections like Saturn opposite Moon (emotional blockages), Saturn conjunct Mars (potential frustration), and mutually unaspected Suns (lack of connection). I think if you actually lived the nitty gritty of day to day life with this guy for a long time, you'd realize that life with him is not the romantic dream you thought it would be. One other aspect you share with him is that your Neptune is square his Moon, which may be the reason you tend to idealize him. When a new romance is broken early on, we often wonder 'what if?'. Well, the synastry is telling me that the relationship would be okay. Not magnificent or horrendous. But okay. The Suns not being tightly aspected, and the Moons not being so well aspected (only hard aspects) would concern me for a marriage. There are some good aspects for banter and spark, but the deep stuff is lacking. How about your synastry with your husband? IP: Logged |
ShadowLost
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posted April 11, 2016 07:26 AM
Interesting....thank you!!!!! Here is my husband's and my information. 
Br (female)
born on 12 November 1972 local time: 5:40 am
in Anchorage, AK (US) U.T.: 15:40
149w54, 61n13 sid. time: 09:07:51PLANETARY POSITIONS
planet sign degree
Sun Scorpio 20°21'46 in house 1
Moon Aquarius 2°22'16 in house 3
Mercury Sagittarius 11°44'03 in house 2
Venus Libra 15°25'25 in house 12
Mars Libra 27°50'10 end of house 12
Jupiter Capricorn 7°05'38 in house 3
Saturn Gemini 19°08'13 in house 8
Uranus Libra 20°38'25 in house 12
Neptune Sagittarius 4°26'27 in house 2
Pluto Libra 3°36'03 in house 11
True Node Capricorn 18°25'52 in house 3
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house. HOUSE POSITIONS (Placidus)
Ascendant Libra 28°25'37
2nd House Scorpio 23°53'58
3rd House Sagittarius 29°37'26
Imum Coeli Aquarius 14°29'51
5th House Pisces 18°46'07
6th House Aries 12°05'48
Descendant Aries 28°25'37
8th House Taurus 23°53'58
9th House Gemini 29°37'26
Medium Coeli Leo 14°29'51
11th House Virgo 18°46'07
12th House Libra 12°05'48 and Ju (male)
born on 16 October 1976 local time: 11:10 am
in Springfield, OR (US) U.T.: 18:10
123w01, 44n03 sid. time: 11:39:28 PLANETARY POSITIONS
planet sign degree
Sun Libra 23°30'11 end of house 10
Moon Cancer 28°01'57 in house 8
Mercury Libra 9°07'24 in house 10
Venus Scorpio 25°09'46 in house 12
Mars Scorpio 5°22'36 in house 11
Jupiter Gemini 0°00'29 in house 6
Saturn Leo 15°17'14 end of house 8
Uranus Scorpio 6°36'21 in house 11
Neptune Sagittarius 11°58'50 in house 1
Pluto Libra 12°03'48 in house 10
True Node Scorpio 3°36'03 in house 11
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house. HOUSE POSITIONS (Placidus)
Ascendant Sagittarius 4°53'01
2nd House Capricorn 7°50'05
3rd House Aquarius 17°09'38
Imum Coeli Pisces 24°24'28
5th House Aries 23°37'46
6th House Taurus 16°06'53
Descendant Gemini 4°53'01
8th House Cancer 7°50'05
9th House Leo 17°09'38
Medium Coeli Virgo 24°24'28
11th House Libra 23°37'46
12th House Scorpio 16°06'53 Composite Horoscope midpoint method
PLANETARY POSITIONS
planet sign degree
Sun Scorpio 6°55'59 in house 12
Moon Taurus 0°12'06 in house 6
Mercury Scorpio 10°25'44 in house 12
Venus Scorpio 5°17'36 in house 12
Mars Scorpio 1°36'23 in house 12
Jupiter Pisces 18°33'04 in house 4
Saturn Cancer 17°12'43 in house 8
Uranus Libra 28°37'23 end of house 11
Neptune Sagittarius 8°12'39 in house 1
Pluto Libra 7°49'55 in house 11
True Node Sagittarius 11°00'58 in house 1
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house. HOUSE POSITIONS (Placidus)
Ascendant Scorpio 16°39'19
2nd House Sagittarius 15°52'01
3rd House Capricorn 23°23'32
Imum Coeli Pisces 4°27'09
5th House Aries 6°11'57
6th House Aries 29°06'21
Descendant Taurus 16°39'19
8th House Gemini 15°52'01
9th House Cancer 23°23'32
Medium Coeli Virgo 4°27'09
11th House Libra 6°11'57
12th House Libra 29°06'21
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ShadowLost
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posted April 11, 2016 08:48 PM
This is my only other serious relationship. We were very young and he was my first serious boyfriend. We were together for four years.(female)
born on 12 November 1972 local time: 5:40 am
in Anchorage, AK (US) U.T.: 15:40
149w54, 61n13 sid. time: 09:07:51 PLANETARY POSITIONS
planet sign degree
Sun Scorpio 20°21'46 in house 1
Moon Aquarius 2°22'16 in house 3
Mercury Sagittarius 11°44'03 in house 2
Venus Libra 15°25'25 in house 12
Mars Libra 27°50'10 end of house 12
Jupiter Capricorn 7°05'38 in house 3
Saturn Gemini 19°08'13 in house 8
Uranus Libra 20°38'25 in house 12
Neptune Sagittarius 4°26'27 in house 2
Pluto Libra 3°36'03 in house 11
True Node Capricorn 18°25'52 in house 3
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house. HOUSE POSITIONS (Placidus)
Ascendant Libra 28°25'37
2nd House Scorpio 23°53'58
3rd House Sagittarius 29°37'26
Imum Coeli Aquarius 14°29'51
5th House Pisces 18°46'07
6th House Aries 12°05'48
Descendant Aries 28°25'37
8th House Taurus 23°53'58
9th House Gemini 29°37'26
Medium Coeli Leo 14°29'51
11th House Virgo 18°46'07
12th House Libra 12°05'48 and Ju (male)
born on 7 April 1973 local time: 5:10 pm
in West Covina, CA (US) U.T.: 01+10
117w56, 34n04 sid. time: 06:22:54 PLANETARY POSITIONS
planet sign degree
Sun Aries 18°04'21 in house 7
Moon Gemini 19°55'11 in house 9
Mercury Pisces 20°33'39 in house 6
Venus Aries 17°37'19 in house 7
Mars Aquarius 8°38'34 in house 5
Jupiter Aquarius 8°00'40 in house 5
Saturn Gemini 16°09'33 in house 9
Uranus Libra 21°09'46 in house 1
Neptune Sagittarius 7°12'22 in house 3
Pluto Libra 2°39'51 end of house 12
True Node Capricorn 11°27'00 in house 4
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house. HOUSE POSITIONS (Placidus)
Ascendant Libra 4°49'30
2nd House Scorpio 2°16'32
3rd House Sagittarius 2°50'14
Imum Coeli Capricorn 5°15'21
5th House Aquarius 7°38'20
6th House Pisces 7°58'03
Descendant Aries 4°49'30
8th House Taurus 2°16'32
9th House Gemini 2°50'14
Medium Coeli Cancer 5°15'21
11th House Leo 7°38'20
12th House Virgo 7°58'03 Composite Horoscope midpoint method
PLANETARY POSITIONS
planet sign degree
Sun Aquarius 4°13'03 in house 4
Moon Aries 11°08'43 in house 6
Mercury Aquarius 1°08'51 in house 4
Venus Cancer 16°31'22 in house 9
Mars Sagittarius 18°14'22 in house 3
Jupiter Capricorn 22°33'09 end of house 3
Saturn Gemini 17°38'53 in house 9
Uranus Libra 20°54'06 in house 1
Neptune Sagittarius 5°49'25 in house 2
Pluto Libra 3°07'57 in house 12
True Node Capricorn 14°56'26 in house 3
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house. HOUSE POSITIONS (Placidus)
Ascendant Libra 16°37'33
2nd House Scorpio 13°05'15
3rd House Sagittarius 16°13'50
Imum Coeli Capricorn 24°52'36
5th House Aquarius 28°12'14
6th House Pisces 25°01'55
Descendant Aries 16°37'33
8th House Taurus 13°05'15
9th House Gemini 16°13'50
Medium Coeli Cancer 24°52'36
11th House Leo 28°12'14
12th House Virgo 25°01'55
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LaceyLeigh
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posted April 11, 2016 11:35 PM
Your synastry with your husband seems pretty intense, too.Mars/moon double whammy, your Neptune on his ascendant, his Neptune conjunct your Mercury. Your Venus conjunct his Pluto and your Uranus conjunct his sun. Your Mars conjunct his sun and depending on how wide you want to go with the orbs, you could have a Venus/Sun double whammy. You have some pretty harmonious Saturn aspects between you two and Jupiter, as well. Your Sun conjuncts his Ascendant, too! It really looks nice, I'm envious.   IP: Logged |
LaceyLeigh
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posted April 11, 2016 11:52 PM
With the Aries you have your Venus opposes his Sun and Venus. Uranus opposite sun and Venus, Venus conjunct Uranus. Pluto trine moon. His moon falls into your 8th conjuncting your Saturn. Soft Venus/Saturn aspects. His Mars and Jupiter widely conjuncting your moon. Saturn/Mercury hard aspects and Pluto conjunct the ascendant.It seems like you have a thing for guys with Libra influences which is cool. To be honest with you, it seems like you and the Virgo are the least compatible out of the three guys. IP: Logged |
LaceyLeigh
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posted April 11, 2016 11:54 PM
It looks like you enjoy hard Saturn aspects, unfortunately they seem to make it hard to let go sometimes..IP: Logged |
LaceyLeigh
Knowflake Posts: 699
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posted April 11, 2016 11:57 PM
I'd rank the synastry with your husband as number 1, then the Aries and then the Virgo. I like what Lotis had to say about the idealism that can come with an early departure. Very true. IP: Logged |
LaceyLeigh
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posted April 11, 2016 11:59 PM
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ShadowLost
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posted April 13, 2016 01:44 PM
Thank you for the insight. It's jnteresting. My husband and I always seem to speak two different languages. We end up in an argument because we don't understand. I am lacking confidence, self esteem, and feel stuck in a rut. He is finally accomplishing something. He should have his degree by the end of June. IP: Logged |
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