posted January 05, 2024 01:46 PM            

I’m currently trying to go no contact with him AGAIN for the millionth time and I’m just praying it sticks! Getting away from him I often feel like I’m going through withdrawal I truly feel an addictive pull towards him.

posted January 08, 2024 05:17 PM            

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Originally posted by ChildofVenus:
Yes, it's addicting I have my Mars in this guys 8th house it's hard we also have Venus and Mars in the composite 8th house. I'm dating another guy but I still want this guy.

In our natal charts, we both have Venus in the 8th house as well.

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Oh wow! See I’m the house person at least to my knowledge idk his birth chart. But as the Mars person do you feel the pull as much?

This guy and I have a lot of history I actually wrote a post on him before I even learned about the house overlays and realizing that explained so much lol I’m doing no contact currently but apart of me hopes me misses me which idk why because we have no future. It’s just a weird feeling for me to not have him in my life. As toxic as we have become I still want him around! I know he keeps letting me come back though no matter what I do no matter what I say he never refuses me. And I didn’t understand it I thought that was just his way of using me for sex (which technically I guess we both are lol) but it’s not a conscious decision it’s more of like I just can’t help it kind of thing. But trust me I’ve tried everything! I’ve tried using other guys to make him mad etc and he just always will tell me yes anytime I ask smh. It’s hard trying to stick to leaving him alone when I know he’s always going to let be come back! I tried making him mad enough to cut me off and it just doesn’t work. I’ve even begged him to block me and he won’t smh

NYE I found out he was talking to another girl and I just want to let him go so we can both find healthy relationships. Hopefully he rly does like this girl. As sad as I was to find that out I was happy for him because as many times as I’ve tried to cut him off I never want to leave him lonely. So im happy he has someone to try and fill my void. Even though he still doesn’t want me to go I’m removing myself so he can hopefully build something real with this girl.