posted January 22, 2019 03:04 PM            

I'll say a few things that I see in your natal chart first and then I'll talk about the synastry.

You have a chart full of air signs but so many watery aspects and house placements which makes it even more difficult for you to express your emotions that you probably surpress maybe without being aware of it.

• Mercury in Aqua gives a bright, progressive mind, crazy genious kind of, ahead of its time.

• Mercury-Neptune conjuction
is one aspect I really dislike because it kind of makes people afraid of being blunt, of firmly voicing what they want/need/like/dislike. They tend to be afraid of fights and loud/tense conversations. Memory is not good, kind of foggy. Their jugdement of other people is wrong and leads to disappointment. Deceipt might go both ways. You might be the deceitful one, telling white lies in order to avoid something or make yourself look good. Or.. You attract deceitful people. However many times it's just that you don't see others for who they are. And that goes for hard Neptune aspects in general.

• Aqua Sun in conjuction with Uranus it's like a double Uranian energy.
You have an authentic personality, you are different which may make you feel lonely and detached. Like an outcast. You are maybe considered an attractive weirdo.
Neptune here doesn't worry me much, it loses its strenth since Uranus supports Sun and I don't find it as negative as Mercury-Neptune.

• Your Mars in Scorpio is strong but being in your 12th H (house of Neptune) definately weakens it. Ih boy.. And I just realised that you have Mars square Neptune.. You are so highly Neptunian. So your Mars receives double Neptune energy by aspect and house placement.
In a man's chart this is an aspect I dread.
It indicates a trauma connected to the father. I know a few cases of Piscean Mars/Neptunian Mars men. The father may be absent literally so the child doesn't have the male role model in his early years. The second possibillity is a father who sabotages the child, makes it feel less of a man, these result in a child having low self esteem and being afraid of expressing his anger and act freely. Actually because of his actions being surpressed he is confused later in life about how to take action and often he hides his actions which is very common with Mars in 12th H.
In many cases these people have difficulty saying "No", it's a people pleaser aspect. The native often blames other for doing things he didn't want. He is passive aggressive, he may have killed you 100 times in his mind but he is very calm outsede. The anger is kept inside.
Often those people admire men who are "manly" according to them like having a muscular body, or being openly aggressive etc.
This aspect is one of the most dangerous for addictions drug/alcohol/sex most often than not it's all of these at the same time.
Also the heroe who wants to save others or the opposite of the victim who wants to be save is very common with this aspect and I belueve even more common with someone so intensely Neptunian

• Neptune in your 3rd H conjuncts your 4th H.
The 4th H is an angular house, angural houses (1st/7th and 4th/10th) have a great importance especially their cusps.
Neptune affects both your 3rd H which is Mercury's house and your 4th H cusp. When conjucting an angle Neptune the native doesn't know how to achieve what he/she wants in life or is confused about he/she even want in life. There is a confusion about how to tart something since angular houses are ruled by cardinal signs which are the ones good at making a start, taking the first step but usually have difficulty to keep on doing it for long. Fixed signs are good at continuing something longterm but have difficulty changing when change is needed. Mutable signs are very adaptive when it comes to changes but get bored quickly and can't keep doing the same thing longterm.

PLEASE BE CAREFUL, Do not try drugs and if you're already doing stop it at once.

• Jupiter in Pisces in 5th H.
Ugh.. Jupiter in Pisces ruled by Neptune same as your 5th H. Jupiter likes Neptunian things and Neptune means loss of boundaries, combined with 5th H matters and Jupiter makes sure there is overindulgence in a
5th H matters (entertainment/recreation/fun/parties/casual sex/children)

I'm seriously worried for you.

Neptune is all over your chart, making you an escapist, want to escape thw real world because it disappoints you or makes you tired in one way or another.

• Pluto opposite Moon & Moon in 8th H of Pluto.
Gives intense deep emotions, good intuition which hopefully helps your Mercury-Neptune conjunction. However I recently learned that when we have a hard aspect like in this case Moon-Pluto, the Moon will look to ease the intense energy by using a positive aspect as an outlet. In this case it is the sextile that Moon is making to your Neptune. Which practically means that you will try to make your Moon (emotions) feel good by Neptunian things..

I don't think I've ever come across such a highly Neptunian chart.

• Saturn conjunct DSC and more.
This is the first time in my life I feel that Saturn is helping someone's natal chart by forming hard aspects!
Saturn conjucting an angle and making hard aspects with Neptune and almost all of the planets that Neptune aspects gives me hope that Saturn is somehow grounding all that Neptune energy. My worry is that all the hard Saturnian aspects are out of sign. It could mean that the Saturnian effect is too weak to hold all that Neptunian energy grounded.
However of one thing I'm sure about your Saturn, being so close to your DSC it makes you want an earthy, trusty, stable partner especially since your DSC is in Taurus (earthy, fixed, sensual sign) ruled by your Venus both natally and naturally. Which brings me to your:

• Venus in Aqua
Your Venus indicates your tastes, values, the way you want to be loved and the way you show love. So Aqua Venus needs mental connection and freedom, doesn't like someone who is possessive, pushy and clingy. Maybe it indicates weird tastes and values. Likes foreign people/things. Uranus rules techology and electricity. You may attract people who are not avalaible in some way (for example people who live far, who are in a relationship/married etc)
I happen to have Leo Venus and Capricorn DSC
I attract and am attracted to whatever my DSC indicates, not my Venus.
So I think this applies generally in most cases including yours. Meaning that you maingly what your DSC represents.

• Uranus in 4th H.
This placement indicates an unstable home/family, native may not want to make his own family and it might be for the best. This placement gives me what I wanted in order to justify your father's tyranical behavior. Just Sun (which indicates our father) in Aqua, and Saturn (also indicates our father) in Aries, aren't enough for me personally by themselves to indicate a father like yours unless your father has lots of Aries/Martian or Aqua/Uranian energy natally. Still.. But you Aqua Sun, Aries Saturn along with your Uranus in 4th H and Mars-Neptune square are more than enough for me to see how your father is and makes you feel.
Neptune conjucting your 4th H also kind of explains your "pure" leaving by the bible father.

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I was supposed to say a just a few things about your chart 😁😁😁
I have more things to say about your natal chart and the synastry so please don't comment yet until I post Part 2 (hopefully by tomorrow, be a little patient).
Also English is not my first language, so it takes me a few hours to type such long replies. Plus concentration is not my forte and I somehow end up being out of topic too often 😄

posted January 23, 2019 05:37 AM            

Having Neptune aspecting so many of your personal planets gives you artistic/creative talents and a vivid imagination. You might be a good singer/dancer/writer/actor even multiple of these at the same time. Neptune may also give you healing abillities or make you somebow involved with hospitals/prison (12th H places) where you somehow help those who suffer.

A lot of Neptunian people may have talents but what gives me hope in your case is that Mars-Neptune square.
Mars is how we take action and is fueled by Neptune's imagination in this case.
Neptune fantasizes Mars takes action to make Neptune's fantasy a reality.
While Neptune-Moon and Neptune-Mercury apects for example are fine just by fantasizing.
That is also why Mars-Neptune can also be the most dangerous compared to other hard Neptune aspects.

Your Neptunian energy combined with your Aquarian energy can make your artistic/creative talents progressive/weird in a good way.

Your chart makes me feel like it promises something big.

• You have Sun and Mercury in Aqua..
I can't count anymore how many Aquas I know who get lucky with money pretty early. I belueve those people are born to be rich even if they don't want it.

• Pluto in 2nd H
I have Jupiter, Venus (the 2 benefics) and Mars in 2nd H and I recently mentioned in another thread that how they don't work as I'm not lucky in materials and money as I "should" given these placements (which are negatively aspected but anyway).
I haven't seen 2nd H being activated in self made rich people with the only exception being Pluto in the 2nd H. Even if the native is not filthy rich he/she will be at least financially comfortable.
So it's definately a plus.

• Jupiter in 5th H in Pisces
Your 5th H also ruled by Neptune.
5th H is house of fun, entertainment, creativity and children. You may be lucky in those matters. It definately gives a boost to your already artistic/creative natal chart.

• Last but not least it's the North Node. It is an important part of our charts which shows the path we should follow in order to feel happy and fullfilled. However because we are completely unfamiliar with our North Node and we don't know how to do it, it makes us feel very uncomfortable. Usually we avoid it and it troubles us in our early years of life (I'm talking about our first 30-35 years 😜

If our North Node is supported by personal planets it's easier for us to understand it and follow it. If it's not supported or even worse it's "subotaged" by our natal planets then it's even difficult for us to follow it.

South Node is in the exact opposite sign (same exact degrees) and house from the North Mode. South Node is where we feel comfortable because we know it well but it keeps us behind. What we should opt for is a balance between North Node and South Node.

• Your North Node in 10th H
Whatever planet/point/asteroid is in our Angular houses becomes very important.
10th H is the house of carrier so North Node wants you to focus there. The opposite house is the 4th H the house of family where your South Node lies. The family/home theme make you feel more comfortable than the 10th H carrier/job does in some way.
You dream of a carrier but you don't know how to start, how to achieve it.

• Your North Node in Leo
Leo is proud, dynamic, fiery, demands attention, has high self esteem. Aqua is the awkward sign, detached and doesn't feel comfortable being in the spotlight.
North Node in Leo wants you to be in the spotlight in the 10th H matters of carrier.
Which could also mean being famous!

10th H is one of the rich houses since many famous people have a packed 10th H.

• Your Jupiter is also in 5th H which is naturally ruled by Leo

• Mars in Scorpio is in your 12th H but extremely close in your 1st H. It is already in your 1st H by progressions.
It's like you step out of the hidden 12th H and go out in the spotlight (1st H)

All these I mentioned (some indicators less and some more important than others) make me feel like you will definately do something big!

I can't decide if you will do it young like it tends to be with Aquas or if you'll achieve it later in life because of Neptune adding confusion on your personal planets and angles, and your North Node in 10th H.
I believe it will take you more time since you also lack cardinal signs but once you'll find the way you'll know how to keep up and how to continue doing it.

• The quickest way to learn your North Node is to interact with people whose personal planets conjunct it.
You will notice that people whose planets negatively aspect your North Node by opposition or square, will make you feel like they keep you behind. Although the ones opposing it may make you feel comfortable ( because it means they conjunct your South Node) but at some point you may feel like you have outgrown the relationship with them (be it friendship/professional/intimate etc).

People whose planets conjuct your North Node may make you feel uncomfortable and gibe you an urge to run away. You will admire the planet person but at the same time you may feel uncomfortable even bothered by the way the planet energy expresses itself.

Which brings me to the Capricorn guy..

He has his Moon in Leo conjuncting your North Node. Usually the North Node person feels an intense attraction for the planet person. It kind if feels like their meeting was fated.
The North Node person is hungry for the planet's person energy because it makes the North Node person learn how to move forward to his North Node path.
Since it's his Moon conjuncting your NN it is the way he feels, his emotions that you should learn from.
I had this with someone and he told me that I taught him how to feel.

The North Mode person is attracted to the planet because it has to learn from it.

• Pluto in 7th H
Although I don't have experience (personal or not) with this synastry aspect. I've read that the Pluto person is obsessed to make a relationship with the 7th H person. I don't remember if it's your Pluto in his 7th H or his Pluto in your 7th H.

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posted January 23, 2019 05:39 AM            

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Originally posted by Electro DGX:
Thanks for taking the time to write this out, but sorry, don't bother with part two. Part one didn't resonate with me or my circumstances, and a lot of it just isn't accurate and just doesn't apply. It feels like you just over-emphasized the influence of Neptune in my chart and only focused on the cons of the Neptunian energy; it felt insulting to read. A lot of the issues you suggested from it aren't present in my life, which includes drug addiction, compulsive lying, terrible character judgment, fear of anger, etc.

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You're welcome,
That's why I asked you to not comment because I wasn't going to see it before I finished the 2nd Part (losing the text when I open another tab) and I was kind of expecting you weren't going to like it both based on your natal chart and my Aqua Saturn conjucting and squaring all your planets.

I'm happy you are not involved with drugs however you are very young (you must be around 20 yo) and taking into consideration your father's attitude, the way that you feel about him (from the few things you told me at the other thread) and the fact that you live with him (it's like he kind of keeps you under control in a way) I believe that it plays its part in this, I wonder if it would be the same if you were to be independent.

I gave you a few possibillities for each of your aspects which are negative aspects by the way. One of them was you telling white lies or attracting deceiptful people.
You know what "or" means but you chose to focus in one of the possibillities as if it was the only one I gave you.

If you check online your natal Neptune aspects you'll see that the cons are stressed out everywhere for a reason. Natal Neptune hard aspects have the worst interpretations.

A few of the things you say seem a bit contradictive, it feels like you deny some here but you kind of confirmed them with what you said in the other thread.

posted February 01, 2019 09:04 AM            

Neptunians can fantasise and create *without* substances :-)

https://waxlobster.blogspot.com/2018/05/escapism-in-natal-chart-how-we-have.html

If it wasn't for our Neptune creatives we wouldn't have all the amazing music, books and films that we do... ♥

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posted February 02, 2019 08:09 PM            

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Originally posted by waxlobster:
I wrote an article on my blog about how Neptune really doesn't mean 'addiction' or 'drugs' at all.

Neptunians can fantasise and create *without* substances :-)

https://waxlobster.blogspot.com/2018/05/escapism-in-natal-chart-how-we-have.html

If it wasn't for our Neptune creatives we wouldn't have all the amazing music, books and films that we do... ♥

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