posted July 22, 2023 05:06 AM
I'm 44. I've been married (twice) and had 5 children...and I've had lovers. I've had an exciting and colorful life..But with Venus and Sun in the 12th house relationships have lacked joy and emotional fulfillment.
I always blamed my connections, but really it has been me. What I prioritize. Spiritual love and beauty and freedom have caused me to transform and shed my old skin so many times. I love so deeply, but in the end I am the one who doesn't stick around.
But there's hope for new kinds of experiences and I'm excited. Looking at my progressions, as I approach my 50s Venus crosses my ascendant. I already feel the shift. I become more beautiful the older I get. I am also more abundant. Life is much easier. And I only see it becoming more beautiful and abundant.
I know that no 30 year old wants to hear about life getting better in their 50s lol. My only point is to say, take care of your life. Love yourself for who you are, honor what your true needs are. Take care of your life and love it for what it is. It will give back.