posted February 13, 2024 06:27 PM
Why can’t I shake him? 😩 I’m writing from my phone so don’t know how to upload charts but I’d rly appreciate some insight to our chart. I’ll write some noteworthy aspects since you can’t see the charts. And ps I have Venus in Aries he has Venus in Gemini so I think both of us aren’t too uncomfortable with our chaos 😩😂
I’ve wrote about him before but quick back story. We’ve own each other 4 years now and we have a very open fwb type of relationship. He’s tried to make it more in the past I denied but we remained in each others lives. Recently we’ve gotta even closer (as far as seeing each other more often due to me i was always the one keeping distance) I’ve rly started to feel the intensity in our relationship. I feel like we tend to be vulnerable to each other at different times. When he’s vulnerable im guarded and vice versa. Even though I think it’s probably for the best because if we were to both be vulnerable to each other at the same time it’s probably be way too intense. The distance and the restraint keeps some balance. And we also have a lot of Saturn influence in our synastry and natal. (He’s cap moon im cap asc) I’ve been trying to cut him off for months and I tend to leave and come back often it hasn’t stuck yet! Haven’t seen him since NYE I’m rly trying to let it go but I find myself craving our intensity and not to mention the sex is rly good (his Mars in my 8th house 😩 so even harder to let it go completely lol I’ve tried so many things to upset him but he rly doesn’t react to anything and he still never refuses me. I know I lack the discipline/desire at this moment to leave him alone forever so I try and get him to cut me off but he won’t do it. Maybe it’s boredom because I’m not currently seeing anyone else or maybe I rly just enjoy to passion or maybe it’s a little of both! 🤷♀️ he’s been the most consistent person in my life even with our unconventional dynamic there is a confort and security in feeling like he’s always there and he’s seen the worst of me and haven’t walked away. That’s what made me grow feelings for him is just seeing how accepting and consistent he’s been for me and even if he only does it for his own selfish benefit I do appreciate that he’s still here!
Without his birth time we have in synastry:
Me|Him
Mars opposite Mars (Pisces/Virgo) 4degrees
Asc conjuct moon (cap) exact degree
Sun & asc trine Mars (Taurus/cap-Virgo)
Venus trine sun (Aries/Leo) 4 degrees
Mars sextile moon (Pisces/cap) 3 degrees
Sun trine moon (Taurus/cap) 2 degrees
Sun square Saturn (Taurus/aqua) 3 degrees
Moon opposite sun (aqua/Leo) 3 degrees
Moon trine Jupiter (aqua/libra) 4 degrees
Mars trine pluto (Pisces/Scorpio) 3degrees
Saturn conjunct moon (cap) 2 degrees
Sun opposite Pluto (Taurus/Scorpio) 2 degrees
Pluto square sun (Taurus/Leo) 7 degrees
If the birth time I have for him is correct it would make our asc opposite cap/cancer exact degree
House overlay
His planets my house
Sun in my 7th
Moon in my 1st (which I also my natally)
Mercury & Venus in my 6th
Mars & Jupiter in my 8th
Saturn in my 1st (which I also my natally)
Uranus and Neptune in my 12th
Pluto in my 10th
Node in my 11th
Lilith in my 2nd
Chiron in my 7th (which I also my natally)
If his birth time is correct I would have a lot of planets in his 11th & 6th House and my moon in his 8th
Composite wise we have
Sun in cancer 1 degree
Moon in cap 29 degrees
Mercury in Gemini 29 degrees
Venus in Taurus 21 degrees
Mars in Sag 21 degrees
And a big composite aspect
Venus opposite Pluto 😩 1 degree