posted September 05, 2005 12:31 PM         

Who gives until she can give no more...
and then gives some more

There is a friend of mine, who just wants everything to be perfect for her friends

There is a friend of mine who takes her role as partner very seriously

There is a friend of mine who takes her role as friend very seriously

There is a friend of mine who takes her role as mother very seriously

There is a friend of mine who can tell a joke and make it funny

There is a friend of mine who will laugh and light up a room...

There is a friend of mine who is hurting

There is a friend of mine who is crying

There is a friend of mine who is bleeding

There is a friend of mine who is so in need of human contact..real..tender..compassionate

There is a friend of mine who I will now cry for.

There is a tear in my eye that satisfies me.

There is a tear on my cheek that feels warm, and human.

There is a lump in my throat that brings me closer to God.

There is a pain in my heart that rises above the animal in me and gives me faith in myself again.

There is a friends heart that I have replaced my own with..and it feels right.

Feels as though I am at last fulfilling my purpose.

The thorn that protects the roses.

Thank you my friend, for this chance to be human.

Thank you for this chance to ennoble myself.

Thank you for this opportunity to step closer to the Divine in me.

Thank you for sharing your pain with me
truly I am honored and humbled....that you would give me this opportunity, when your preference is to keep it to yourself

Thank you

posted September 06, 2005 12:16 AM         

I would like to take a moment, and say, that you are a most beautiful person, filled with Love and Light and Understanding, and compassion, and giving, and I could go on...
I feel most privileged to read, what you have written.
Such a wise person, you are, sending you love and Light...

posted September 06, 2005 06:33 PM         

It's official now. You are one of three people in this world that I feel I can trust, and one is my son.

You, who has been so gentle with my feelings. You, who understands my pain, because you live it every day yourself.

You, who let me place my heart in your hands and promised never to hurt it. You who has kept your promise. You who has never let me down. I love you so much, as much as I love these others, but I do not trust them, and so my love is obstructed when I am with them. It is obstructed by an inability to share with them, to commune with them as human beings. I cannot trust them, I cannot hurt anymore.

And so now, there is do0d, you and Zmo. These are all that remain in my circle of trust.

Thank you my friend, for staying so true. Thank you for knowing my heart. Thank you for caring for it as you do your own. Thank you for letting me love you. Thank you for letting me help you. Thank you for letting me cry on your shoulder. Thank you for crying on mine. Thank you for your trust, and for not betraying my faith in you. I love you more than ever and will feel your pain with you ANYTIME.

It is INDEED my honor and my privilege to share your burdens my friend, as you have always helped to carry mine.

Thank you. If I can continue to love these others, how much more I am capable of opening my heart to you.

I love you so much!