posted August 25, 2014 02:58 PM            

I'm being verbally and physically abused at home (I'm 23). As I can't find a job at the moment, I'm very stuck. I don't have any money and no friends (at all, for real). I have no close relatives as my parents cut everyone off. I'm very much on my own.

I can't borrow any money from the bank as I have 1k left to pay and they're threatening to sue me as I haven't been able to pay this remaining 1k because I don't have a job!

I've applied to every job under the sun and I've received 2 rejections and the rest didn't bother replying.

I'm stuck in a rut and I just have no clue what to do! I'm barely eating as I have no appetite and I barely leave my room because I'm too afraid of another fight. I don't understand why Karma hasn't caught up with my mother yet. My only option is suicide at the moment.

Am I going to move out?

posted August 25, 2014 08:49 PM            

Thank you. x

posted August 25, 2014 08:51 PM            

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Originally posted by MiaPluto:
Could you please tell which one of your parents are being abusive? I must see whether to look at the moon or the sun.

Thank you. x

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It's my mother.

Thank you Mia

posted August 25, 2014 09:25 PM            

Question: Am I going to leave this abusive environment soon?

The house which concerns apparently is the 6th house, for it is the daily routine/daily life, environment.

The ruler of the querent (you) is in the sixth house, confirming your concern.

The sixth house cusp is in cancer, which represents the moon (mother), so it is concerning her too.

We see that Jupiter (you) is making a square with both greater malefics (Mars & Saturn) and it shows how severe it is. You are being abused. In the 8th house, it shows that it is a secret matter for you.

To answer the question:

We see that Jupiter is aspecting both Mars and Saturn and the aspect is getting stronger as Jupiter keeps moving. So no, the abuse will not end yet.

The moon is not separating from any malefics. Another no indication of her being less abusive towards you.

I'm afraid it seems like no.

I am sorry for whatever is happening. The chart indicates that it might get worse. But it's a good thing we have horary. You can avoid it. Please do something about it. I know it's hard. But call a hotline or something. You can live in a foster home for time being. If you can't do that, keep finding jobs.

Don't give up. You can get a job at a coffee store or something.

I really hope things get better for you. x

posted August 26, 2014 04:54 AM            

I'm trying to get out of here as soon as possible, but it's very hard. I'm praying for some serious relief.

It is indeed a secret matter to me, no one knows about it. I'll get through it, hopefully. Safely, because at this point, I don't have much hope concerning my mental well-being.

posted August 27, 2014 01:46 PM            

Moon conjuncts mercury in 14 units of time. 14 weeks/months.

posted August 27, 2014 03:43 PM            

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Originally posted by LoadedPistil:
4th house ruler (home and parents)mercury is applying to Saturn and Mars.
Mercury is translating light between Pluto and Mars-Saturn conj
Moon is early in it's sign, so there's more to go on in the story.

Moon conjuncts mercury in 14 units of time. 14 weeks/months.

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posted August 27, 2014 09:16 PM            

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Originally posted by MineAgain:
Oh my. 14 weeks sounds better than 14 months. Hopefully, I will have found a job by November. I'd rather kill myself at this point. It's getting worse by the day.

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posted August 28, 2014 04:39 AM            

Thank you for your chart interpretation and help LP.