posted January 11, 2019 12:01 PM            

People that i worked with ( to organise workshops) have been immature, childish and jealous. Two of my friends had Moon in Scorpio and they have really been very very manipulative..

One of them is born the same day as me. She refused doing bday party for both of us in 2018 telling me she doesnt do marties. Month after i saw an invitation for her big house bday party that she was throwing with other people...
And other very shady behaviour that i witnessed in the meantime of the work..That was SAD. I dont know why PEOPLE would behave to me like this.

Since 2015 i need to defend and protect myself from MY FRIENDS not to be used very very much. Its so bad because i really learnt that people are manipulative and shady, it blocked me for some YEARS! yes, YEARS. Since my graduation, November 2018 i have been searching for a job. AS i am 1st architect in my family i dont have any connections ( Only friends who study architecture or work) and i cant be 'protected'. Its also a strugge.

I think that ALL MY LIFE since i enrolled on architecture its in 2010 i have struggled MORE than other people. And actually since 2015 (!!!) untill november 2018. I felt veyr very bad, pressured, stressed. I started going GRAY and my teeth started to fall out sometimes- because of the stress and pressure.

I hope you have some answers for this.
Than yoU!!