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Topic: what happens when trs Saturn conj. your n.Mars&Neptune conj.
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sis
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posted September 29, 2016 05:19 PM
  
I am a double cap. I have Mars,Neptune,NN conjunction in the 12th house Sag. I am 42 years old. The relationships - fantasy loaded affairs would be the right word- I have always been illusioned about the men in my life... Trs. Saturn when first touched my n M,N,NN conjunction.. the truth was told to me brutaly by the man I was having an on/affair with for almost 7 years... that he only sees me as a friend with benefits... hurt so much... kicked him out of my life.. for 7 months I did not answer his calls, his messages.. but being part of the same crowd we eventualy ended talking to each other..
and then by backtracking his words, he one more time convinced me to keep having sex with him... in the last round he was very loving, caring & attentive..but still.. experience kept whispering in my ear.. he is what he is and he is going to do it again.. Saturn retograded. and turned direct. and he is one more time making an exact conjunction to my M,N,NN... and one more time exactly the same way I got burned by him. He has always been deceptive and openly lied to me and I kept forgiving him because of whatever meaning I gave to him in my fantasy land. I was waiting for this. Watching Saturn slowly slowly getting closer to 12th stelium... But you know when you want something too much, you disregard previous experiences and convince yourself that Saturn effect can be be turning a fantasy into reality instead of being a reality tearing down beautiful illusions. Well, the outcome is reality slapping to your face...
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Koniucha
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posted September 29, 2016 05:34 PM
So I am a sag ascendant with mars in my 12th house and Neptune conjunct ascendant. Saturn has already passed my Mars and is slowly on his way to my ascendant and Neptune. With Mars in my 12th house, I tend to create this illusion about man and have a hard time seeing them for who they really are. I met this guy almost right when Saturn entered my 12 house and I completely fell for him. In fact I'm having a hard time letting him go. But I really feel like he came into my life to teach me a lesson, to wake me up to my delusions. Unfortunately I haven't had any luck at all with men in my life. I'm hoping Saturn can help change that. IP: Logged |
sis
Knowflake Posts: 483
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posted September 29, 2016 06:04 PM
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Originally posted by Koniucha:
So I am a sag ascendant with mars in my 12th house and Neptune conjunct ascendant. Saturn has already passed my Mars and is slowly on his way to my ascendant and Neptune. With Mars in my 12th house, I tend to create this illusion about man and have a hard time seeing them for who they really are. I met this guy almost right when Saturn entered my 12 house and I completely fell for him. In fact I'm having a hard time letting him go. But I really feel like he came into my life to teach me a lesson, to wake me up to my delusions. Unfortunately I haven't had any luck at all with men in my life. I'm hoping Saturn can help change that.
Even though I have several other issues such as Saturn being in the 7th, Venus opposite Saturn, Venus square Pluto, Venus square Chiron and I have pluto squared mercury conjunct venus - a compulsive thinker about love.. My experience about 12th hs Mars conjunct Neptune is idealism, romanticism, creativity and compassion... but it is escapism,creating illusions about men,sexual fantasies, searching for exalted sex ( it's always better in dreams )as well. Yin Yang... I can go on and on about my mars neptune conjunction. even though it is not so much relevant to what we are discussing I find the following description very true about me ' mars beats neptune and neptune dies- mars is left without inspiration, neptune throws acid to mars mars dies- neptune is left without drive " Saturn..yes he always comes with a lesson.. It's vital, it's necessary for future happiness which we lack due to unwise choices, illusions we create about men... I hope you and I receive the famous gift of Saturn while leaving 
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Koniucha
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posted September 29, 2016 06:53 PM
Do you notice that you are attracted to or attract Neptune or Pisces influenced men? Every guy that I have had some sort of involvement with has had Neptune squaring their personal planets, with most of them having sun square Neptune. Unfortunately it has always been the shadow side  IP: Logged |
sis
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posted September 29, 2016 07:28 PM
I have not realised it until you mentioned it.my first love my Pisces. At the time I did not know astrology so I do not know if he had any neptune-personal planet aspect. the second biggest love a rocknroll fantasy lasted for 3 years. He has sun opposite neptune ... the third biggest love which this entry is dedicated to has moon square neptune. He is sun,venus,mars scorpio... I am on/off crying tonight... Looking at my chart trs.Neptune square Mars, trs.Pluto conjunct Venus... It has been a while since they are activated and they will be with me for another 2 years this time without Saturn. what will happen ? another heartbreaking love affair possibly... sigh... I am really tired of existance... IP: Logged |
Koniucha
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posted September 29, 2016 07:55 PM
Well at the very least, know that you aren't alone. I feel very blessed to be Neptunian IP: Logged | |
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