posted March 04, 2014 02:58 PM
"The first cut is the deepest, baby I know. The first cut is the deepest."-Cheryl CrowThis thread is inspired by what I heard about my mother.
My sister and I were conversing and she loosely mentioned how my Mom had gotten her heart broken by a guy before meeting my father.
Now it is true that my Dad was not my Mom's first choice(even we can see that), but it made me wonder.
She has her Venus in Capricorn conjunct Saturn and Mars in emotional Cancer opposing Saturn.
Also, she has her Moon in Taurus trine Venus, sextile Mars and trine Saturn.
Now with Capricorn, nothing seems easy and with Venus there, love can feel like a mountain that one must climb.And the marriage to my father has been anything but paradise.
Thing is, I can't believe that after all these years she still has her candle burning for the guy. That was over 30 years ago. Must be the mix of Taurus and Mars in Cancer I guess.
I think I know that , in her case, she didn't marry someone with whom she was madly in love with. She may have married my father for companionship and little else.
I am infatuated with someone currently that is lukewarm when responding. But i haven't felt that earth-shattering, ground breaking love yet.(Venus in Scorpio, Moon in Cancer and Mars in Libra)
But is it possible for one to marry their true love? Or is that really a dream that is rarely realized?