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Topic: Haven't even met this person yet but can't stop dreaming of them. Feels weird/intense
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anthy Newflake Posts: 8 From: Registered: Mar 2023
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posted March 27, 2023 06:24 PM
First saw this guy in passing a few months ago, like late November. Didn't interact but kept getting reminded of him on and off until about February when I had a delayed reaction like, "I think I'm really into this guy." (Only found out after the fact that this February realization literally happened on my Venus return... 29* Pisces, naturally... good grief, I can't control the damn thing.)A friend of mine I've been confiding in about this suggested I do a synastry chart. Don't know his birth time, only the date. Was hoping to get a less biased set of eyes to make sense of it. I'm the Taurus ASC, inner ring. The chart, hopefully this link works I guess what really gets me is that it's extremely out of character for me to suddenly feel so intensely about someone I've never even really met. I'm also 1000% sure this person doesn't even know I exist so that's also weird to me. Normally I don't bother expending the energy crushing on someone I've missed the chance to talk to or be introduced to. It was also strange how often this person kept coming to mind between November and February. Even stranger is that I keep getting this weird, uh... I don't know how to describe it, like really bizarre recurring dreams about interacting with them. Or rather, more like *they* are the one interacting with me. I've been writing it off as just wish fulfillment because my Libra Moon's urge to play Agent Scully about everything is loud. Like I'm actually kind of embarrassed to say it, it feels so silly. Idk, though, maybe talking about it will make me feel less embarrassed and help me process it all in a healthy way. The last few weeks since February have been weird and intense surrounding this and I'm not sure how much I like it considering that Scully rationale in my mind is so skeptical about everything. Still, this is absolutely a first for me. I've never felt so freight trained by someone I don't even know. It's unlikely that we'd ever meet anyway, but my aforementioned friend works in the same field and would absolutely drag me along if there was a chance of crossing paths. So I mean... maybe that's kind of the intimidating thing too is that it's definitely not a zero percent chance or honestly even a critically low chance. I don't know. It's weird and I don't want to be a creep. I am just very intimidated by very big feels right now and am trying to placate that intimidation by dissecting/analyzing the only thing I can here and that is the synastry chart. IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 170579 From: I hold a Juris Doctorate (J.D.) and a Legum Magister (LL.M.)! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 28, 2023 09:19 AM
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StoneMoon Knowflake Posts: 1161 From: Registered: Apr 2018
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posted March 28, 2023 05:35 PM
It's his Pluto on your Moon. . That's an intense one. I have experienced only two people coming to visit me in my dreams, and both times Moon Pluto was involved. Is it possible this person knows about you? If so I would guess he feels it too. His Mars on your ASC is total attraction too. And he would feel that. IP: Logged |
anthy Newflake Posts: 8 From: Registered: Mar 2023
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posted March 28, 2023 10:38 PM
quote: Originally posted by Randall: Welcome!
Thank you! ^_^ quote: Originally posted by StoneMoon: It's his Pluto on your Moon. . That's an intense one. I have experienced only two people coming to visit me in my dreams, and both times Moon Pluto was involved. Is it possible this person knows about you? If so I would guess he feels it too. His Mars on your ASC is total attraction too. And he would feel that.
I had a feeling that Pluto-Moon conjunction could be part of this, but I never considered Pluto to be a contributor to dream stuff. Always kind of figured that to be a Neptune thing. Thank you for that insight! I highly doubt he knows of me, to be honest. I mean the chance of having heard of me in like, some online common interest spaces isn't a zero percent chance but it's pretty close. The dream thing's really been under my skin though (not in a bad way, I guess I'm not used to it is all.) I recently learned that he's pretty into... I'm not sure how to word it... I guess that branch of esotericism that doesn't rule out extrasensory things? I really have no way of knowing how true that is, it could just be friends gossiping or exaggerating. Still. Having learned that coupled with the frequency (and consistency) of the dreams, it's just. Interesting. The rational side of me says not to let my imagination get carried away here—even if he really is down a branch of esoterics that would explain this all, he'd certainly have to know me/know of me, I imagine, right? Regardless, it's a field of interests that's adjacent to my own but a total blind spot. IP: Logged |
StoneMoon Knowflake Posts: 1161 From: Registered: Apr 2018
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posted March 29, 2023 08:50 AM
If you are soul mates from another lifetime it's possible his soul is aware of you, if not his person in this life being aware of you. Think of it this way- some people dream of others before they meet them. Is this not possibly what is happening?IP: Logged |
anthy Newflake Posts: 8 From: Registered: Mar 2023
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posted March 29, 2023 05:04 PM
quote: Originally posted by StoneMoon: If you are soul mates from another lifetime it's possible his soul is aware of you, if not his person in this life being aware of you. Think of it this way- some people dream of others before they meet them. Is this not possibly what is happening?
Ok, that makes sense. I forgot that precognition is a total thing. I literally just had that happen the other morning with some earthquakes, so I can't rule that out. Funny enough, Venus is my chart ruler and Uranus in Taurus is said to be pretty on the nose about shaking things up. Venus conjunct Uranus and I'm dreaming about earthquakes. Good grief, astrology.  IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 170579 From: I hold a Juris Doctorate (J.D.) and a Legum Magister (LL.M.)! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 13, 2023 10:50 AM
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SimplyLuna Knowflake Posts: 668 From: Registered: Jul 2017
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posted April 15, 2023 01:19 AM
I think that's lovely anthy. Don't be afraid of the unknown. I too did the same, looking for answers and synastry/composite was one of them. But for me, I couldn't find it (and I spend over a year looking). I got my answers from a higher source after our major break up, the soul may very well just knows. His recognize mine and vice versa. When I accept it, I felt.. light. I dreamt of him before we met and I couldn't stop thinking of him. When we met up, it was the place we met in my dream: the beach. I felt I know him before. So you're not alone. Allow yourself to process and accept the experience. It's pretty wild. Yes.. I still dream of him. I feel linked to him even til this day.
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