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From: Sirius
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posted June 27, 2015 05:51 PM            

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We weren't together after that (not even in sexual sense). He told me he wasn't hurt and that there is no need to apologize. I fell into deep depression afterwards. I continued to attend courses he held, and he was treating me normal, like nothing happened. He would sometimes replied to my messages on Facebook, sometimes not. My opinion about him was/is very unstable. It is between admiration, envy and deep hatred. I realised in meantime that he isn't for me at all. We are very different and come from very different backgrounds. He is everything what I want to HAVE and how would I like to BE. He's like fantasy that will never became real. He invited me to his country, and I would like to go there, but don't think he still wants that. After 2-3 months, we have talked, and he told me (honestly or not) his side of story. I was shocked. I realised that he is NOT guy for me. I felt sorry that I ever had something intimate with him. Just before I went from that ****** town where I met him, I called him to meet me before I leave. He saw the message and didn't replied. 3 days before I went, I found out that he has new date- a girl I was occasionally hanging out with. I was feeling really bad. I wanted to do something to him or myself. I concluded that he is womanizer and liar that used me (Now I'm not sure if this is really true or not). Before I left, I saw him once and didn't even say hello to him.
The whole story with him is /was trauma for me. I wasn't feeling well with him, because I almost felt like I was still in relationship with ex-boyfriend. But I was in depression, and he was there, and my ex was in another country.... I also never felt that I could trust to him. My distrust and crazy behaviour ended our relationship before it even started. But the real hell was waiting for me after that...... It was time I felt I was left by anyone and that it was all my guilt.
Now, I still don't know the answer on question: is he angel or devil?

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posted June 27, 2015 06:21 PM            

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From: Sirius
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posted July 04, 2015 10:32 AM            

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Thank you so much on your support.
No, he was not foreign language teacher, but he is profile of man who uses foreign girls.
I mean, he is from one of those nations who really prefer to stick with its own, so I guess she doesn't date women from his country because he would end up married next day.

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posted July 05, 2015 09:36 PM            

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