posted November 13, 2019 08:15 AM
I am seeing someone whom relationships tend to trigger intense defensive reactions from.Chiron is the "i never know when its enough" momentum. Like Jupiter, it expands the insecurities one has (that's the connection) from an unconscious point of view.
Chiron is chronic.You have to learn to live side by side with it.It doesn't go away and is not a "wound" imo. It is the most fallible part of you that is perfectly HUMAN.
Chiron in Aries/conj Mars-I never know when I have asserted myelf enough.Am I strong enough? Brave enough? Can I fight or stand up for myself.
Chiron in Taurus/conj Ven-I never know when I have enough stuff.Do i have enough food? Do I have enough to keep me warm? Will the affections run out? If other factors allow,addiction to pleasure or debauchery can result. Hoarding too.
Chiron in Cancer/conj Moon-I never feel safe, I never feel secure, I can't rely on anyone to make me feel comfortable.Will I have somewhere to sleep? Is the rent paid? Will my home be burglarized? This can result in someone being overprotective or defensive of themselves in associations.
Chiron conjunct the "other" 7th.So other people (especially those in close interaction with him) tend to trigger the Chiron response.
Chiron in Cancer square Mars in Pisces/opp Uranus in Sag. I don't feel strong enough(Mars).I fear that other people (7th)can see how "weak" I am.Sudden outburst & retreats from those close to them(Ura wide square with Dsc).
Chiron in Can opp Sat in Sag-Am I capable/competent ? Am I at my best? Is there room for improvement?I don't feel respected.People don't take me seriously. The wall is up and one wants always appear "in control" when interacting with others(7th).
Chiron in Cancer opp Neptune-I feel exposed, I feel like I don't have enough privacy, I always feel "invaded", I want to keep shutting the door? I should always have my own room please with quiet time alone. Don't invade my thoughts.They belong to me.
This individual always tries to assert their boundaries & insist on privacy when interacting with others(7th).You may never really know what they are really thinking because they reveal very little to others(7th).
So now with all those walls up, you can see why duplicitous "you will never know who I really am" Gemini is in distant planet Jupiter.
Venus is in very particular Virgo in the 8th house. Sexual celibacy can often be the result with this placement-given that cerebral Gemini Jup is in the 5th.
Add to that Venus rules the 4th with Moon there. Taurus Moon is in the sign of exaltation but the planet is in its house of domicile. So here we have a homebody individual whom can be very "inwardly" focused.
The added Pluto in Scorpio by opposition suggests defensive emotional responses(echoing Chiron in Can). He sees the external world as very threatening (Scorpio Mc) and keeps to himself to avoid the emotional uncertainty & keep peace(Tau Ic) within.