posted June 21, 2018 07:05 AM            

i really need help with these synastry and composite charts. im the scorp sun. his rising sign is actually unknown but he's striking me as scorp rising. so dont give too much faith on his asc, i guess.

im actually ready to disappear on this person. to make a story short. we can't date. different backgrounds, his community wouldnt accept me and he wouldn't take the risk

we've been talking and i think we could become great friends. there's something that i havent told him that might upset him in the future (very private and sensitive) but whatever. ill take the risk. it's not the main issue in this post anyways.

now, the convos flow very well and there's this ease. and, he's so open with me. i can see us sharing things that we wouldnt share with other people. the issue is that after we chat, i cant help but think of him. i even anticipate the day i'll see him. sometimes i wonder if im the only one feeling this unexplainable feeling. sometimes i feel that we're both feeling something (whatever that is) but we pretend that nothing is happening and we don't talk about it. like an elephant in the room. does this make sense? btw, he's dating other girls and he seems very happy about it

anyways, it's a weird feeling and, i fear getting hurt so i already created a horary chart asking if i should bolt before i get hurt.

the reason i write 'here i go again' is because many years ago, i had an amazing friend who was a scorp. we could talk and talk and we understood each other so well. i ended up catching feelings for him but, he implied he loved me as a friend and i detected that much of it was cause his family wouldnt accept me. again, different backgrounds. i felt very hurt. i dont want to be in a situation where im going to end up feeling very attached to a guy (again). on the other hand, i could also just be a good friend. the saddest thing is that my ideal rship would be one that started as friendship and ended up becoming a romantic relationship.

so, could someone explain what's going on, advice.

posted June 22, 2018 09:05 AM            

also, i think we have sun-merc-venus conjuction in the composite. the Venus is semisextile to sun which some interpret as a conjunction