posted August 31, 2020 02:42 PM            

Looking at the Composite, the Nodes are on the MC/IC axis, this usually gives the feeling of a long lasting bond, so maybe this is why you feel you cant imagine your life without him and wonder if you're soulmates.
The Sun/Mercury midpoint is conjunct to Psyche and opposite Moon, this shows that your emotional bond with him is linked to your communication and with psyche involved this affects you deeply.
The healing vibe is there with Moon/Jupiter midpoint conjunt Chiron and opposite Venus, also in synastry (dont know who's who) the red Jupiter/Chiron midpoint is conjunct the blue Chiron, it seems to me that the blue person is the one receiving support and the red person feels as well healed as they support the blue person. The opposition to Saturn might make this dynamic very binding but it also might contain a draining side effect. The Composite Chiron/Venus opposition might give an extremely intense sense of intimacy to your exchanges.
Again in Composite, the Juno/Jupiter midpoint is square to Pluto/Vertex, this is deeply transformative and karmic but carries a struggle in restraining feelings or chances to openly establish the relationship as if they both feel that there's a line that cant be crossed and maybe unconscious dynamics where deep feelings are holden back. Jupiter also forms a YOD with Pluto and Saturn, so again this suggests that at romantic level the relationship could be restrained by each individual different life paths or ambitions.
With Venus/Uranus quincunx to Moon and square Amor/Eros, there's an unattainable vibe, maybe there are again great desires to share more on an earthly and romantic plane, but venus/uranus give an emotional instability, it looks like a fantasy or wish they both carry inside since long but never got the chance to definitely manifest. My overall feeling is that there's a balance in their communication dynamic that they might be afraid to damage whether they took any step further.

posted September 01, 2020 02:00 AM            

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Originally posted by Stoika7:
Hi sidneyprescott,

Looking at the Composite, the Nodes are on the MC/IC axis, this usually gives the feeling of a long lasting bond, so maybe this is why you feel you cant imagine your life without him and wonder if you're soulmates.
The Sun/Mercury midpoint is conjunct to Psyche and opposite Moon, this shows that your emotional bond with him is linked to your communication and with psyche involved this affects you deeply.
The healing vibe is there with Moon/Jupiter midpoint conjunt Chiron and opposite Venus, also in synastry (dont know who's who) the red Jupiter/Chiron midpoint is conjunct the blue Chiron, it seems to me that the blue person is the one receiving support and the red person feels as well healed as they support the blue person. The opposition to Saturn might make this dynamic very binding but it also might contain a draining side effect. The Composite Chiron/Venus opposition might give an extremely intense sense of intimacy to your exchanges.
Again in Composite, the Juno/Jupiter midpoint is square to Pluto/Vertex, this is deeply transformative and karmic but carries a struggle in restraining feelings or chances to openly establish the relationship as if they both feel that there's a line that cant be crossed and maybe unconscious dynamics where deep feelings are holden back. Jupiter also forms a YOD with Pluto and Saturn, so again this suggests that at romantic level the relationship could be restrained by each individual different life paths or ambitions.
With Venus/Uranus quincunx to Moon and square Amor/Eros, there's an unattainable vibe, maybe there are again great desires to share more on an earthly and romantic plane, but venus/uranus give an emotional instability, it looks like a fantasy or wish they both carry inside since long but never got the chance to definitely manifest. My overall feeling is that there's a balance in their communication dynamic that they might be afraid to damage whether they took any step further.

Hope this wasnt too scary for you :-))

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This wasn’t scary at all. You actually nailed it, Stoika7! Thank you! It’s funny because our “relationship” is not a romantic relationship. It’s more like a brother/sister friendship and probably the best one I have had. And sometimes I do wonder if he has feelings for me or how our relationship would be if I’d date him but I also don’t wanna jinx anything and I think it’s so fascinating that you were able to tell me all of this by looking at the composite. I have already spent hours trying to decipher the composite but I am not advanced in it. I have to admit there is a sense of intimacy between our exchanges and there have been moments where people actually thought we were dating because of how we treated each other publicly but, again, I don’t wanna mess up our friendship. I’d rather keep him around for eternity (wishful / hopeful thinking!)

posted September 21, 2020 06:40 PM            

So good to hear from you! No worries at all, I hope everything is fine with you and family!!

Well... yes, at emotional level you might feel such a lack of support, and Saturn square Juno looks a little heavy in this pictures, still quite binding, but potentially putting a big burden, as if you might end up staying together forever based more on the solid friendshsip you have but losing the true emotional side of the romantic couple... 'cept for this, the quincunxes are challenges that can be worked out, and by the way with Pluto square the Juno/Jupiter midpoint it seems there's a strong sexual chemistry here...