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Topic: Out of left field situation
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LF DX
Knowflake Posts: 641
From: Paraguay
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted September 22, 2021 03:29 PM
  
A famous model/actress texted me on tinder, and we hit it off pretty quickly, we're setting a date this friday on a cultural center, but I have many doubts and fears.She's quite older than me, and she has been on the spotlight for a long time, doing many endeavours in art, music, modeling, and socio-cultural issues. Also, a single mom, of a young early 20's model. I'm right now in the middle of a spiritual therapy, healing my past issues, dealing finally with me being on the spectrum(asperger), issues with my family, traumas, going to a psychologist(online), learning new stuff, and slowly finally going out and make my way into the music world again after being isolated because of the COVID situation (I'm fully vaccinated at this point). And on top of it, I'm learning how to be an adult, as I'm turning 30 soon, I have an existential crisis on maturing and dealing with the real world in a more "grown-up" way. She's not the first older woman that I ended up having some sort of connection/fast attraction, but how fast I've been hooked, and how fast she did a strong impression did shocked me. As I've feel someone like her wouldn't even dared to pay attention to me. We more or less have the same vibe when it comes to music, art, spiritualism, politics, etc. But the life experience gap is very big, and I don't have enough self-esteem yet to enjoy to the fullest this experience I think, but I'll give it a shot and see where it leads.     IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 148277
From: I hold a Juris Doctorate (J.D.) and a Legum Magister (LL.M.)!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 23, 2021 05:02 PM
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LF DX
Knowflake Posts: 641
From: Paraguay
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted September 26, 2021 07:13 PM
BumpDate went OK, things are going slow, I'm starstruck but so far I think I did a good job, I enjoy the vibe of this woman, let's see where it goes. IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 148277
From: I hold a Juris Doctorate (J.D.) and a Legum Magister (LL.M.)!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 04, 2021 12:37 PM
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Stoika7
Knowflake Posts: 2146
From: Rome, Italy
Registered: Mar 2019
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posted October 04, 2021 02:56 PM
Hi LF DX,
"where it goes" is the question here :-)
The Composite Nodes square Neptune is the big question mark since it gives a lot of uncertainties on where the two people stand in the relationship... The chart is very "supernatural" cause Lilith is exactly square to the Nodes and Vertex is conjunct Mars quincunx North Node, it looks very karmic but likely as "unfinished business". There is an higher plane where you may feel very intimate but it seems difficult to let the same energy manifest on the earthly plane, 'cept for the sexual one. But here things get a bit complicated because the Pluto/Mars/Venus-Juno t-square could make things pretty obsessive/push and pull dynamic... Moreover, the Moon/Chiron midpoint is opposite Saturn and square Sun, whereas Chiron-Saturn opposition is square to the IC/MC axis. Emotionally, along the other t-square, this looks like an emotional roller coaster. Uranus is involved in the opposition, and this gives great instability and emotional ups and downs... Be careful because this can get very intense and unstable at the same time, and with Chiron involved this whole thing may make you very vulnerable. IP: Logged |
Aubyanne
Moderator Posts: 6735
From: Tinseltown, Hollyweird, The Multiverse
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted October 04, 2021 11:01 PM
It’s a big lesson here, LF, with that NODES flip. First thing that leapt out at me. I’ve gotta do more than glance at the rest, as there’s a lot out there.IP: Logged | |
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