posted October 07, 2020 05:48 AM            

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This connection has come into my otherwise pretty stable life and been a huge destabalizer. At the same time it has been profoundly healing? On both sides? I feel almost "sucked in" to this, like some black hole I can't get away from. And maybe don't want to...
If I break contact, I feel out of control sad and terrible. Like I'm some emotionally immature 16 yr old again. I dream about what will happen at the next meeting with this person for months now and it always comes true.
So the psychic connection is off the charts.

There has been no romantic contact. Lots of platonic physical though because of the professions we are both in. We both work in body therapies and have treated one another. None-the-less, this connection is incredibly intimate in some way I can't explain. Like raw vulnerability and just "common understanding". We're both married. I am happily so. Him - not so much.

I see this Venus square pluto thing and I read that can be a type of Persephone-Hades connection. Has anyone heard of this or know more about it? Also I have sun in the 8th and he has moon in the 8th. So there is this weird bond we have over needing to share our deepest pain and help each other heal.

This whole thing is driving me crazy and frankly scares me. What the hell is this? It's like I feel like I should run as fast as possible but...I can't/don't want to? Am I in trouble here?