posted December 21, 2020 09:49 PM            

The composite chart has Neptune conjunct the south node which can be a sign of visions so in can see you did have fore sight about him.the satin/Jupiter midpoint is square the node and Neptune which is also coherent with seeing this older man.these symbols can teect a strong relationship though whether it is romantic is not clear.

The vertex axis is conjunct to the DSC/ASC axis which again confirms that there is a other worldly connection between you.but I do have some reservations because many times the vertex will cause a obsession for someone.the node energy in your composite is more predictable whereas the vertex energy very often does not reflect what is possible .but as you have both of these energies then the possibly does exist that this might turn out as you hope.
The vertex is square to the nessus/priapus opposition.this is somewhat problematic because if you ate picking up a past life vertex bration,then this pattern could be unfavorable.
For you to have this dynamic in the composite makes me think that you may be karmically attracted because you have had abusive experiences inyour life because this pattern can reflect sexual abuse.
I don't see any hard aspects to nessus so this need not be unfavorable especially as you are sensitive to emtional pain in him.
Nessus can who healing powers but very loyal infrequently.
The composite chare does have very loving aspects with mars/psyche square to Venus/Eros.so there is a spontaneous affection between you which would soften any hardness nessus has.
The Juno/Jupiter midpoint is conjunct mars and psyche show a serious relationship is not out of the questionbu
But as to the future.....???
I only know that everything you have said I true by the chart .usually with a vertex I advise to forget it ,but I can't say tat to you because so mush rings true